mid-day-naps

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Does anyone else feel that life feels emotionally abusive.. like I’m just in constant emotional pain, in the US anyway.

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At least I’m looking forward to the gym for my after work activityyyy

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This so bullshit, why do I need to get up!!!!

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I actually love watching YouTube. I just don’t watch it much anymore cuz of the ads. I watch it on my laptop tho. I’m just not on my laptop much. I’m glad I have a desk to finally now.

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I actually really like YouTube still

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Is it bad I don rly have an interest in watching the content on streaming platforms

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Some guys love watching u struggle

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Lowkey regret asking my parents for more help in my early 20’s and late teens. They lowkey made me feel bad about them helping me. Like I was an adult and I should help myself?? Hello?? Literally just stopped being a child?? I should have just put my pride aside and just asked them. I should have asked my friends if their parents were paying their tuition or just giving them money. So I don’t have to feel so bad.

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What’s another tumblr esq post. Oh. I fucking hateeeeeee him. Hate him.

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I think as soon as I can, I wanna be banking in $.

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Part of me doesn’t wanna share anything with anyone. I don’t wanna be lonely though. Sigh. Why is America so fucked up, in way too many ways

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I really don’t like sizing ppl up, and I don’t like being sized up, esp by men who claim they’re interested in me, like wtf?

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Being real, hopefully I can do what I did last year again, but I know more now. I can do eu much better this time, organize better. And be a pro. I probably can’t do it again for another 2 years. I need my high paying job though. I need my 100k+ job. but I also need to feel safe, happy, and I wanna bring my friend with me lol

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I find it hard to talk about my time in the eu, because I don’t want it to come off as bragging during a time when a lot of ppl are struggling financially, inflation is insane, rent is insane, lots of ppl are in debt, ppl are getting laid off left and right, groceries are so expensive, almost everything that has made us happy are so expensive now. And I just bring up my time in the eu.. seems insensitive right? Part of me is sad that I can’t really share these experiences though since it’s been such a wild time for me. I wanna do it again. . maybe in the future

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I can’t read minds but I feel deeply, like most girls. So yeah, how u gunna play in our faces?

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You know when people talk to you, ask you things, but it comes off as not genuine, not really interested in you, but they just wanna know for another reason? Yeah. How u gunna play in my face like that?

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I think I’m underestimating the amount of people who actually want to be in my life. Even just as a woman/girl. Most men automatically mostly want to be in my life- even if just as a friend. Most women are open to the idea of friendship purely because I am another woman. if I were a man, I would know most women would not want to be too close as first. Friendship is earned. I need to just relax more in the presence of a man. I shouldn’t feel the need to prove myself. My existence is a gift already. Don’t let these guys try to humble you or make you feel less than.. that I need to prove myself to them? How humiliating