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This is basically my ranting station now

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anyways time for work

again

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I’mm just waiting for the heart attack to come. Or maybe i can get hit by a car. Whichever comes first i guess

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FUCK

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WHY DO I ALWAYS JUST SIT AROUND AND COMPLAIN IT DOESNT HELP YOUR LIFE IMPOROVE AND YOU EXPECT EVERYTHING TO BE HANDED TO YOU BUT EVEN THOUGH YOU AGKNOWLEDGE THIS SERIOUSLY TOXIC CHARACTER FLEW YOU DO NOTHING BUT CRY AND THINK ABOUT ENDING IT

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YOU’RE NOT HELPING 

SHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUP

I DONT CARE WHY SHOULD I CARE WHY WHY WHY WHY

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GOD FUCKING DAMN WHY AM I SUCH A PIECE OF SHIT

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I CAN’T FUCKING DO THIS FUCK MY LIFE FUCK EVERYTHIUNG I NEVER HAVE A MOMENT OF RESPITE I FEEL SO FUCKING HOLLOW AND EMPTY AND TIRED AND IVE GIVEN UP SUICIDAL THOUGHTS HUH? IS THIS REALLY HAPPENING FINALLY? FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKCUCKCDKCFK

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Lots of planning - Dec. 16th 2015

Unfortunately, I don’t have a readily available story open for reading. My progress on writing is very slow (especially when it comes to finding a ground to start on). I had stated a while ago that I almost had a readable prologue, but I ended up defaulting on that and scrapped it (don’t worry, I’ll still write it. Just not anytime soon).

In the meantime, I’ve taken the time to work on planning for my series. With a story as expensive and ambitious as this, I need to make sure continuity stays a priority. I don’t want to write something in the lore or plot, then change it half-way through.

Music has been a tremendous help. it helps jog by creativity and really inspires me with new ideas. The compositions of ‘Susumu Hirasawa’ is fantastic for this actually! Royal Road, Paradise is defiantly a recommendation on my part!

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