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Fourth of July Of all the tunes I have heard in my puny existence called life, this has to be the saddest. Prior this track I had no idea about Sufjan Stevens work, nor did I know that the album was in fact a concept album. When isolated from the album this track stills pours out grief and despair. The tune is so gripping that the album deserved a through listening. So I did. Sufjan wrote it after his mother's death. The album 'Carrie & Lowell' exudes so much complex emotions that I don't think I can put it in words. He didn't have a good and stable relationship with his mom for the start. She was an addict and bipolar. Carrie left Sufjan at a game store when he was 3/4. She later married again but even that failed. Sufjan managed to spend a summer with his mom and step dad Lowell. Lowell played the both role of mom and dad though he wasn't the biological father. Btw I digress. Sufjan conjured up rage and hatred for her throughout his life. Why wouldn't he? She was never present in his life, I fact she abandoned him. This song primarily depicts a private conversation between Sufjan and Carrie, after she developed stomach cancer. I'm gonna focus on her side of the conversation. She practically apologized cause she left her as she thought her presence would in fact would've harmed his childhood. She comforts her son through fire of fourth of July and Forrest fire analogy. One brings joy, other sadness, both inevitable. She finally says 'make the most of your life, while it is rife and we all gonna die'. How did Sufjan react in those conversations? Well, that's up to each listener to depict. I assume his reply in this song wasn't instantaneous. It was primarily grief that poured out.

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Bad Trip Part !!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ouQB3CSn2YI

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The crossroads of human evolution (India, Pakistan, Bangladesh, Sri Lanka)

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That kiss it lasted too long And we probably shouldn't have danced to that song It was nothing It was everything It's really such a shame It's so hard to explain to you That Kiss by The Courteeners

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She wanted to die by a river She wanted the tide to come up and drag her away So that when she's dreamin' She can watch the tree line fall away She used to draw rainbow faces in the sand But the rainbow made the face sad Had bits of foam coming out the bottom of its mouth It's kinda funny that way

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Broken Social Scene - Cause=Time

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There's method to my madness Yes, there's reason to my rhyme.

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What's your story? Morning Glory!

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Here goes nothing

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It's my 9 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

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A Shivering Morning.

It was the coldest night of 2024. Did not sleep at all. Watched a movie named "Anatomy of A Fall". It was based on a fairly grim topic. Husband dies, the wife's life get ripped apart by investigators and lawyers. So, went for a walk down by the mighty Padma (Ganges) to declutter my head from all the anxiety of grad applying and the get rid of all the stupid darkness of my own mind. Greeted by thousands of birds and the cold breeze did helped.

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There was something blissful about that day.

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Aubrey

What a song this is. The sheer simplicity of it. It grips me everytime.

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The Beatles - Now And Then (Official Music Video)