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me a week before exams: im gonna study so hard and get an A and go to an amazing college and be the top in my class

me the night before exams: success and failure are human constructions and aren't real. i am less than a speck in the entire known universe and all of time. time is a construct of humans. we are all going to die.

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Meryl Streep in Suffragette

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we could all be one of the reasons why

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never thought I’d be crying over the word helmet or some blue nail polish but I always manage to prove myself wrong *sob*

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Clay. Helmet. Your name does not belong on this list. But you need to be here if I’m going to tell my story. If I’m going to explain why I did what I did. Because you aren’t every other guy. You’re different. You’re good and kind and decent. And I didn’t deserve to be with someone like you. No. I never would. I would have ruined you. It wasn’t you. It was me and everything that’s happened to me.

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You see all these “Don’t kill yourself!” posters up on the wall? They weren’t up before.

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          You don’t know what goes on in anyone’s life but your own. And when you mess with one part of a person’s life, you’re not messing with just that part. Unfortunately, you can’t be that precise and selective. When you mess with one part of a person’s life, you’re messing with their entire life. Everything… affects everything.

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Isn’t it strange? There are so many people out there who secretly love someone. And there are so many people out there who have no idea that someone secretly loves them.

(via zackisontumblr)

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“I should have stayed with Hannah.”

“She told you to go”

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13 Reasons Why got me 13 types of fucked up.

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can you imagine how much clay regretted not calling out after hannah when she returned her uniform to the cinema not realising that would be the last time he’d see her alive

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i’m not crying, you are 

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i wish everyone would watch 13 reasons why and understand how everything you say, no matter how small they may seem to you, can have an impact on someone else’s life. you have no clue what this person is going through. you could end this person’s life bc you make them feel like they’re worthless. 

13reasonswhy.info

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You’re not alone

13reasonswhy.info 

Whatever you’re going through, you’re not alone. Please, reach out. Things, life will get better. Hold on to that. Reach out to someone, to anyone. Call an anonymous hotline. You deserve to live a beautiful and happy life. YOU DESERVE IT.  If you ever need to talk, you can always come to me (a complete stranger on the internet yes, but still). 

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no

should I feel guilty about not wanting to go out ?