miathealrighty

[miathealrighty]

i cannot hate myself into a version of me i will love.

[miathealrighty]

I'm tired. I'm just...very, very tired.

(Sorry. Not the most scintillating update, I know.)

[miathealrighty]

that scene in ep 1 of ouran where tamaki puts his hand over his mouth and turns entirely pink while literally trembling is what made me realize i like little bottom bitch boys

[miathealrighty]

and what if we kissed kissed fell in love

[miathealrighty]

Mountains may rise and fall, and the sun might wither away, and the sea claim the land and swallow the sky. But you will always be mine. And the stars might fall from the heavens, and night might cloak the earth, but until darkness dies, I will always be yours.

- Rhapsodic by Laura Thalassa

[miathealrighty]

Tentatively poking my head through the door... what's happening in Tumblr land?

[miathealrighty]

Honestly it boils down to reparenting yourself & rewiring your own neuronal pathways & telling yourself a firm “stop” when you notice your mind slipping down negative loopholes & being present in the moment & enjoying being mid task rather than waiting for it to end & not thinking of inertia as your baseline and natural way of living

[miathealrighty]

i did not sign a contract with life to have a “when it rains, it perpetually pours” clause.

someone, somebody, anybody … please send help.

[miathealrighty]

"if i could reverse time. i would, just so i can see you again."

[miathealrighty]

Wrote 2500 words and then got my watercolour paints out. I forgot how much I love painting. I’ve never been all that arty, but as I’ve got older I’ve realised that you can just do things because you enjoy them, you don’t have to be good at them. And I like my little paintings, I think they’re not that bad. And I enjoy doing them 💞

[miathealrighty]

BAD BEN

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Imagine having someone in your life, with whom you could spend the whole day reading next to each other

[miathealrighty]

I've been bingeing this 13 movie long paranormal series by this man from New Jersey called Bad Ben and honestly it's my current obsession. I wanna know the lore. I wanna know the layout. I wanna see Ben. Give me fan art. Give me merch. Give Tom Riley a vacation.

[miathealrighty]

there’s nothing more romantic than someone choosing to learn you. flipping the pages in your soul delicately and digesting your chapters with an open mind no matter how difficult or uncomfortable some of your moments read, treating each bookmark with no judgment, but pure love.

[miathealrighty]

Maybe you’re my love

[miathealrighty]

sorry for being weird, the loneliness and the need for a deeper, more meaningful human connection is eating me alive

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I can act as if I remember how to feel joy...yet in the nights, alone, I know who I am—and who I am not. Then the bleakness tightens around me and swallows up the air.

- The Burning Time