mfmsty

[mfmsty]

So much bs.

Both my siblings prob gonna b in prison.

My mom dead.

Like why ?

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Drop out [Feat Lupe Fiasco]

Never going to be released and I don't even own a copy anymore.

Here's some bars I randomly remembered;

"This a odd future and I'm moshin'

Your bitch like to do splits on the bible

Put that sh1t on my mama!"

Mainstream Project was so close.

I ran. I don't feel bad.

I feel elated.

That life vs this?

Easy decision.

Family man.

Better then manipulated, illuminated puppet.

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Back when I had that Penny chest

And the bird flexed like I'm 6'3

I remember way back back when

I ain't had nuttin' but hoop dreams

Mama cry tears cuz she ain't wanna see me

Bangin' and thievin'

Daddy wadnt round either

Wadn't nuttin' fair but I was breathin'

Teachers ain't have my bsck

"Boys will be boys"-

Lost all my friends as they turned to thugs

Lost the ones left cuz they wasn't solid w love

I overplayed my part

They forgot bout me

Amnesia

I'm still that 10 year old with the beckett mag

And the price tags on the rookie cards

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Turning the sadness

Into intangible goals.

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Let it go as you breathe in the death toll

Mama gone

Brother gone oh no

How easy to let it go

Play robot;

Nobody will know!

A lost soul roaming the globe

Spin it underneath

If it catches fire

Breathe

Just another animal roaming the forest

Roses are gloomy and the desert is spotless

Soaking the sun

Addressing the cactus

Canibus vapors expressed through the eyelids

Mama always smoked to ease her psychosis

I free ball it like a madman

Knowing all this pain and my head ain't right

How do you know what's it's like

To sit and be trapped in a space and time

Transform to the 4 year old

GET UP GET...

THERES more???

Mama mama lose hope

Cry and cry some more.

How it feels to find your hero, shield and beam lifeless

String along nothingness

Never had friends so you cling to the sadness

Built through the struggle

No one understands so you stay to yourself

They tell you " be humble"

You been humble your whole life

Take back what is yours

Light in the life of a unicorns horn

Funny how they lost ways when the animals roam

Demons composing the dead to the worth

Exposing the Skeletons, jealousies bird

"Pick up the basketball

That is your worth

Your father a gift and a curse"

Talk with a chalice and sing me to gnomes

Causing the chaos how simple the songs

Does it make a sound when the brain melts?

Does it make it rain when the pain felt?

Have you cried so hard you lost your voice?

Have you shaken your head to escape the ptsd?

Not me, I'm free! I'm demented, the world shouts a foul when I ramble down the street

Never understood,

Always missing

Stroke of brilliance

Nobody could get it.

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Alcohol files

The coke and mescaline

And I don't smile

It exposes what's left of it

Dragon breath burning

The feel of adrenaline

Talk to toxicity

I still yearn to learn it

Considerable verses

Versed in the animal nature of sex

Grab her by the throat

And inject love through her breasts

Strong as the animal

Half man half warrior

Why be a man who can't console her

Why be a ant when the foot loves soldiers

Why be a turtle when you ran like a coward

Facing the powers

Animal

Injecting the pain

The antidote

Anti social

Anti social

Mind over matter

Never even mattered

Got s brain go splatter

To the halls w/ laughter

Choke in the madness

Stroke in the brilliance

Froze in the palance

Compose what was innocent

Divulge what was imminent

How it glows in the inner mist

Exposed by the indica

Frost bitten Terra world

Or, animals control.

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I'll be tunneling the contraception

Into the cuddling sessions

Seasons change as seas evade us

Much like the rain aligning

Torn between the devils icing

Cake in such a perfect timing

Why be the perfect filming

Dye by the color black

Fight over the color black

Black man kill a black man

Nor the same as a white cop kill a black

Excuses,

Excuses amusing the usage of metrics

Confusions left in the slavery of dead kids

Abusing the left hand of God from the leftists

The right isn't "right" it's just merely possessive

Presenting the message

Progressive

Decepting the masses obsessions

Controlling the media sessions

These warfares

Hair triggers don't fight fair

Why get caught in a Bible of a law mirrors

Lawful oppression from speaking the messages

Clear , concise

Doesn't make it right

Two wrongs make a left eye

Crash out of sight

06 britney

23 kanye

How do they pick which celebrity to migrate

Shove em down our throats

Sacrifice the goats

Capricorn souls

Lay dormant for animals hope

Antidote roams in the animals hope

Clutches of bears as the signal is close

Parents used to listen to that Billy joel

But I like metal scream till my hearts sore

Clavicle bones

Shake to the earth met the patient in home.

Such is the crash of the system of "dont's"

How easy we forget how to cope with the most.

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Grab a telescope

I'm in the sky

Diamonds dancing

Cascading, falling.

Into the earth.

How long will I stay suspended

Circle the earth

The green,

The blue

The land

The water

If I fall where do I land

When I fall where do I land

I'm falling will you be there when I land

Catching me

Always catching me

Catchers mitt

Caught a fireball in her lips

Lights,

Aurora

They call em northern

To me their just neighbors

I'm falling

Where I fall

When I fall

If I fall

Will you be there?

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They'll turn on you as quick as the leaves

Centipedes,

Digging their nails into the chalk

Sounds and screams of chaos

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I can see the ocean when it's clear blue

I remember waters where the roads ruled

Catch a flight,

Catch a hype off the wrong mood

I been the dude to always have an "attitude"

On the spectrum of things they say I might move

Kinda hard when the devil has got the right tune

Vicious thoughts obsidian in my mind swoons

How the demons collide with the dirty work

Shiftin' the weight

Had it carried in first

Second to none I could never be versed

Battle to one got my heart in a curse

Conversing with verses to idolize merc-iless

In the clips [eclipse] when the shadow is worse

Oh hello to future when the angel is merged

My mama a hoarder a courage I burned

Diverging my paths as the certain is turned

Say hello to the worst

I come from a carrier of a heli- cop the thirds

Copped the 1st I told you I never place

2nd or thirds

You guilty lil liar how the benevolence submerged

Diversify your thoughts and watch the human come first

You at,

An alien who alienates the herd

The eighty ways of murder can concur

Silly little sinister desserts

In a desert w a word

Worth work to the nerds

How cute.

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Another drunk stupor.

Another filterless lonely boy.

Another lost dimension.

Time worn confused boy.

Crown me the prince

Mama called me that.

Mama had a garden

Guarded my heart well

In the well where the heart dwelled

Down the chute to the dirty laundry

Commit dirty comments in furnished contributions

This attrition is loosened.

The boy is doomed and,

Confused and looming.

A muse is museless,

Music.

Mute it.

Mirror the movement

The lonely catholic boy.

Stroking his ego

Playing with a mirror

How funny to hide his pain

Behind here.

In the ether.

The ether

The ether

A dragon lives

A dragon is here.

A dragon catholic boy.

I fell into the arms of a nova.

I wouldn't knoe her now

She's trapped in computers

I wouldn't know her now

She's captured by another

I wouldn't know her now,

I love them both.

I'm covered in coward

I'm afraid to say how I feel

To her.

My muse.

The forest in the moonlight.

Guide your millienium eyes.

Past your mocha skin.

Pack your eyes with joyful waters

My favorite Waterpark.

Sounds capes of "case in point"

Studying

Studying

You were always studying.

Valparaiso.

Best Buy.

You stole so another in your family would be okay.

I can relate

You caved for me.

A safe haven

My safe haven

My mother's maiden

Mary Mary Mary bloody

Tears...

🐉

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I come from the struggle like you did.

Ramen noodle and butter sandwiches

Eviction notices "some other management"

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Don't ever talk your sh1t

Be about your narrative

Comparisons are only as strong as the man who's carrying it

They hold blood in higher ground then it's worth

Most the time they use what's in your veins to cause the hurt

And it's absurd

Think of all the drama you go through

Bout 70% is because of one's close to you

Ain't it sorry, or luxurious how they play the field

Pick 6 and you got a sixth sense of how they feel

Sickening,

Twisted lil ideals,

Simmerin'

These blood vows ain't worth the sinnin'

Gon and heal

Damn

Speak your thoughts into existence

If you was the one on the ground

Would they pick you up while you bleedin'

They say love grows and stops at the roots

What happens when the roots is at the roof

Of the glass ceiling and family matters break thru

Don't talk bout love, like it's a 4 letter word

They'll eat your heart out

And pretend it don't hurt

They'll laugh at your failures

And vividly recap them

Funny how blood always falls in the end. X3

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She goes straight

Straight for the deep end

Doesn't hesitate to dive right in.

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Headache.

My pounding head

Forever a solo act in my bed

A floundering fish

A delicate dish

My mama " the prince "

She called me always this

What a wonderful leap

From here to the cliffs

Scenery creeps

As the system connects

Deviant depths

For devilish messages

Sentiments

Sentient, robot embellishment

You cannot cry.

You cannot cry.

You cannot hurt.

I have a headache.

You cannot cry.

You cannot cry.

You cannot hurt.

I have a headache.

Side eyes and frustration

Why does my heart ache

Blistering cold

My mama a snow globe

I shake and I shake but she never comes alive

Cuz you have a headache

And I cannot cry.

I cannot hurt

Because you have a headache.

I cannot feel because you have a headache.

Side eyes and sentiments

Balling my eyes

Forcing the issue instead of the crimes

I have a headache

Your forever reply

I'm sorry my hurt

Brings you terrible minds.

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So keep dancing...

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I miss them being black.