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the fight has nearly come to an end ; blood staining white fur, his flesh rotted and ------ mezcal can nearly stand, and falls when he tries, grabbing onto teqis robe as he walks past. " help me. " he demands, despite having tortured the girl who somehow still lived, laying in a crater covered in blood feet away. " help me. " mezcal repeats his demand, his leg and half of his side turning to dust, causing him to collapse.

putting him on the spot like this....

"oh dear, how could I choose?" laces with venomous sarcasm, he checked in daitens ki. faint, but it was there. a heavy weight felt moved off his chest. it wouldn't actually be gone as long as mezcal was alive. still the angel had to admit it was a pitiful sight, watching him collapse to the ground.

daitens quirk... he noted how much she loathed this quirk, ironic it would be what saved her from being killed. but he chose to focus on mezcal, not able to just leave him there.

".... you really were manches favorite, you know. he really wanted you to succeed." he knelt down towards mezcal, a cold look on his face as he spoke. oh, what would manche do now? definitely not heal him, but he would sit with mezcal like how teqi was now. manche wouldn't let him die alone.

"and I asked him that day, why he didn't kill you. and he said he just couldn't bring himself to do it. I bet you would call it a moment of weakness but..." the angel stood up. he had to heal daiten before it was too late.

teqi wasnt like manche. he had no trouble allowing that man to rot, turning his back on him entirely.

"I think anyone who spits in the face of that kindness deserves this punishment. atleast die with dignity"

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killing peopld isnt ok unless you want to

yeah agree

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“       curious,         are   we       ?       ”          for   now,         mezcal’s   peaceful.         playing   with   the   angry   saiyan   before   him    ;         a   much   more   mentally   disruptive   game   of   who   killed   who.         mezcals   arms   cross   behind   his   back       -------       professional,         his   presence   demanding   respect   from   those   beneath   him.

he    shouldn’t    be    here.         the   universe   had   fractured   at   the   weight   of   two   fights   between   gods,         one   that   had   lasted   days.         he   should   be   communing   with   the   kais,         speaking   over   how   they   would   fix   the   damage.         yet   even   the   angel   at   his   side   seems   clocked   out   of   the   conversation   and   more   ready   for   a   drink.         chaumette   glances   to   the   destroyer,         waiting   for   mezcal   to   be   finished   with   the   conversation.

“       they   were   killed   by   their   own   weakness.         but   what   would   you   like   me   to   say,         goku,         that   it   wasn’t   me       ?       ”

@sungokus​   continued.

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DESTROYER   VERSE    ;         a   broken   universe,         thousands   of   planets   destroyed   by   a   fight   between   three   worthy   of   being   gods.         that   is   what   mezcal   rules   instead   of   helps,         after   a   fight   with   manche   and   daiten   that   had   lasted   days   and   had   ended   with   both   of   their   deaths.

it’s   only   a   matter   of   time   until   the   zenos   destroys   it,         and   only   a   matter   of   time   until   mezcal   abandons   ship   to   find   the   golden   dragon   balls   or   worse.

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like   for   a   starter   or   ask   with   mezcals   destroyer   verse.

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like   for   a   starter   or   ask   with   mezcals   destroyer   verse.

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Send for MY muse’s reaction to finding them in one (or more) of these states:

WARNING: Triggering topics. Feel free to change and add to your heart content to include extra information for the prompt when you send.

[Breaking Phone] My muse is smashing their phone to pieces and your muse sees them doing it.

[Breaking something] My muse is breaking things in their way and your muse rushes to the noise.

[Coughing Blood] for injury or medical reason, your muse stumbles upon my muse coughing blood.

[Cutting hair] My muse is cutting their hair and your muse finds them doing it.

[Drowsiness] My muse is barely able to keep their eyes open and refusing to admit that they are sleep, nodding occasionally.  

[Gun Point] My muse is pointing a gun to their head and your muse manages to come in before they shoot. 

[Hallucinating] My muse is hallucinating about something/someone and your muse finds them in that state.

[Hyperventilating] My muse going through emotional stress which gets to them, causing them to develop a fever and may faint.

[Masturbating] My muse is masturbating somewhere and your muse walks on them. 

[Puff puff] My muse is doing drug and by chance your muse stumbles upon them.

[Rage kill] My muse in a rage state, killed someone in front of your muse or your muse stumbled upon them.

[Removing a blade/bullet/arrow] My muse is removing something out of their body due to an injury and your muse finds them bleeding because of it.

[Shaking up] My muse is shaking up a leaf (cold or scared) and your muse finds them.

[Standing on a ledge] My muse is standing somewhere high and attempting to jump when your muse catches them in the act.

[Throwing up after seeing a nightmare] My muse runs to the bathroom to throw up after relieving one of their worst nightmares and your muse catches mine throwing up because of it.

[Throwing up after excessive drinking] My muse drank too much than they should and now they are throwing up in a corner by themself.

[Ugly Sobbing] My muse is crying their eyes out and your muse spots them.

[Yelling loudly until their voice cracks] My muse is yelling at something/one or at your muse.

[Waking up after fainting] My muse fainted and started to come to their senses when your muse finds them.

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PRE - ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP MEME .

send a ♡ and i’ll fill this out for our muses !  i’ll bold what i want for their relationship, italic what i could see and strike out what i don’t .

FRIENDS.   childhood friends  /  work friends  /  family friends  /  recently friends  /  turning antagonistic  /  turning into something romantic  /  stable  /  falling apart  /  friendship of need  /  friendship of circumstance  pen - pals or internet friends  /  coworkers  /  partners  /  other .

ROMANCE.   childhood sweethearts  /  newly entered  /  soulmates  /  skinny love  /  unrequited from my muses side  /  unrequited from your muses side  /  friends with benefits  /  awkward  /  fading  /  turning  toxic  /  toxic  and  destructive  /  other .

FAMILIAL BOND.   sibling bond  /  older sibling figure to your muse  /  younger sibling figure to your muse  /  parental figure to your muse  /  parental figure to your muse  /  guardian figure  /  legal  guardian  /  other .

ENEMIES.   dangerous to themselves  /  dangerous to others  /  unpredictable  /  passionate  /  rivals  /  petty  /  developing into a sexual tension  /  developing into a romantic tension  /  based off family matters  /  based of circumstance  /  based of professional matters  /  based of misunderstandings or lies  /  other .

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mezcals    only    sibling    and    younger    sister    was    named    nikka.         she   was   the   golden   child   and   a   natural   fighter.         she   was   born   when   mezcal   was   eight   years   old.

nikka   was   taught   that   strength   was   the   most   important   thing   and   learned   from   example   to   mistreat   her   older   brother   by   agreeing   to   fight   and   embarrass   him,         mocking   him   when   she   thought   it’d   get   her   attention   and   more   than   that.

make   no   mistake,         nikka   was   a   result   of   their   parents   parenting   style   and   manipulations.

nikka   was   still   killed   by   mezcal   after   he   returned   from   his   training   to   become   a   destroyer,         her   soul   salvaged   by   manche   stopping   mezcal   from   hakai-ing   her   and   the   planet.

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@uni13​​   said       :       ❝  and it’s exhausting, i’m just tired … ❞  / manche

“       this   isn’t   as   much   of   a   problem   now.       ”         but   it   was,         wasn’t   it       ?         mezcal   reaches   to   rest   his   paw   on   manches   shoulder    ;       a   moment   to   comfort   the   other   destroyer,         and   a   moment   of   false   understanding       --------       they   both   would   miss   their   families.

“       you   can   retire,         old   man,         go   be   with   your   family.         i’ve   got   things.         teqi   may   not   like   me   as   much   but   i   can   deal   with   it.       “

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step one: do not murder anyone

failed step one

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anonymous   said        :        nikka yelps, pain flooding when she crumples out of the wall of their home, crashing through the snow. mom and dad were dead, killed by.... by.... even with blood beginning to cloud her vision, she glares. she glares to see mezcal walking out of the hole he made. she wasn't little anymore, much stronger than the last time the two of them exchanged blows, but it was still nothing compared to the overwhelming power he had somehow obtained. "m-mezcal... what happened to you?! what are you doing?!"

there    were    no    crowds    to    celebrate    his    success      ;         but    being    a    god    seemed    to    be    enough.         where    now   there   were   no   mediators   or   judges   to   keep   the   snow   from   turning   crimson        /        no   one   to   stop   him   from   crushing   his   mothers   skull   and   his   fathers   throat.         their   bodies   had   been   left   for   the   golden   child   to   find   and   mezcal   could   still   hear   nikkas   reaction   to   the   corpses.

this    was    what    it    meant    to    be    a    god.         where   a   mere   single   blast   that   sent   nikka   through   the   stone   wall   of   their   childhood   home,         and   she’d   been   sent   tumbling   through   the   snow   until   her   back   hit   a   tree,         she   was   nothing   compared   to   him.         something   that   the    god   of   destruction    laughed   for   in   an   all   too   mocking   manner.

”       wouldn’t    you    of   all   people   recognize   the   strong       ?         or   do   you   just   not   recognize   a   god   when   they’re   right   in   front   of   you.       ”

mezcal   grabs   the   back   of   nikkas   neck   and   drags   her   towards   a   cliffside,         lifting   her   up   by   her   scruff   and   switching   hands   to   hold   her   up   by   her   throat.

she   sends   a   ki   blast   that’s   only   batted   away   with   a   large   paw.         electricity   like   ki   lashing   out   to   strip   away   any   ability   she   had.         

his   grip   tightens,         a   blast   forming   in   the   palm   of   his   hand   that   has   nikkas   fur   and   skin   burning   in   response.         she   yells   out,         lashes   out   and   tries   slashing   her   claws   acrossed   her   enemies   face.

the   blast   warps   around   the   shape   of   nikkas   neck   and   she   gasps,         her   mouth   opening   in   a   silent   protest   as   all   air   was   stolen   from   her   lungs   and   as   tears   slipped   down   her   cheeks.         it   doesn’t   take   long   for   the   blast   to   become   stronger   to   make   more   blood   spill.         and   soon   enough,         her   head   comes   clean   off.

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anonymous   said       :       the young girl stands over him, as the cheers from the crowd roar with her victory in the tournament. This would bring glory to the family for sure, something mezcal could never accomplish. an easy win over the family's oldest child. as if it couldn't get worst for mezcal, she sticks her tongue out, gloating her win. "nyeh! you lose, mezcal!"

a    shame    to    his    family    name     ;          mezcal   looked   around   in   disbelief,         his   shoulders   slumped   and   finally,         with   the   fight   ended   he’d   felt   the   full   brunt   of   sore   muscles   and   paw   pads   that   felt   as   if   a   touch   could   melt   snow,         heated   by   the   blasts   he’d   used   and   he’d   still   lost.

the    crowds    attention    stuck    to    nikka,          to   the   childs   prideful   stance   in   the   way   she   floated   above   him.         but   the   crowd   couldn’t   see   how   her   fur   puffed   out   in   pride   and   how   she   grinned   as   she   mocked   him   for   the   loss.

                           again        .  .  .        how   humiliating.

mezcal    bares    his    teeth    in    a    manner    of    frustration.         it’s   not   the   first   time   he’d   ached   to   hit   the   child   while   she   wasn’t   expecting   it,         and   it   certainty   wasn’t   the   last   or   the   worst   he’d   do.         he   turns   to   scan   the   crowd,         finding   their   parents   gazes       -------       prideful,         full   of   distaste.

his   arms   crossed   and   he   turned   to   face   the   child   with   a   scowl,         ”       don’t   act   like   such   a   child   about   it,         girl.       ”

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❥     𝐕𝐈𝐎𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐓  𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄   𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍   𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒   .

another meme inspired by devotedecay’s format !     tw  for  violence, blood, mature themes. send  in  one  of  these  for  my  muse’s  reaction  to  … (  add  ❝  reverse  ❞   if  you’d  like  to  see  how  my  muse  would  preform  the  action  !  )

[ deck ]   your muse decking mine in the face.

[ punch ]   your muse punching mine anywhere / or specify.

[ pin ]   your muse forcibly pinning my muse beneath them.

[ straddle ]   your muse forcing mine to the ground and straddling them.

[ scratch ]   your muse raking mine with their nails / claws.

[ bite ]   your muse biting mine.

[ turn ]   your muse rolling from beneath to atop my muse.

[ wall ]   your muse pinning mine against a wall.

[ snarl ]   your muse snarling / growling at mine.

[ curse ]   your muse cursing at / cursing mine out.

[ tug ]   your muse gripping mine’s hair.

[ kick ]   your muse kicking mine anywhere / or specify.

[ point + gun ]   your muse holding mine at gun point.

[ point + knife ]   your muse holding mine at knife point.

[ mock ]   your muse mocking mine.

[ sweep ]   your muse knocking mine off their feet.

[ grab ]   your muse grabbing mine forcibly.

[ shoot ]   your muse shooting my muse anywhere / or specify.

[ stab ]   your muse stabbing my muse anywhere / or specify.

[ break ]   your muse breaking any of mine’s bones / or specify.

[ strangle ]   your muse choking mine out.

[ shove ]   your muse shoving mine forcibly.

[ bruise ]   your muse making mine bruise.

[ under ]   your muse shoving mine underwater.

[ attempt ]   your muse attempting to kill mine.

[ bare ]   your muse baring their teeth at mine.

[ threaten ]   your muse threatening mine.

[ spit ]   your muse making mine spit blood.

[ bleed ]   your muse making mine bleed.

[ burn ]   your muse burning mine.

[ corner ]   your muse cornering mine.

[ throat ]   your muse wrapping a hand around mine’s throat.

[ challenge ]   your muse challenging mine.

[ cut ]   your muse cutting mine.

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𝙹𝚄𝙽𝙾 𝚂𝚃𝙴𝙴𝙻 & 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝚂𝙷𝙰𝙳𝙾𝚆𝚂 𝙾𝙽 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝚂𝙷𝙸𝙿 ( 𝙿𝚁𝚃 𝟷 )

❝  i don’t think an apology is too goddamn much to ask for! ❞  

❝  it isn’t an apology, it’s a lie ! ❞  

❝  i didn’t do anything wrong ! ❞ 

❝  you were supposed to be on lookout ! what the hell happened ?! ❞ 

❝  i was just asking a question ! ❞ 

❝  i said that’s enough ! ❞  

❝  i warned you that this would get complicated, and now that it has, you can’t go running to mommy. ❞ 

❝  tell them that and see how long they stay. you’re damaged goods. ❞ 

❝  you’re damaged goods. ❞ 

❝  are you alright ? ❞ 

❝  i have to be alone, private time. ❞ 

❝  we’ll always be together. ❞ 

❝  and it’s exhausting, i’m just tired … ❞  

❝  you’re still awake ? ❞ 

❝  are you coming to bed ? ❞  

❝  i can take care of myself. ❞ 

❝  she left you. ❞ 

❝  she left you , about time too. ❞ 

❝  i said shut up ! ❞ 

❝  i don’t know a thing, except i’m really creeped out. ❞ 

❝  now i’m really sweating. ❞ 

❝  the hell are you doing here ? ❞ 

❝  you pulled a knife ! ❞ 

❝  the hell was that ?! ❞ 

❝  i’ll deal with you later. ❞ 

❝  uh … hi big guy. ❞ 

❝  come inside and close the door, quickly. ❞ 

❝  there is an alien aboard this ship. ❞ 

❝  do you have literally any proof of this alien theory ?! ❞ 

❝  yeah, okay, we broke them, what do you want from me ? ❞ 

❝  alright, storytime’s been fun, but i’m going to bed. ❞ 

❝  why the hell were you awake and walking the halls at one in the morning ? ❞ 

❝  i was just y’know … thinking … about things. ❞ 

❝  did you hear that ?! ❞ 

❝  slow down ! i’m right behind you ! ❞ 

❝  it’s okay, you’re safe now. ❞ 

❝  if you’re trying to tell me i’m a lunatic, just spit it out already ! ❞ 

❝  oh, wow, i am shouting like super loud, aren’t i ? ❞ 

❝  oh no. no, no, no… ❞  

❝  w … what the hell ? did you see that ? ❞  

❝  why the hell didn’t you say anything ?! ❞  

❝  i thought … i didn’t think you’d believe me. ❞ 

❝  do you believe me ? ❞  

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cognitive assessment. bold all that apply to your muse’s current mental state; italicise any that apply to your muse’s past mental state — repost don’t reblog !

alcoholism: or alcohol use disorder ( aud ), is a broad term for any drinking of alcohol that results in mental or physical health problems.

amnesia: a deficit in memory caused by brain damage, disease, or psychological trauma.

anxiety: a mental health disorder characterised by feelings of worry, anxiety, or fear that are strong enough to interfere with one’s daily activities.

appetite loss: a reduced desire to eat.

binge eating: a psychological illness characterised by frequently eating excessive amounts of food, often when not hungry.

co-dependence: dysfunctional and maladaptive relationship reliant on another person’s dependence on the affected individual.

cynicism: an inclination to believe that people are motivated purely by self interest ( skepticism ), or to question whether something will happen or whether it is worthwhile ( pessimism ).

defensiveness: the tendency to be sensitive to comments and criticism and to deny them. to constantly protect oneself from criticism, exposure of one’s shortcomings, or other real or perceived threats to the go.

depersonalisation: a state in which one’s thoughts and feelings seem unreal or not belonging to oneself.

depression: a mental health disorder characterised by persistently depressed mood or loss of interest in activities, causing significant impairment in daily life.

derealisation: alteration in the perception or experience of the external world so that it seems unreal.

devaluation: defense mechanism used when a person attributes themselves, an object, or another person as completely flawed, worthless, or as having exaggerated negative qualities.

displacement: an unconscious defense mechanism whereby the mind substitutes either a new aim or a new object or goals felt in their original form to be dangerous or unacceptable.

dissociation: is any state of a wide array of experiences from mild detachment from immediate surroundings to more severe detachment from physical and emotional experiences, such as a disconnect from reality.

drug abuse: the extreme desire to obtain, and use, increasing amounts of one or more substances.

dysphoria: a state of unease, or generalised dissatisfaction with life.

emotional detachment: an inability to connect with others on an emotional level, as well as coping with anxiety by avoiding certain situations that trigger it; it is often described as “ emotional numbing ” or dissociation.

flashbacks: an involuntary recurrent memory, is a psychological phenomenon in which an individual has sudden, usually powerful, re-experiencing of a past experience or elements of said experience.

flat affect: a severe reduction in emotional expressiveness. they may not show the signs of normal emotion, perhaps may speak in a monotonous voice, have diminished facial expressions, and appear extremely apathetic.

guilt: a cognitive or emotional experience that occurs when a person believes or realises — accurately or not — that they have compromised their own standards of conduct or have violated a universal moral standard and bear significant responsibility for it.

hallucinations: an experience involving the apparent perception of something not present.

hypersomnia: or excessive sleepiness, is a condition in which a person has trouble staying awake during the day.

hypervigilance: an enhanced state of sensory sensitivity accompanied by an exaggerated intensity of behaviors whose purpose is to detect activity.

hypochondria: ( also known as illness anxiety disorder ) is a condition in which a person is inordinately worried about having a serious illness.

idealisation: the action of regarding or representing something as perfect or better than reality.

insomnia: a sleep disorder where people have trouble sleeping. they may have difficulty falling asleep, or staying asleep as long as desired. insomnia is usually followed by daytime sleepiness, low energy, and a depressed mood.

intellectualisation: a defense mechanism by which reasoning is used to block confrontation with an unconscious conflict and its associated emotional stress — where thinking is used to avoid feeling. it involves removing one’s self, emotionally, from a stressful event.

introjection: regarded as the process where the subject replicates in themselves behaviours, attributes, or other fragments of the surrounding world, especially of other subjects. cognate concepts include identification, incorporation, and internalisation.

isolation: a defense mechanism in psychoanalytic theory characterized by individuals defending themselves from possible threats by mentally and physically isolating themselves. by minimizing associative connections with other thoughts, the threatening cognition is remembered less often and is less likely to affect self-esteem or the self concept.

low self esteem: a person with low self esteem feels unworthy, incapable, and incompetent.

narcissism: is the pursuit of gratification from vanity or egotistic admiration of one’s own attributes. narcissistic personality disorder ( npd ) is a personality disorder in which there is a long term pattern of abnormal behaviour characterised by exaggerated feelings of self importance, an excessive need for admiration, and a lack of understanding of other’s feelings.

night terrors: also known as a sleep terror, is a sleep disorder, causing feelings of terror or dread, and typically occurs during the first hours of stage three to four rapid eye movement ( nrem ) sleep.

obsessive compulsion: obsessive-compulsive disorder ( ocd ) is a common, chromic, and long — lasting disorder in which a person has uncontrollable, reoccurring thoughts ( obsessions ) and behaviours ( compulsions ) that they feel the urge to repeat over and over.

panic attacks: a sudden overwhelming feeling of acute and debilitating anxiety.

passive aggression: a tendency to engage in indirect expression of hostility through acts such as subtle insults, sullen behavior, stubbornness, or a deliberate failure to accomplish a required task.

paranoia: the irrational and persistent feeling that people are “ out to get you. ” the three main types of paranoia include paranoid personality disorder, delusional disorder, and paranoid schizophrenia.

phobias: an extreme or irrational fear of or aversion to something.

projection: psychological projection is a defense mechanism people subconsciously employ in order to cope with difficult feelings or emotions. it involves projecting undesirable feelings or emotions onto someone else, rather than admitting to or dealing with the unwanted feelings.

psychosis: a severe mental disorder in which thought and emotions are so impaired that contact is lost with external reality.

rationalization: a defense mechanism in which controversial behaviors or feelings are justified and explained in a seemingly rational or logical manner to avoid the true explanation, and are made consciously tolerable — or even admirable and superior — by plausible means.

regression: a psychological defense mechanism in which a person abandons age — appropriate coping strategies in favor of earlier, more childlike patterns of behavior. this regression is a form of retreat, bringing back a time when the person feels safe and taken care of.

risky sex: risky sexual behavior is commonly defined as behavior that increases the probability of contracting sexually transmitted infections, diseases, becoming pregnant, or making a partner pregnant. drug use is associated with risky sexual behavior.

somatisation: the manifestation of psychological distress by the presentation of bodily symptoms.

splitting: ( also called black — and — white thinking or all — or — nothing thinking ) is the failure in a person’s thinking to bring together the dichotomy of both positive and negative qualities of the self and others into a cohesive, realistic whole.

sublimation: is a mature type of defence mechanism, in which socially unacceptable impulses or idealizations are unconsciously transformed into socially acceptable actions or behavior, possibly resulting in a long — term conversion of the initial impulse.

suicidal ideation: ( also known as suicidal thoughts ) is thinking about or an unusual preoccupation with suicide. the range of suicidal ideation varies from fleeting thoughts, to extensive thoughts, to detailed planning, roleplaying, and incomplete attempts.

sleepwalking: formally known as somnambulism, is a behaviour disorder that originates during deep sleep and results in walking or performing other complex behaviours while asleep. it is more common in children than adults and is more likely to occur if a person is sleep deprived.

suppression: the act of stopping oneself from thinking or feeling something. it is generally assumed ineffective because even if you suppress or hold back an emotion, like anger, that feeling returns with a vengeance.

thousand yard stare: a phrase often used to describe the blank, unfocused gaze of soldiers who have become emotionally detached from the horrors around them. it is also sometimes used more generally to describe the look of dissociation among victims of other types of trauma.

triggers: something that sets of a memory tape or flashback transporting the person back to the event of their emotional trauma. triggers are very personal ; different things can trigger different people. the survivor may begin to avoid situations and stimuli that they think triggered the flashback.

trust issues: a person with these kinds of thoughts may construct social barriers as a defence mechanism to ensure that trust is not lost again. these barriers are often a person’s way of avoid the pain, rejection, or guilt associated with mistrust.

violence: the intentional use of physical force or power, threatened or actual, against oneself, another person, or against a group or community, which either results in or has a high likelihood of resulting in injury, death, psychological harm, maldevelopment, or deprivation.

temper: a reflection of irritation or rage, a propensity to be angered rapidly.\

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