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VERIFIED GOFUNDME ME LIST #10

List #1 - List #2 - List #3 - List #4 - List #5 - List #6 - List #7 - List #8 - List #9

@ahmad-syam6 - Help Ahmed Jehad and his newborn survive! $6,229 CAD raised of $40,000 goal

@alaa-992 - Urgent! building a new life for the family €19,444 raised of €100,000 goal

@huda-gaza1 - Help me survive in Gaza.€2,548 raised of €60,000 goal

@anas12b - Help Anas & Ahmed rebuild their future in Gaza €2,027 raised of €29,000 goal

@helpgazanfamily9 - Help my family escape Gaza to safety £4,111 raised of £32,600 goal

@besan-18 - Donate to Help Bisan and Her Family Survive In Gaza £5,121 raised of £8,000 goal

@hamdihijazi - A Father Appeal For His Children's Peace $50 raised of $30,000 goal

@sondos2201 - Help Sondos family to survive to get better life $492 CAD raised of $30,000 target

@odayakrams-blog - Help Oday and family £1,767 raised of £15,000 target

@eyadalanqar/@eyadalanqer55 - Help my family EVACUATE from Gaza.. €2,158 raised of €40,000 goal

@mahakamal - Help Maha and her family leave Gaza before it's too late $628 raised of $30,000 goal

@3bdulra7manosama - Help Abd to be Doctor and save his family in Gaza €1,850 raised of €30,000 goal

@shamiamja/@ahmadshamia - Help Jamal Shamia survive the war. kr67,488 SEK raised of kr250,000 goal

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  I’ve had this meme on my Tumblr page for years. Literally, years.  Recently, I noticed that they removed it for “Violating Tumblr’s Community Guidelines.”   Really?! Where? How? I know that ceiling is terrifying, but, seriously…

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Ladies of Vampire: The Masquerade - Bloodlines

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Rant about diabetes below (things that grind my gears about what people say, and just general health stuff I’ve been going through lately)

You can tell when people don’t know how diabetes works when they say stuff like a cheeseburger will give them diabetes. Fucker diabetes is a sugar and carb issue not a cholesterol issue. And you can’t GIVE yourself diabetes. Getting diabetes fully depends on your body’s genetics, like family history, or just being super unlucky when it comes to health lottery

You don’t get diabetes from being fat, it’s technically the opposite. Unexplained Weight gain and loss is a symptom.

You can’t get diabetes from eating too much of certain foods. Yes including the offending ones that are bad for diabetics. It’s about insulin production and sensitivity. Some people don’t produce insulin (type one). Some people are resistant to insulin (type two and what I have). Some people will be on medical insulin their entire lives. Sometimes you can manage it with diet changes (might as well be an eating disorder in my opinion but it keeps from dying via ice cream)

Too high or low of a blood sugar can cause a diabetic coma. So if you see a diabetic eating something sweet, it could be their daily treat they allow themselves because people deserve happiness, or they could be treating a low blood sugar.

bread is mean to me, bread is delicious. Why must this be so. Some foods are just unable to be replaced. My favorite cookie recipe <\3 I miss it

Learned I almost fucking went into coma range for blood sugars a while back. I was told the numbers by a nurse at my mental health center and not yooou know….MY FUCKING DOCTOR. I knew low blood sugar could potentially cause a coma, but my doctor didn’t think it important to tell the patient with high blood sugar problems that comas were possible with highs?! I could have fucking killed myself with fucking ice cream of all fucking things.

I’m lucky I found a substitute for pasta. A reasonably priced one anyway!

Plain white sandwich bread has decent substitutes but no more fresh bread for meee :(

I never thought I would miss eating cereal. I am jealous of people’s ability to eat cereal. Even the healthy ones have to many sugars or carbs. Usually carbs. But carbs break down into sugar really quickly, which is what makes them a moderation food category.

Everything breaks down into sugar/glucose technically. It’s the body’s preference on energy. But some foods break down slower than others allowing my slow ass insulin to actually work. Alongside the help of the medical insulin I was given.

I’m on insulin now! It took them long enough. I went from between 200 and 400 to between mid 100 to low 200! It’s funny how much better it when they actually started treating it, instead of just telling me to change my diet which I had been doing for fucking months and it wasn’t working. Strictest diet of my entire life, without the insulin it still was in the 300s and 400s. Like I think my insulin resistance is bad enough I NEED the medical insulin. I won’t be surprised if I am on it for the rest of my life

Lost a lot of comfort foods. Hit my depression hard. I am learning to deal with it. Food is expensive when you have dietary restrictions. I knew that before all of this. I honestly have to thank some of the fad diets for food availability. Sugar free and low carb food is a lot easier to find these days! I still don’t like fad diets all that much. But man, they do sometimes help people who have food restrictions for medical reasons by giving those greedy CEOs dollar bill eyes when they see the marketable trend. Food is still expensive tho

If a white sugar alternative says use it like real sugar (baking or sweetness wise) they are WRONG. A white sugar substitute I have is about the same sweetness, you might notice an aftertaste if you’re sensitive to stevia sweeteners, but it is powdery. Texture is wrong. Not even like powdered sugar. Like that fake snow powder before it gets rehydrated, or really fine potato flakes. Not good for baking. Only good for coffee. Wouldn’t recommend for fruit punch or teas. No/10 wouldn’t recommend if you’re looking for an actual white sugar substitute. If you need it for only coffee maybe/10 get a small amount first

Cooking has gotten more complicated lately 👍

My depression is sooooo happy about that (sarcasm)

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17 has been a to most grueling year for me, can’t wait to just get it over with, can’t wait for my birthday

if u are 17 right now dont kill yourself you are enduring the single most excruciating human experience but dont worry it does end eventually i promise

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Guys?????am??????i????????the problem???????????

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seasons change or something

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Ex-Iron Maiden Singer Paul Di'anno Dead At 66. 💔

Rest in peace 🕊️