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[metalfairygirl]

I present to your attention a sketch of my League of Legends OC.

Meet Alex, the Shadow Child.

She is a teenager of sixteen years old, and is also a member of the Shadow Order. Her main weapon is the Shadow Technique, which she got thanks to the Shadow Tears she drank when Master Zed started teaching her. Unlike other Yanlei, she never killed people, because she couldn't bear the thought of taking someone's life. Zed tried to convey to her that sooner or later she would have to resort to violence, and each time he failed. Alex was the very epitome of compassion and mercy. Because of her pacifistic views, some members of the Order treated her negatively and considered her weak, but it was not for long. Alex's main feature was that she could solve any problem with words, not brute force. She had no equal in this, and that's why Zed made her his negotiator.

When it's not about politics or any other problem that needs to be solved verbally, she's not very talkative. At most, she can say two or three phrases. The most frequent way of her communication is body language, which is understandable to everyone. For example, a nod of the head, a shake of the head, her facial expressions, a raised or lowered thumb, as well as sounds that almost everyone can pronounce. This applies to those with whom she does not communicate very often. But when she is with those with whom she is on very good terms, she can talk, but she watches her words and carefully selects them.

By nature, she is very calm and there is almost no way to make her lose her temper. She keeps a neutral expression on her face most of the time. But behind this impenetrability are incredible intelligence, determination, the ability to find the right solution, as well as kindness, compassion, pacifism, bravery and courage.

How did she get into the Shadow Order?

In fact, Alex did not always live in the Temple of Thanjuul. She was born on Koyehn Island, Hwei's hometown. Her father was a fisherman and her mother was a seamstress. Little Alex grew up surrounded by love and care from both parents. Every morning she went fishing with her father, and in the evening she sat on her bed and listened to her mother's fairy tales while she braided her braids. Every year she went to fairs and festivals with her parents. She also admired the artists who lived on her island, but she did not have a craving for art.

One rainy night, when Alex was nine years old, her family was attacked by a hungry and angry demon, who woke up the whole family with its piercing scream. That night, Alex's parents died from the fangs and claws of the monster, but the girl managed to escape. She managed to hide in the forest, and it was there that she fell asleep, not knowing where to run next. The next morning, the frozen, soaked, and chilled baby was found by Zed, who arrived at Koyehn on political business. Waking Alex up, he asked what she was doing alone in the forest, and the black-haired girl just burst into tears and rushed into his arms, saying that the demon had killed her parents. Showing pity and compassion, the Master of Shadows took Alex away and made her a new member of the Shadow Order.

Alex's relationship with other characters.

Akali, the Rogue Assassin.

One day, while walking, Alex met Akali. A former member of the Kinkou Order attacked the Shadow Child, but Alex said she didn't want to fight her. At first, Akali did not understand what was going on, and then she was surprised that this Yanlei turned out to be a pacifist. Akali hasn't attacked Alex since that day, but she's still wary of her.

Hwei, the Visionary.

Alex met Hwei when she returned to Koyehn one day to remember her childhood. When Alex's parents were alive, the Temple of Koyehn was still intact. But when a sixteen-year-old girl found herself among the ruins, she asked out loud what had happened here. A male voice answered her that this temple had been destroyed by Jhin. She discovered that she wasn't alone here. Not far from her stood a tall and thin man with long dark hair with a large brush in his hand. At first, Hwei was wary of Alex because of her membership in the Shadow Order (he recognized this from the tattoos on her face and arms). But then he calmed down after learning that she was a pacifist and she was from Koyehn. Soon they started talking a lot and so they formed a very good friendly relationship. Soon Alex began to visit Koyehn very often and communicate with Hwei. So a real friendship was formed between them, and Hwei got a best friend.

Kayn, the Shadow Reaper.

Alex treats Kayn like her older brother. He is her protector as well as her friend. Despite Alex's pacifist views, Kayn still treats her like his younger sister and loves her very much. Yes, for many, Kayn seems rude and proud, but next to Alex he is very sensitive and caring. It can be said that the Shadow Child is the main weakness of the Shadow Reaper. Kayn taught the young girl a lot. He trains with her very often. He loves to ride her on his back and also tickle her because he loves her laughter. If Alex is offended by someone, he will immediately fly into a rage and go looking for his sister's abuser in order to scare or even kill them. He also wants to make Alex his right-hand when he becomes the new Master of Shadows.

Shen, the Eye of Twilight.

Shen met Alex during political conversations and noted that she had a competent speech, and she also showed him great politeness. He also noted that she exuded a rather friendly energy. He treats her with respect. Perhaps even with some warmth. Alex treats him with respect.

Yone, the Unforgotten.

Alex met Yone when she was attacked by azakana. After that, they crossed paths with each other several times, but there was a neutral relationship between them.

Zed, the Master of the Shadows.

Alex is sincerely grateful to Zed for not leaving her alone when she was small and helpless. She shows him just a lot of respect, dedication and loyalty. Also, unbeknownst to him, she calls him her father, whom he replaced for her. Maybe someday she would tell him about it, but not now.

Some information about Alex.

Name: Alex

Age: 16

Gender: ♀️

Height: 155 cm

Weight: 45 kg

Species: Human (Magically Altered)

Pronoun(s): She/Her

Weapon(s): Shadow Technique

Status: Alive

Place of Origin: Koyehn, Ionia

Current Residence: Temple of Thanjuul, Ionia

Occupation: Shadow Order Negotiator

Family: Unnamed Father ✝️, Unnamed Mother ✝️, Zed (Adopted Father), Kayn (Adopted Brother)

Region: Ionia

Faction: Shadow Order

Nicknames: Kid, Sis (Kayn); Little friend (Hwei); Child, Little one, Kitten (Zed); Kiddo (Akali)

Aliases: The Shadow Child, The Shadow Seer (Future), Hyperdeath Priestess (Future)

Characters inspirations for Alex: Frisk (Undertale), Kris (Deltarune)

[metalfairygirl]

I present to your attention a sketch of my League of Legends OC.

Meet Alex, the Shadow Child.

She is a teenager of sixteen years old, and is also a member of the Shadow Order. Her main weapon is the Shadow Technique, which she got thanks to the Shadow Tears she drank when Master Zed started teaching her. Unlike other Yanlei, she never killed people, because she couldn't bear the thought of taking someone's life. Zed tried to convey to her that sooner or later she would have to resort to violence, and each time he failed. Alex was the very epitome of compassion and mercy. Because of her pacifistic views, some members of the Order treated her negatively and considered her weak, but it was not for long. Alex's main feature was that she could solve any problem with words, not brute force. She had no equal in this, and that's why Zed made her his negotiator.

When it's not about politics or any other problem that needs to be solved verbally, she's not very talkative. At most, she can say two or three phrases. The most frequent way of her communication is body language, which is understandable to everyone. For example, a nod of the head, a shake of the head, her facial expressions, a raised or lowered thumb, as well as sounds that almost everyone can pronounce. This applies to those with whom she does not communicate very often. But when she is with those with whom she is on very good terms, she can talk, but she watches her words and carefully selects them.

By nature, she is very calm and there is almost no way to make her lose her temper. She keeps a neutral expression on her face most of the time. But behind this impenetrability are incredible intelligence, determination, the ability to find the right solution, as well as kindness, compassion, pacifism, bravery and courage.

How did she get into the Shadow Order?

In fact, Alex did not always live in the Temple of Thanjuul. She was born on Koyehn Island, Hwei's hometown. Her father was a fisherman and her mother was a seamstress. Little Alex grew up surrounded by love and care from both parents. Every morning she went fishing with her father, and in the evening she sat on her bed and listened to her mother's fairy tales while she braided her braids. Every year she went to fairs and festivals with her parents. She also admired the artists who lived on her island, but she did not have a craving for art.

One rainy night, when Alex was nine years old, her family was attacked by a hungry and angry demon, who woke up the whole family with its piercing scream. That night, Alex's parents died from the fangs and claws of the monster, but the girl managed to escape. She managed to hide in the forest, and it was there that she fell asleep, not knowing where to run next. The next morning, the frozen, soaked, and chilled baby was found by Zed, who arrived at Koyehn on political business. Waking Alex up, he asked what she was doing alone in the forest, and the black-haired girl just burst into tears and rushed into his arms, saying that the demon had killed her parents. Showing pity and compassion, the Master of Shadows took Alex away and made her a new member of the Shadow Order.

Alex's relationship with other characters.

Akali, the Rogue Assassin.

One day, while walking, Alex met Akali. A former member of the Kinkou Order attacked the Shadow Child, but Alex said she didn't want to fight her. At first, Akali did not understand what was going on, and then she was surprised that this Yanlei turned out to be a pacifist. Akali hasn't attacked Alex since that day, but she's still wary of her.

Hwei, the Visionary.

Alex met Hwei when she returned to Koyehn one day to remember her childhood. When Alex's parents were alive, the Temple of Koyehn was still intact. But when a sixteen-year-old girl found herself among the ruins, she asked out loud what had happened here. A male voice answered her that this temple had been destroyed by Jhin. She discovered that she wasn't alone here. Not far from her stood a tall and thin man with long dark hair with a large brush in his hand. At first, Hwei was wary of Alex because of her membership in the Shadow Order (he recognized this from the tattoos on her face and arms). But then he calmed down after learning that she was a pacifist and she was from Koyehn. Soon they started talking a lot and so they formed a very good friendly relationship. Soon Alex began to visit Koyehn very often and communicate with Hwei. So a real friendship was formed between them, and Hwei got a best friend.

Kayn, the Shadow Reaper.

Alex treats Kayn like her older brother. He is her protector as well as her friend. Despite Alex's pacifist views, Kayn still treats her like his younger sister and loves her very much. Yes, for many, Kayn seems rude and proud, but next to Alex he is very sensitive and caring. It can be said that the Shadow Child is the main weakness of the Shadow Reaper. Kayn taught the young girl a lot. He trains with her very often. He loves to ride her on his back and also tickle her because he loves her laughter. If Alex is offended by someone, he will immediately fly into a rage and go looking for his sister's abuser in order to scare or even kill them. He also wants to make Alex his right-hand when he becomes the new Master of Shadows.

Shen, the Eye of Twilight.

Shen met Alex during political conversations and noted that she had a competent speech, and she also showed him great politeness. He also noted that she exuded a rather friendly energy. He treats her with respect. Perhaps even with some warmth. Alex treats him with respect.

Yone, the Unforgotten.

Alex met Yone when she was attacked by azakana. After that, they crossed paths with each other several times, but there was a neutral relationship between them.

Zed, the Master of the Shadows.

Alex is sincerely grateful to Zed for not leaving her alone when she was small and helpless. She shows him just a lot of respect, dedication and loyalty. Also, unbeknownst to him, she calls him her father, whom he replaced for her. Maybe someday she would tell him about it, but not now.

Some information about Alex.

Name: Alex

Age: 16

Gender: ♀️

Height: 155 cm

Weight: 45 kg

Species: Human (Magically Altered)

Pronoun(s): She/Her

Weapon(s): Shadow Technique

Status: Alive

Place of Origin: Koyehn, Ionia

Current Residence: Temple of Thanjuul, Ionia

Occupation: Shadow Order Negotiator

Family: Unnamed Father ✝️, Unnamed Mother ✝️, Zed (Adopted Father), Kayn (Adopted Brother)

Region: Ionia

Faction: Shadow Order

Nicknames: Kid, Sis (Kayn); Little friend (Hwei); Child, Little one, Kitten (Zed); Kiddo (Akali)

Aliases: The Shadow Child, The Shadow Seer (Future), Hyperdeath Priestess (Future)

Characters inspirations for Alex: Frisk (Undertale), Kris (Deltarune)

[metalfairygirl]

"You are absolutely disgusting!"

Synopsis: Kayn hates you, hates you unabashedly, so why do you seem so lovable when you boss him around? Request: Kayn with an S/o who is like Yone. Genres: Romance, comedy, Enemy to Lovers Trope(?) Pairing: Fem!Reader + Kayn. Warnings: soft Explicit content below (NSFW), Kayn is a "nice guy" until a certain point.

I finished your request @ultimateyakuzasblog; I found it very enjoyable to write (perhaps I got a bit carried away). I adapted it into a one-shot format; I hope you don't mind. i did my best

Kayn doesn't like you. He detests you. Plain and simple.

He sees you as one of those people who follow traffic rules in GTA.

But it wasn't always like this. When Yone arrived, claiming the arrival of the new manager for his group, he considered you.

"Well, maybe," he assessed, indifferent.

Kayn isn't exactly a receptive person, but he'll consider coexisting with you as long as it benefits him. So keep working for his growth, and you'll live in perfect harmony!

When Kayn first met you, he instantly felt tempted to get closer. You seemed cute with all that disciplined energy, and he would love to have a girl so composed and well-behaved falling at his feet. But his musings quickly fell apart after you arrived at the studio.

Since Yone brought you, he noticed the glaring similarities you shared with Yone, and let's pretend that it wasn't exactly why he hired you.

And because you aligned so much with the producer's ideas, that makes you annoying in Kayn's eyes. From his perspective, it's practically a red flag!

Don't get him wrong; he's not criticizing your work. He just finds you a very insipid and rigid woman. Especially when he tries to give you a positive comment about your appearance, and you look at him with furrowed eyebrows. "Okay" is what you mutter before turning your back on him.

Rhaast is laughing deep in his mind, but Kayn prefers to ignore him. Kayn has simply accepted that he will never get along with you as long as you remain so serious.

Yone hurriedly entered the studio door, and right behind him, you followed his brisk steps. The boyband, discussing some trivial matter, turned to see Yone with you, and it didn't take much to deduce that you were part of the staff. Look at you, wearing that office skirt, high-necked shirt, and those loafers—pretty cute.

The man with platinum hair introduced you to the whole team and gave you instructions, to which you simply nodded with an apathetic look, demonstrating understanding. So far, so good; Kayn just assumed you were a reserved person.

"I appreciate the opportunity, Mr. Yone. I hope we can work well to create a pleasant and cooperative work environment," you turned to all the team members and then turned to start your own work.

Kayn was a bit perplexed, and he couldn't hide his feelings because it was written all over his face. Damn, did you take that from your resume? Your strictness made him sick. Not only that, but you also refused to engage with people around you—no casual conversations, no laughter, just work (work, work work and work). Occasionally, he saw you exchanging words with Yone, but always about recordings or rehearsal schedules. With that, he concluded that you two were cut from the same cloth, and it made him roll his eyes.

However, Kayn didn't give up on trying to initiate a dialogue with you. "Kayn, we start in five minutes, hurry up, please," you approached him while he was drinking some water outside the studio in the corridor. Your seriousness never wavered.

"Nothing good morning for me?" He asked, feigning offense. "Babe, that wounds my feelings."

"Forgive me, good morning Kayn, now continuing..." you showed no offense or remorse with his words, just continued with your unshakeable and cold demeanor. Are you a stoicist or something?

You didn't seem to enjoy any of his banter, but you didn't oppose it either, and that irritated him a bit. He promised himself that he would get some kind of reaction from you.

Any. Reaction. you listening good? Any reaction.

Weeks later, Kayn dedicated himself to trying to extract any bit of excitement from you.

He flirted shamelessly and failed. Made positive comments about your appearance and failed again.

Draped his arm over your shoulders and received a questioning look—well, that was a start.

Kayn was getting frustrated with you!

Mean, look at him! All this and more! flirting on you, and yet you insist on rejecting him?! You just ignore him and say: "Kayn, do this." or "Kayn, don't do that." You treated him like a dog, intentionally or not, and that really pissed him off. Should he fetch a stick for you too?

In the end, it became an attempt to affirm his own ego, and you weren't playing your role of flatterer well!

Once, he cornered you during a rehearsal break, placing his forearm above your head and giving you his best sly smile, only to receive a look of complete disgust in return.

yeah, he did a kabedon with you.

"Can you tell me what time it is?" he said with a confident smile adorning his face, with his body extremely close to yours, his red shirt showing part of his bare chest with silver chains adorning his defined torso. "think i forgot my cell"

Slowly, your face acquired a harsh expression, as if you had just eaten the rinds of a lemon.

"That is repulsive, indeed," you muttered to him, sighing. He was shocked, like that: Excuse me?. "It's 2:02 now, let's get started in soon," you said, showing him the cell phone screen, "and don't be so indecent, it's disgusting." And then you disentangled yourself and walked away.

You are very authoritarian and indifferent; it drives him crazy.

He feels a bit left behind when he sees you casually chatting with K’Sante and Sett; apparently, some people have had more success than him. Shit!

He feels strange, but he won't admit it.

Kayn isn't very discreet, so when you showed up at the band's apartment in your casual clothes, knocking on his room door, he felt honored.

"Dressing up for me, babe? How considerate you are~"

He finds himself flirting with you whenever he can, just to see a look of disgust forming on your face. He finds it particularly hilarious.

"Kayn?" you knocked on the door for the third time. You were in the HeartSteel apartment corridor; Yone had given you the keys so you could organize yourself earlier for the album's promotional photo session. Accepting the task, you headed there, just not expecting to wake up the residents to start your work.

As you rambled, the door opened, revealing the resident of the room, who appeared sleepy. He was wearing a tank top and sweatpants, rubbing his eyes as he adjusted to the outside light.

"Good morning, Kayn," you greeted simply, making a note on your phone's notepad, "Did you rest well last night?"

He stared at you, still with a tired look, leaning against the door, very unhealthy for your own taste, but you didn't need to say that out loud; he probably already knew he looked awful.

You were wearing casual clothes like a tank top and shorts, and sunglasses; maybe it was sluggishness, but he noticed more than he should have liked about your clothes.

"I think not," he grumbled, with a breath smelling of alcohol and cigarettes; the man's head spun like a record, and the headache didn't take long to come, "and how did you get in here?"

"Yone gave me the keys; he said you guys would be ready when I arrived. He was wrong, apparently," you replied, checking the time on your watch, "and you should take a shower; you smell like alcohol and cigarettes."

He clicked his tongue.

"Yesterday was..." he remembered the most madness and indoctrinated scenes from the previous day's party, and then ran his hand through his pink hair, "brutal."

"I can see that," you looked him up and down.

A hoarse cough escaped his throat, and to confirm your suspicions, you approached close enough to touch his neck and forehead.

"What the hell..."

"Yeah, as I suspected," you murmured, blunt.

"What are you trying to prove?" he huffed.

"Do you have a cleaning lady?"

"She's off today, is weekend" he said, rolling his eyes, "why the question?"

"I'll make you some tea; you have a fever," you replied, "take a shower and try not to pass out."

And you walked away down the hallway with your phone to your ear. Kayn was feeling hot, but this time, not because of the fever.

You called Yone that morning, telling him to cancel the photo session and reschedule it for another day. It was too stressful dealing with such rebellious and undisciplined people, especially the abominat- i mean, Kayn. That man tested the little patience you had. Taking a deep breath, you decided to ignore your feelings of disgust for now; you needed to focus on making a hearty breakfast for a complete idiot.

You did what you had to do and received some compliments for it, to which you simply responded with a nonchalant "huh, right, thank you." You didn't need or want that guy's approval. No, not at all.

Kayn didn't make his usual jokes today. In fact, he seemed quite... gentle. Maybe "docile" is the correct description. At times during breakfast, he let out some raspy laughs and smiled with a sweet tenderness as he looked at you.

He's still drunk, you deduced. You felt disgusted with yourself for having pleasand stomach buterflies when he cast those gentle glances at you. It was disgusting; he was disgusting!

Still with the bubbling sensation in your stomach, you allowed him to lean on your arm to return to the room. He wished you a simple "good night," even though it was already daytime; you just told him to rest before leaving.

Later that day, Ezreal handed him a note informing him of the times to take his medication, attached with a "Be useful and get better soon" addressed by you, obviously. Rude as it was, he found himself giving a little smile to the message.

That was his day of truce.

He falling in love;

Kayn was unfamiliar with the feeling spreading in his core when you approached.

He refuses to believe that he's developing feelings for you. You are his enemy, okay?!

He reaffirms this to himself, pacing in circles in his room while Rhaast claims to be nauseated with all his bastards monologues.

"You are an unsolvable cause", Rhaast curses him.

He feels hot like never before, and it's not even (fully) sexually speaking!

When was the last time he fell in love in his life? He doesn't fall in love!

Rockstars DON'T suffer from love! He exclaims, but then promptly opens the 'Love at First Sting' album on Spotify.

Yeah, Rhaast is right; he's a unsolvable cause.

For Kayn, falling in love is like going through the five stages of grief. In his case, he goes through all the stages in a once for two whole weeks.

He feels things intensely; he's a very emotional person, even if he doesn't admit it. So, for him, it's normal to feel that it's good, but then repudiate the feeling hours later.

He will act in a strange way, a very strange way.

But, of course, considering his behavior, he assumes you don't care. And no, it doesn't hurt him! You're crazy if you think that! He says, but deep down, he's severely affected because he know than you are a bittersweet person and no will to look for him.

You, of course, notice his behavior but do nothing about it.

You feel a bit angry, like, "Why are you ignoring me?"

You greeted him with a good morning while putting your things in the staff locker, and he just returned the gesture. After that, he continued in silence, playing with his phone. He hoped you weren't seeing his nervous fingers sliding across the screen. He was tense, and you just continued putting your things away, ignoring him as he was being rude. And if you think he didn't notice how you aggressively placed things in the locker, you're very mistaken girl.

He waited for you to leave to let out a heavy sigh; his breath had been stuck in his throat for a while. Fuck off, he just wanted to grab that fucking stupid ID badge around your neck and kiss you deeply, sinking their bodies into each other until they became one creature. But he don't no even know like proceed. "Coward" the demon voice of Rhaast said for him.

He just wanted to be a quarterback kissing his cheerleader in the locker room!

Rhaast, on the other hand, just refused to visualize Kayn's fictional fantasy; it was very saddening bro, omg.

This creates a rift between in your relation, forcing yours interactions to be very harsh and direct.

People around noticed, okay? And they noticed a lot.

Kayn is grumpy, and you ignore the dagger looks he throws your way. Someone seeing the situation from the outside would say he wants to kill you, but he's just resentful and angry that you don't care enough to ask what's wrong with him.

Instead, you were talking to your "work little buddy"; he made a stupid shit-eater voice for that sentence.

He burned with jealousy inside every time that guy passed his arm over your shoulder. Damn, only he can do that!

The more he noticed these events, the more he sank into his "unilateral love" - according to him.

"You're a women without heart" he said for himself.

You watched him get increasingly irritated during the music recordings, leaving the studio without permission and talking nonsense to anyone.

But you refused to talk to him, thinking that giving him some space would solve things. Oh, Dear lord, how wrong you were, girl.

At some point, someone had to intervene and step into the crossfire.

"Ezreal said you would be here."

The pub was a bit empty, except for the bartender behind the counter, some customers, and the Scorpions playing in the background, you might recognize the song, it was 'Still Loving You'. But Kayn had an empty whiskey glass in hand, with ice melting slowly in the glass.

"He said, huh?" Sarcasm took his voice; he didn't even look in your direction.

You had your hands clenched in the pockets of the dark blazer but remained calm. He's drunk; drunks are never right, you mused to yourself. Your mistake was thinking he was drunk; on the contrary, he was very sober. If he were drunk, his love for you would have won, and he would be rolling now if you ordered Kayn to do so.

"Well, he said you wanted to talk to me," you commented, a bit curt, "So do me the favor of being a little polite; I bothered to come here to fetch you. Show a little gratitude."

"Gratitude?" he laughed softly. After how hurt he was by your absence, he should show sympathy for you? Seriously? "I don't want to talk to you. Why should I, after all?"

Your eyebrow twitched.

"You're drunk and can barely speak," you seethed with anger, "come on, I'll take you home; staying here is not worth it."

"Leave me alone, you it should go home," he hissed, waving you off.

He wanted you to stay; he wanted you to take him away, but going with you meant forgiving you—for making him fall in love like a fool full of bubbling feelings.

"Kayn, your..." a murmur left your lips and then fell into silence.

Somehow, you managed to make him go to the car with you, and after making sure he was wearing seat belts, you went to the driver's seat and drove in complete silence until you reached the band's apartment.

" You should go to sleep; it's getting late." you directed him to his room in the darkness of the hallway, like a bodyguard would. Why were you giving so much of yourself to such an ungrateful man?

" I could've made it here on my own" he remarked.

Yes, he was right; he could have made it to his own room on his own. So, why did you insist on staying close?

" In your current state? I have my doubts."

"I've already said I'm not drunk?" he spat, offended by your persistence.

A moment of silence ensued, and it didn't need to be said how uncomfortable it was.

"Manager, have you ever fallen in love before?" he broke the silence.

You were still angry with him, but the unusual question made your heart skip a beat.

"Any specific motivation behind the question?"

"Just curious " he said disdainfully.

You crossed your arms; the words seemed stuck in your throat, and you weren't sure if you wanted them to come out.

"I'm in love " you responded, trying to sound calm, though to your dismay, your heart was pounding "I'm crazy in love, and it's pathetic".

Kayn turned to look at you, surprised. His tongue clicked against the roof of his mouth.

"Let me guess," he leaned his shoulder against the wall "it's that production friend of yours?"

You furrowed your brow.

"No, that would be weird" you expressed, somewhat nauseated by the thought.

"Then who?" he became anxious, an enormous surge of adrenaline coursing through him.

"Does it matter?" you looked at him curiously "why do you want to know so much?"

"We've come this far; it wouldn't hurt to tell, right?" he wanted to rid himself of the pounding feeling in his chest; he wanted to make sure the heaviest thud would be the last, so he wouldn't have to suffer much longer.

You clicked your tongue, impatient for the first time, revealing your mix of feelings.

"Fine, " you nodded indifferently, already tired of the situation you found yourself in "I like a guy of a band; he's pathetic and can't take care of himself."

"Ez?" he asked in shock, with a disgusted grimace.

" You! You dumb!" you exclaimed impatiently.

Kayn took a few seconds to process.

Kayn is certainly not a shy man, but he would be lying if he said it didn't shake his "bad boy" persona.

He doesn't want anyone to know, but he feels like he's in a fairy tale, like a princess (at least that's what Rhaast says, and Kayn won't confirm the accuracy of this information).

You're about to let out a tired sigh, but Kayn takes all your air when he kisses you. He's aggressive and impatient, as if he's been waiting for this for a long time, making you hit the wall in a hurry. His chest is full of fireworks, each one exploding, causing euphoria in him.

"You idiot, you'll wake the others!" you say amidst Kayn's insistent kiss, holding onto him by his jacket, breathless as he nibbles at your neck. "Kayn!"

"Sorry, babe" he sighs into your neck, giving you some shivers. He pulls away, unlocking the door to his room like a gentleman "Do you want a bit more privacy?"

"If possible."

It doesn't take long for Kayn to pull you into his room, closing the door with the force of his own body, causing a loud thud. The noise falls on deaf ears, though, because he's too busy making a mess out of you. He wanted to make you scream, to go to work the next day with shaky legs and a body full of sexual tattoos.

"You're unbelievable" you grumble wih angry between sighs.

"I appreciate the compliment."

"You is disgusting."

(Kayn fan of Scorpions is canon, and nothing will change my mind)

[metalfairygirl]

KAYN HEARTSTEEL // PARANOIA LEAGUE OF LEGENDS (2009) dev. Riot Games

[metalfairygirl]

This idea has been in my head for a long time, and I decided to share it with you. This idea was inspired by such wonderful people as @grumpyoutlaw and @zaunitearchives and their Wolf and Bird Vastayas Viktor. I love you both so much!💋💋💋💋💖💖💖💖💞💞💞

I present to you my Vesani (fox vastaya) Viktor. I don't have art with him at the moment, as I'm still saving up for a tablet and a stylus. But when I do that and learn how to draw digitally, I will definitely draw him and show him to you.

And now let's dream a little.

• Just imagine! When you're cold, he immediately wraps his arms around you and hugs you to him, and his fluffy red nine tails cover you. Even when you sleep together, you don't need a blanket, because his tails perfectly fulfill this role.

• You just love his eyes! Golden, like the sun! They also glow in the dark, or when he uses his magical abilities. Usually his pupils, like those of a fox, are vertical and narrowed. But when he sees you, his pupils immediately dilate.

•By the way, about magical abilities. Every time you ask him to show you something, he puts you on his lap and puts his hand on your waist, after that a blue tongue of flame appears in his free hand, the radiance of which fascinates you. Or he's juggling one big blue sphere, and you're watching it with your eyes wide open.

• You love his soft fox ears. You like the way they move when he listens to something. Or the way they twitch. You especially love scratching his ears. They're so soft that you don't even want to stop. But Viktor doesn't mind. On the contrary, he loves it when you scratch him behind the ears.

• As we know, foxes are predators, and predators need sharp teeth to hunt. So, Viktor has sharp fox fangs. But they are not meant for hunting. Sometimes, to express his affection for you, he bites you, but not hard, so as not to leave a wound. It's also his way of marking you so that everyone can see that you belong to him. That you're his vixen.

• He may be a cripple, but he can protect you. What do you think he was given magical abilities for? While living in Zaun, he, as a fox cub, learned to use his gift. When he was attacked by bandits, he always used his natural magic in action. Now he needs to protect you too, because he loves you and he is ready to do anything to keep you safe.

• When he sees someone starting to flirt with you, his tails fluff up and his pupils narrow even more. He hugs you to him and glares angrily at this person, while making a warning fox growl, exposing his sharp fangs. No one will dare to take you away from him. And if this person tries to do it again, then they can say goodbye to their soul and life, because Viktor will simply absorb it. No one should ignore Viktor's warnings, otherwise their souls will become a snack for the nine-tailed Vesani.

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a more wholesome drawing of Hwei, I love his voice lines in game a lot

[metalfairygirl]

fellow kayn appreciator hi!!!! love how you write him :D could i please request platonic headcanons or like. general thoughts on how kayn would be as a friend to a gn!reader? whether they're also a performer or not is up to you but specifically they'd have met before kayn joined heartsteel. thank you and i hope life treats you kindly!! 💕

Platonic Kayn HCs

Reader is a performer, Pre-Heartsteel

(( I don’t think you guys actually know what you do to me whenever you compliment the way I write Kayn it has me doing the Markiplier “yippee! wahoo!! yeeee!!” )) ~ OBBY 💗

Being friends with Kayn includes lots of text messages from him. Sometimes you two text each other for hours, other times he has to run cause he’s busy. If you text him before he does after he says he has to do something, you’ll probably be speaking to Rhaast. There’s a 50/50 chance that he’ll stay and chat for a while or he’ll say he can’t chat cause he’s still working.

Sometimes he doesn’t get back to you for a few days. If you’re lucky, he’ll message you within hours. If it is taking him a few days, there’s a good chance you may need to check up on him. Sometimes he loses himself when he’s too focused on working.

On some nights, you two video call on Discord while you’re both working. You may or may not end up getting sidetracked by playing a video game together. FPS, horror, or survival horror. So games like Left 4 Dead, Dying Light, Lethal Company, and even Halo are up there. As long as there’s co-op, you’ll be playing. Sometimes, one of you will share your screen so the other can watch. Games like The Mortuary Assistant, Resident Evil, Alien: Isolation, and Outlast are pretty good.

Going to each other’s concerts isn’t always a guarantee, but both of you try. Not to mention, the paparazzi will be annoying to deal with once people start to realize one of you is at the other’s concert.

Kayn’s not against introducing you to Akali. There’s a good chance she’s heard of you and probably listens to some of your works, so it’s a win. And so, you, Kayn, and Akali are all in a group chat where you just kinda laugh at some hate comments each of you get. It’s especially funny when the thread just keeps going with people arguing. It’s very tempting to go and leave a comment in the argument just to see how it’d go, especially since Kayn would actually try to get you and Akali to say something. Luckily neither of you actually did it. Imagine the articles and posts on social media that would be made about it…

Since this is before Kayn joined Heartsteel, Kayn does sometimes send you some of his works. You know, the ones that were never made public. He knows you accept both him and Rhaast, so think of it as his appreciation for it. Sometimes Rhaast sends ones that Kayn didn’t send yet, but in return, he wants a sneak peek at one of your own.

On that topic, you’ve kept up to date with what his old band has been up to, both before and after he was no longer a part of it. It wasn’t on purpose, it just shows up on your recommended time to time. There was some discourse, and then after Kayn was no longer there, things seemed to take a bit of a turn for the worst for both him and the band. The band was struggling and Kayn’s reputation crashed. Him not releasing his songs to the public didn’t help, but he had his reasons for that. You were in no position to pry, so all you can really do is continue supporting him.

The idea for a collab was always up there even if you’re running solo or not, but it never actually happens because Kayn and Rhaast always have drafts piled up. Rhaast just thinks it’d be pretty fun to do. But seriously, they do need to finish up their own works. A collab is the last thing he needs to add to his list right now.

Sometimes invites you to liven up an alley he found, or a wall in an abandoned building. If you have an idea for his idea, say it. He knows if you’ve got something in mind anyway, so it’d be better to just say it because he’d pester you about it. You’ll probably even notice he brings a little sketchbook sometimes. Also, those spray paints were totally not Akali’s. If you have paint as well, he’ll be taking those too. If you find some missing, you know who to interrogate. Don’t expect him to admit it though.

If you’re the one inviting him, he doesn’t mind if he just watches or pitches in an idea or two. Knowing him, he won’t always just sit and watch. He also doesn’t want you holding back on your artistic ability, so please, go all out and experiment if you have to. Not giving it your all, especially in front of him, is almost insulting to him.

Do you guys get caught? Maybe sometimes. The chase is always fun though. Well, maybe not all the time, but you can still look back at the memory and laugh a bit.

Kayn has one or two of your songs in his little private playlist. Will he ever tell you? Nope.

Sometimes the media goes overboard with your relationship with him. It’d be nice to debunk all of their theories and speculations, but Kayn insisted you let them go at it cause it’s funny. Admittedly, it was. Every small thing was “a hint.” There are some that take some “signs” differently and start wars between both of your fans. Still rather entertaining, but it did feel more concerning. Some fans can be pretty crazy. Usually, those little wars fix themselves within a few weeks if you’re lucky. Maybe months.

If it does come to it, Kayn won’t stop you from posting something in response to hopefully calm things down. Hell, he might even make a post himself. His wording might be a bit aggressive though.

[metalfairygirl]

Settphel and jayviks are much nicer on tumblr, were a very “to each their own” space! It’s wonderful here

Yes. Here the fanbase of these pairings is quite pleasant, although I do not ship these characters. Every pairing has the right to exist, regardless of which one. Insulting other people's pairings is not good. I really like being here, because, again, I meet toxic people here very, very rarely.

[metalfairygirl]

You know, I recently returned to Twitter (which is now called X). I've been flipping through a lot of posts with art, where artists ship themselves or their OC's with the canonical characters of games, TV series, etc. And you know what? I saw so much hatred for these arts! Especially a lot of hatred comes from the obsessed shippers (that's what I call people who worship one pairing and vehemently deny others), who do not allow the OC's to be shippered with the characters of popular pairings. In the League of Legends and Arcane fandom, I especially often met the SettPhel and JayVik obsessed shippers. I also met Akalynn (both K/DA and Original AU's) obsessed shippers. Honestly, these are very unpleasant and aggressive people. They fiercely defend these pairings, expose them as the true canon, and also throw mud at those who ship these characters with other fandom characters or artist's OC's. It makes me very sad and hurt to see how they insult other pairings with their favorite characters of one pairing they worship.

And I think that I will not post my future works on Twitter, because, I will say right away, there will be a lot of pairing with my OCs. To be honest, I think Twitter is one of the most unpleasant platforms, where there are quite a lot of toxic people. Tumblr is the most peaceful place for me, because I rarely see toxic people here. I'm on Twitter because I like and repost beautiful art there, nothing else. I'm not going to conduct creative activity there, because I'm afraid to face toxicity in my own direction. I know I'm going to have haters, but please, not on Twitter. In VK (Russian platform), I have all my friends with whom I communicate. I will conduct my creative activity there, because I don't see so much toxicity there, somewhere in the middle.

And also this situation in the world. I am from Russia and therefore I do not want to participate in these political discussions, because it pains me to talk about it for one reason that I cannot say.

Therefore, I will conduct my creative activity here. Perhaps even on Patreon and Kofi, in order to draw commissions for you later. And that's it for me.

I just wanted to talk here about a platform that is comfortable for me for creativity, nothing more.

[metalfairygirl]

The Visionary

[metalfairygirl]

Hello, honey! I've been following you for a long time and I adore your works! And I want to make a request! HEARTSTEEL members x Fem!Indie game developer!Reader. Reader has been creating indie games for a long time (such as Undertale and Deltarune), and also writes soundtracks for them (like Toby Fox. I love this genius!). I would also like to create an indie game based on the League of Legends universe (I would choose Targon from the regions, and I would choose Aphelios from the characters that the player would control). But I don't have any programming skills! So I'll have to write interactive fanfic... Thank you very much! You're just a sunshine!💋💋💋💋

Sorry for the long wait (I recognise how long actually named asks sit in my inbox for rather than anon ones, idk why) and thank you for the kind words

I also kinda didn't know how to go about this so every guy has 3 "parts":

You working late

Putting one of their items as cosmetic (kinda changed in Kayn's and K'Sante's part)

And music

Kayn

Thinks you're cool

Enjoys sitting with you late at night while you code

May or may not convince you to sneak a Rhaast easter egg in

Though will often try to distract you if you're not paying enough attention to him

Enjoys bothering you when you compose

He's silly like that

So please, for the sake of your sanity, lock your room

Yone

Doesn't mind your work, but will make you stop if you're pulling all nighters

Might even pick you up and carry you to bed, telling you you need some sleep

One day, while he was watching you play test, noticied one of the items in your game looked suspiciously like his mask

Finds it really cute

Will help you with the music, if you'd like

Loves working with you

Aphelios

You stay up all night working?

Cool, he is too

Unless he notices you're tired

Then he pulls you into his lap and works with one hand while petting your hair with the other

It makes you fall asleep in seconds

Let him play test pleaseee

When you do, he 100% the game in a week

Not because it's easy, but because he's a sweaty try hard

Found you put his mask in the game as a cosmetic

Melted on the spot

Sometimes will give you songs as gifts

So you can put them in the game

Loves hearing them if you decide to use them

Ezreal

He's such a bitch if you overwork yourself

Will try to direct your attention to him at all cost

-Y/N, I'm boreeed -

Please keep on torturing this little shit with lack of attention

He deserves it

But also

If you put his sunglasses as an item, he will love you ten times more

As for the music?

Doesn't really know a lot about composing but loves listening to your pieces

Sett

You're overworking yourself?

No, you're not.

You're sitting on his lap and watching a movie with him

Doesn't care about your protests, you have to take care of yourself

When he first saw your character having his beanie on when you were playing the game, he had to do a double check

Gave you a big hug

He thinks it's really cute

As for the music, he thinks it's really good

You scrap something?

He's gonna use it as background for his totally awesome solo

Don't tell anyone else tho

He'll get embarrassed

K'Sante

He can't force you to rest, but he will insist on it

If you have some important work to do, he won't try to stop you, but will bring you meals and drinks if you want

Will usually chill in your room and design while you work

Speaking of designs... he was surprised when you asked him if you could take a look at his tablet

But he trusts you, so why not

Was shocked when one day he saw you putting one of his designs as a clothing option

Loves it and thinks that it looks good even when pixelated

Although he's not the greatest composer, he will try to help you

It usually turns into fan favourite soundtracks

So you don't mind his suggestions

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A new Viktor x Reader x Hwei fic is already in the process!

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[10:02pm]

a/n; in which i make aphelios silly skrumblo than he already his. test run for writing league. but it's heartsteel phel so, it's probably gonna be fine. i loved watching the bloopers. it was so cute, i need more. they should make a small web series like how kpop groups have their small web series where they do random shit or vlog ugh. im totally gonna write that someday.

[ooc phel and sett????] [i threw in poly! settphel in here despite wanting to make it a solo phel fic]

aphelios is really bad at getting your attention normally.

which is fair. you and alune are busy being the limited staff for heartsteel. you help yone work the technicals [and filming] and alune is more of the social part of managing.

but since their debut was nearing closer and closer, you have been more occupied with your manager duties. kayn had been especially chaotic during filming, causing you and yone to attempt to fix everything that was broken by the others.

to summarize, it has been a very long week for heartsteel.

mostly for the quiet boy since he has not gotten some much-needed love and attention from his lover. he could've gone to sett for that love and attention, but the redhead offers more than enough of it. and also he took too many takes for his scene, and phel swears he can still hear the ringing in his ears from the bell.

he's been trying to get your attention now since it's been much less busy, but he hasn't had much luck.

poke.

poke. poke.

you feel cold fingers poke at your face as you rest on bed, completely exhausted. you don't really complain about the comforting hands that gently cup your face until you feel a familiar pair of lips on yours. aphelios watches your tired eyes open and squint at him before you give him a small smile. "hi phel.."

he can't bring himself to be mad at you from the lack of attention with how sweet you look. he can't help but sigh before settling right next to you on the bed, head resting on your chest and body curling up close to you for warmth. there's never much need for words when he's so endearingly expressive. his lips jutted out just a bit in a cute pout as he looked up at you with pleading eyes, a surefire sign of him wanting your attention. "where's sett?" you murmured, gently playing with phel's hair.

aphelios makes no sign of an answer, tugging the blankets to cover you and him better. he even goes as far to lay right on top of you, trapping you in his hold. "phel.." you whined, "i just wanted to know where he was."

the look in aphelios's eyes says everything you need to know, "i need attention."

you can only smile as you finally give him his needed attention. "okay, okay, i'll stop. but you know i just woke up from my nap. what am i gonna do?"

you get no response as expected as the silent man presses his face against your chest, not caring to even spare you another glance. "god, what am i gonna do with you?" you mutter fondly. "with you and sett.. wait until he starts getting all clingy too.." placing your hands on his cheeks, "absolutely insufferable." you joked, squishing his face.

"babe! i lost aphelios!" you're holding back your laugh as sett barges into your shared room. he reminds you of a sweet doberman who just loves their owner. "have you seen him-" aphelios shifts under the blankets, head peeking out to look at sett, annoyed. "oh. uh. hey phel." sett smiles sheepishly. "i forgot that you wanted to be with them today because they've been so busy."

you laugh, "don't be mad, phel." he sends you a look before burying himself under the sheets once again and clinging onto you. "at least let sett join. i haven't given him much attention either. especially after what happened with some of the props during filming." you sighed, remembering yone scolding to the boys and alune laughing behind the camera.

the blankets shift before the blue haired mute opens a side of the covers to let sett in. and ever the energetic and excitable boyfriend, he almost looks ready to dive straight onto you and aphelios. but he holds back, shifting around awkwardly as he moves onto the bed. he finally lets his excitement out, reaching around to hug both you and phel the best he can. "god, i missed this."

"it was only a week, big guy."

"longest week ever!" he groaned as you feel aphelios nod in agreement.

"you two are so dramatic." you slam a poro plushie against sett's and aphelios's head.

"you love it!"

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Can I get some uh, Yandere Aphelios headcanons please?💙💙💙 If you already did this plz let me know to search!💙 Thank you so so much!!!

I saw this and I had to. It’s been too long since I’ve written for the Moon boi. Yes I have more I need to write for him but I’ve never written Yandere and wanted to try my hand at it. So uh I hope this is ok! I actually had to look up the types of Yanderes so I hope I’ve done this right!

Yandere!Aphelios

-Aphelios is a mixed Yandere. He doesn’t quite fit into one type but the most predominant ones are obsessive and stalker. Once you catch his eye he’ll want to follow you everywhere and know everything about you.

-He’s a hitman and thus very patient when waiting for his target to come around. He’ll be nice with you and makes you feel comfortable enough to consider him a friend. Not knowing what he really wants at all.

-He does not like competition at all. If he sees anyone being a bit too friendly with you, and you seem to be reciprocating, they’ll mysteriously be gone the next day. Several people who you’ve talked to have disappeared over the last couple days.

-This will probably freak you out a bit and makes you confide your fears to him. He pretends to not know anything and offers, manipulates, you into staying with him in the Lunari hideout. He can protect you easily there and no one will ever find you.

-Once you are there with him though he’ll change a bit. He’ll look at you more affectionately and hold you hands more. It’s an odd change but you accept it as comfort and return the kindness not knowing how much it makes his heart flutter.

-In the hideout you’ll be lonely though. The Lunari know how dangerous Aphelios is and seeing as he brought you here meant that you were something to him and they would rather avoid you and his wrath. You start to feel more and more alone but Aphelios is always there for you. He’s always been there for you. He won’t leave you like the others did.

-Unknowingly, to you, he’ll become the same. So reliant on your company and affections. He already lost his sister he doesn’t want to lose you too. He won’t let you go or do much without him and at this point you don’t want to be with out him. You’ll be stuck to him and he to you just like he wanted.