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this parallel drives me crazy

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i wanna say fuck you to anyone who shame disabled, chronically ill & neurodivergent people, especially homebound folks, for "spending too much time on their phone/on the internet/etc." when it's the only (Somewhat) accessible way for them to experience the world. many people don't get to get out much even if they want to because of their disabilities. shaming someone for trying to connect with the world, make friends and engage with hobbies in ways that are accessible to them is beyond cruel and unnecessary

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What do you do exactly? Charge the playing cards and make 'em go boom! Remy LeBeau/Gambit + Powers in Deadpool & Wolverine (2024) dir. Shawn Levy

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fuuuuuck i have needs and wants and desires :( sadly they needto put me at the bottom of a deep as fuck hole and pour cement over me because of this

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SEAN FINNERTY MENTION IN THE YEAR OF OUR LORD 2024?!

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born to be the artist, yearning to be the muse

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goddd zerxus’ success rate for backing a winning side is so shit. you’re 2 for 2, buddy. vecna isn’t a better bet than the literal lord of the hells

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“You are responsible for the minors in your fandom!!!”

No, I’m fucking not. I’m not your parent. My past-times do not automatically sign me up to act in loco parentis. If you need someone else to monitor your own content consumption online, go get mommy and/or daddy to set up a content blocker on your computer.

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Okay so by far the funniest little moment (or moments) in "The Dragon Reborn" is everyone running into Rand and just being like "nah- no way that's him"

First we have this scene in Tear where Nynaeve is buying meat

From the corner of her eye, Nynaeve thought she glimpsed a tall man with reddish hair, well down the sunlit street (...) She was almost certain that had been a wooden flute case on his back, and his clothes were certainly not. Tairen. It couldn't be Rand. Just because I keep dreaming about him does not mean he is going to come all the way from Almoth Plain.

Then we have Mat in the Stone

Mat gave a start and peered down the hall, where a man had just gone trotting across along a joining corridor. Burn me, if I did not know it was crazy, I would swear that was Rand!

And lastly we have Perrin in Tel'aran'rhiod (I believe thats where he is, please correct me if I'm wrong)

"The halls of the Stone were empty, lamps burning, tapestries and weapons hanging on the walls, but nothing moved except himself and Hopper. Except I think that was Rand. It had only been a glimpse, a man running as if chasing someone. It could not be him. It couldn't, but I think it was.

It's such a cartoonishly funny moment. Though it does make me wonder if Rand sees them and just... ignores them which would be equal parts funny and sad. I know that he dreams of them betraying him (when Egwene sees him in Tel'aran'rhiod) so does he think that Nynaeve, Mat and Perrin are not real and not actually there (that's probably not it as Rand seems to know what's a dream and what's not) or does he simply not see them/ignoring them on purpose. I'm leaning more towards he simply does not see them as one of the reasons he's in Tear is to save Egwene, Nynaeve and Elayne so I don't see why he would ignore Nynaeve if he's there to save her.

Whatever it is, I found these little moments to be funny. Everyone thinking Rand is safe (or as safe as he can be) when he's been on the run, away from Moiraine is just too good.

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oh god he even named his new home the brass skull he’s literally never gotten over them

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These visits are getting old.

Third time’s a charm.

I told you, I don’t need to be saving.

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“whats your plan b?” - suicide

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Offing myself seems like a good option at this point(and like always)

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Nothing hurts more than watching your sibling get the childhood you always wanted; the parents and friends you always wished for.

You're happy for them...but you can't help but wonder why you weren't worth it.

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“There are wounds that never show on the body that are deeper and more hurtful than anything that bleeds.”

― Laurell K. Hamilton, Mistral’s Kiss

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I feel like I was set up from the moment I was born. I was made to fail. I have nothing. Nothing good about me. No brains and not good looking and incredibly bad luck. I hate myself. Everything about me is worthless. I am worthless.