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UA4

so i just finshed reading catcher in the rye and i can say confidently that teenagers will always be teenagers. the book narrates the story of holden caulfield an not so average teenager from the 50s he is falling all but 1 of his classes and that gets him expelled from school (for the 4th time) feeling empty he just wonders around 2 days trying fill himself up but he ends but in an even worse state during is life he has seen some pretty traumatic stuff, his sibling died of leukemia he saw a boy kill himself as well as constant gropping at his school. this really messes him up and sets him up for failure now he is isolated and is a compulsive liar sees the adult world as phony. after some time he realizes that he wants to be the catcher in the rye which is saving innocent children from the ugly adult world that he got introduced to at a very young age. after some months he ends up in a mental heath hospital im not sure how he got there but it looks like he finally realized that he was not okay and he needed to let it all out. overall i think it is a great book it starts a bit slow but at the end you end up relating a lot with holden and his issues very touching and very relatable great book.

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UA4

reading more about catcher in the rye in came to the conclusion that holden is just like (or was) one of the main themes of the novel is Isolation, and there was a time where i could really feel that i could feel how isolation protected me just like holden in the novel truth is i was just overwhelmed when people talked to me during that time i just wanted to sleep and do whatever i know holden also felt this way like he had with sally we both had similar experiences i also was ''dating'' however just like it happened with holden my need for isolation pushed her away cause i was alone at that time i didn't talk to anyone except myself and i realized that i was wrong the best way of protecting yourself is just doing what you want not losing touch with everyone and also lose yourself us humans are social beings and interacting with others is critical for our mental state so yeah both me and holden had bad decision on isolating ourselves

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UA4

thinking of the future got me thinking of ducks and how they have to migrate to survive i am somehow like them i dont want to grow up , be an adult, i don't want to stop being the one (for her) , i dont want to study every single night draining my soul because of a diploma and a handshake yet i dont do anything to change it thats just how i am i like solving things on the go and honestly i wont change i know i want to survive and i know i will survive but the thought of having to go through it haunts me everyday till its over

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UA4

wassup im not your average teenager im not like the npcs i go to school with i get dont study yet im pretty good at school dont try yet im good with women (w rizz). most of the time i just ignore the problems i dont like stressing time will erase it anyway also i am all for the streets (not in the bad way) i just feel anxious if i stay home i just like burning fat maybe anyway it makes me feel good so i wont stop doing it (the others dont do it)

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UA4

time. i need more time in the day i feel like everyday its the same story get home from school i am exhausted all ready feel unproductive so i go out (gotta be on the grind) pull up to the court usually with some friend (i am better than them at basketball btw) completely destroy them in a 1 on 1 ( im automatic from 3) go home feeling even more tired but happier i guess listen to some random alternative song thinking i am happy (in reality i am delusional) get home grind 2k (77 ovr at the time) watch a game if there is one that only gets me angry tho (heat are trash 1-7 on the road) shower cuz i be feeling dirty stare myself at the mirror trying to fix my very weird hair (it will be trash by the morning) fell asleep ( i probably had an assignment for tomarrow) and its another day

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Andrew "Cobra" Tate

Picaro narrator.

Most of you know me and if you dont what are you doing My name is Andrew Emory Tate III. 14th of December 1986 The world's king was born at the age of 3 i had already causing problems to the matrix. Now i am the most known man in the world with over 300 milllon dolars and i had to be banned from the matrix cause i was to dangerous

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