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What does this mean

she got home after a long day. A 9 hour surgery. who would have thought? But finally she was home and all she wanted was to sleep.

Derek no...you have to go before they wake up.

Why can’t we just tell them

Those were such good times thought Meredith. Now how things had changed. He has a wife. Well he always had a wife but now she’s here and she has him.

Suddenly she hears movement behind her and there he stands before her. Glossy Eyes...Droopy...He’d been crying she thought. God all that she wanted was to run into his arms and tell him that everything was going to be okay. They would get through this. But she couldn’t because he had chosen Addison and now here they were standing in her hallway with neither of her roommates there. Alone. No cristina, no george, no izzie, no chief, no addison. Just them.

“Derek”

God i hope my voice didn’t actually sound as shaky as i think i did. why is he looking at me like that. God what i would give to make him smile

“Are you okay” She asks wanting the tension rising between them to be gone.

“Does it look like i’m okay?”

What is his problem. Does he really think that he can come to MY house after choosing her and really be this upset with me.

“Are you going to tell me what’s wrong”? Meredith asked placing her hands behind her.

“Well maybe it’s the fact that i drove our dog all the way to the vet just to see you wearing his fucking clothes... I mean what was that all about Meredith... I really didn’t think that you’d be capable of doing something like that” he slurs in her direction.

“What the hell do you mean” she asks. Anger bursting threw her veins.”You left me. Or did you forget the whole speech. PICK ME. CHOOSE ME. LOVE ME. I mean what did you think was going to happen. You would just pick her and i’d be waiting for you like a lost puppy. Derek you broke me and now i’m all put back together and i’m over you”

“Yeah. Are you really over me” He asks slowly walking closer to her. His hands inching closer to her waist. “How did you do it? Because i have a wife and yet i find myself thinking about you... wanting to be with you... missing your tiny ineffectual hands. The way they would tighten in my hair. Your smile. That smile that would light up my day. The smile that I hate belongs to him now. So if you’re over me PLEASE MEREDITH tell me how you did it because i can’t seem to figure it out.”

At this point his hands have reached her waist as he moves one up to cup the side of her face.

“Der—ek. Please don’t do this. God I hate that you do this to me. I was fine before you came over here. Why do you have to do this? Don’t you understand how much i hate it? You have a wife and i know that i shouldn’t hate her because she has given me no reason to but Derek i hate the fact that you’re here and all that i want is to go far away from here where i can’t forget about all of it. I hate that you’re hers.” She pleads him while only once pushing him away. Slowly she starts melting into his arms while both of his hands bring her closer to him.

“Derek, what are you-" Meredith started, but was cut off as Derek shoved his lips against hers

“Mhmm don’t stop. More please”

The next thing she knew her pants were on the floor and there she stood in front of him

He ran his hands down her sides, until they reached her hips. His hand slid down between her thighs and touched her in a most sinful way. His mouth then moved from her mouth and instantly attached to her neck. She moaned softly as he began softly sucking on her neck

“Wait. Derek we need to talk because-“

Her rambling abruptly ended when Derek's lips were on hers once again. He backed her into the wall beside the stairs

“We will baby but right now i need you”

Derek kissed her again. "You make me crazy Meredith Grey”

Finally without falling somehow they reached her bedroom.

shutting the door firmly behind them before scooping her up in his arms, he laying her down on the bed. That bed that he had woken up to many times. The bed that he felt more at home in then his own trailer. He placed light kisses along her neck, and she giggled as his stubble tickled the sensitive skin of her neck. "Derek," she giggled, pulling him from him away from her neck so she could kiss him.

He slid in to me quickly. I arched my back, letting out a pleasurable cry.

"Derek.." He slid in and out, his thrusts even and deep. He held my hands above my head, as our lips interlaced together, in sloppy kiss.

"Faster... Derek..."

“Derek.. I.." Before I could manage out the rest of my sentence, my back arched roughly, as I let out a loud moan. My orgasm overtook me, shaking my body, the pleasure. Wow i forgot how good he was.

Later they lay together. Bodies still tangled together.

“Derek I love you but we have to talk about this. What does this mean?”

“It means i love you and i want to be with you if you talk to finn tomorrow i promise that tomorrow morning i’ll talk to addison. It’s you Meredith. It’s always been you”

“Okay der. I love you too”

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International kissing day 💋

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I’m sorry but i will never not believe that Dempeo didn’t happen or almost happen.Like honestly they had so much chemistry and seemed to understand each other so well. And we cannot forget about the subtle or not so subtle moments between them. And can we just talk about the physical chemistry they had. You can’t tell me that neither of them started to feel something toward each other

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I wish we could have seen more of the physical aspect of Meredith and Derek’s relationship. I lowkey feel like they would be the kinkiest couple. Like you cannot tell me that Derek does not radiatiate dom energy and that Meredith isn’t his Brat. Or that scene when Derek chooses Alex instead of Meredith and she yells at him and lets out that frustrated scream and he just turns around and blows a kiss to her. Or honestly just the soft cute kisses that he would give her

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The fact that she is literally on the phone and yet he didn’t care and kept kissing her as if he couldn’t keep his hands off of her. How much she clearly doesn’t want him to stop. The fact that he never once looks up to see if she’s okay with him continuing because he knows that she can’t resist him. WHICH IS WHY MerLuca can NEVER compare

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Sorry but i 100% think that Ellen was lying when she said that she didn’t like the bathtub scenes with Patrick. I mean look at her and who wouldn’t love to be in a tub with Patrick Dempsey. Even his smile is enough to make a girl weak in her knees. Like picture what it would feel like to feel him behind you 😏

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this man is so sexy. picture even being near him 😏😏

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they would have been such a great couple not gonna lie