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in which Simon and Baz are love interests in a play and enjoy practicing the kissing scene way too much

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BAZ

Baz hated kissing scenes for one simple reason: the girls. Because, kissing them felt wrong. It was stiff and awkward and nothing like how Baz imagined an actual kiss would feel like. These ones lacked fireworks.

Maybe it was because they were staged.

Maybe it was because Baz was too gay.

Either way, kissing scenes were tedious and awful, yet here he was, caught in a whirlwind of excitement because of the school’s (totally gay) rendition of Romeo and Juliette titled, ‘Romeo and Julian.’

Creatively named? Completely LGBT? Fun.

Baz had even nicked one of the main roles as Romeo, which seemed to be a win until he figured out who was playing Julian.

Simon fucking Snow.

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SIMON

“You don’t have to look so unhappy.”

“This is how I normally look, Snow.”

“Well, fix it.”

Baz rolled his eyes and started reorganizing his script folder. Simon watched him, and let his eyes wander. He had really nice cheekbones.

“Stop staring at me,” Baz muttered, stuffing the folder into his messenger bag.

“The play is in two days and we haven’t rehearsed the kissing scene.”

BAZ

Shit.

Baz’s head snapped up and he glared at Simon with wildfires burning in his eyes. Because I’m afraid I’ll like it too much. “That’s because you haven’t gotten your lines down, you moron.”

Simon clenched his jaw stubbornly. “Yes I have.”

Was Simon inching closer to him?

SIMON

“Have you even ever kissed anyone before?” Simon was close enough now he could smell Baz; something vaguely pine.

“Plenty of people,” he replied airily, taking a subconscious step back from Simon.

“Acting doesn’t count.” Simon remembered being in the audience of nearly every school play and watching Baz kiss girls with something like envy burning in the pit of his stomach.

“Then why is this such a big deal for you, Snow?”

Simon shrugged. “It isn’t, so just kiss me.”

BAZ

Baz pressed his lips against Simon’s with such hungry fervor, even he was surprised. They were so soft, softer than any girl’s, and Baz was finding it too easy to get lost

Fuck it, Baz didn’t care if this was staged.

They both pulled away flushed faced.

“Not bad,” Simon breathed. His eyes were fixed on Baz’s lips. “But let’s try another, we could use the practice.”

“I agree.”

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They practiced until their mouths were sore.

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Dreaming of a Weiss Christmas ~ by @omgbumbleby

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Moon and Sun.

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killing her was a mistake

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RT Adventures 

https://twitter.com/Dishwasher1910/status/1016209838269870080

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Pulled

https://twitter.com/Dishwasher1910/status/1017725066954432512

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Genderbend Ironwood and Qrow 

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me (cleaning up): holds knife

intrusive thoughts: what if-

me: ok edgelord we get it what if i slit my wrists right now can we please just focus

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what depression is really like:

not showering regularly

not bushing your teeth regularly

living in filth

caring about your grades but not enough to do anything about them

thinking about suicide more than graduating

considering suicide whenever any problem arises

tired

no motivation

no energy

walking is so hard

sometimes even talking is too much work because you’re so god damn tired

laying in bed for hours because you’re too tired to move

feeling nothing but sometimes everything

knowing you’re not alone but still feeling alone

that constant mindset of, “Who cares? I wont be around much longer anyways.”

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psa!! be careful when fasting!!

here are some of the symptoms of hypoglycemia (low blood sugar). if you start experiencing three or more of these while fasting, you need to stay away from caffeine and eat something, or you may pass out or have a seizure. please stay safe and reblog to spread the word.

fatigue

shakiness, lightheadedness, dizziness

visual disturbances such as blurry or spotty vision

confusion or unresponsiveness

pounding heart, racing pulse

nausea

sweating

pale skin

anxiety

irritability

tingling sensation around the mouth

here are some good choices of foods to eat if you get hypoglycemic. it’s best to eat something sugary to give a quick boost to your blood sugar levels.

½ cup any fruit

1 cup of almond, soy, or skim milk

4 or 5 saltine crackers

2 tablespoons of raisins

1 tbsp of honey (put this under your tongue so that it will be absorbed into your bloodstream quickly)

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15 Quiet Exercises You Can Do In Your Room

1) Squats (duh) 2) Leg lifts (laying down or standing) 3) Lunges 4) Russian twists 5) Toe touches (sitting or standing) 6) Side leg lifts 7) Wall sits 8) Push-ups 9) Jog in place (lightly!) 10) Planks 11) Lumberjack swings (opposite arm to knee) 12) Crunches + Sit ups 13) Butt kicks 14) Knee pulls aka slower version of high knees 15) Slow mountain climbers

Reach out to me if you need any specific advise…I will always respond💕

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