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(A person who just won't give up) Ts, anyone who was super strange to me must pay to spend time again. And it depends on how I feel. Cause, tf was/is your problem fr⁉️ If you desire someone that much you'd make clear good offer(s). And if you get rejected the logical thing is to leave the person alone.

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Are you codeine or cocaine?

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Haven't been doped up enough.

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So...

Living for doses of dopamine and you're the dopest on the scene.

Yes, I'll be a fiend, but stay forever and I'll never need to be clean.

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Him mon-fri

Him on the weekend

From FB dating. This is like a bad bih turn around. 😹

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It seems the younger guys the only ones down to blatantly ask for dates.

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"Blah blah blah, Imma mean ass thot" is what I got 😹

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Seeking someone who makes feel sedated and satiated just sitting.

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Energy for Eternity

A life full of love as long as light lives above.

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So...

I really showed out for myself with the food I made for Xmas though.

Haven't made any of the dishes I did in so long, and was super craving soul food at the time.

The Mac n cheese was a new version I never made before, and it was my favorite of everything I made.

I created the strawberry cranberry sauce cause of coincidental ingredients and it was ❤️‍🔥, and my 1st time pie actually turned out delicious.

Objectively speaking too, cause I'm real particular about food and have tried many people's soul food to compare.

S/o me.

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My guy gave me some premium (Amish or something) raw salmon and lamb. Put a little with my leftover Xmas food (still have plenty since I don't eat a lot). Unfortunately I didn't taste the premium difference, which I hoped for. Still good though.

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Pharrell in 'Provider' 😻

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When I die it won't change me; I'll just live a life more for an angel.

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Someday this'll be over; I'll have a life I don't want to be over.

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Miss making love with a lover.

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So...

I've long decided my personal new year is the 1st Sun day of the "new year".

With this as my NYE was just thinking about how the energy really feels, and it just doesn't feel like a new year.

Time just feels more off than ever, like where are we really time wise.

Also, I don't feel any distinct difference. It feels like everything of the old year is still there.

I technically have the resolution to be healthier. Def hope I find a way to be less depressed.

I also hope the opps finally "reveal" aliens frfr this year.