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cr: 1924us

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“I simply want to be swept off my feet - without having my throat slit in the process.”

— Helaena C Moon

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I'm terrified, and I'm so anxious, I'm struggling navigating this adult world, and we haven't even gotten a response yet

I just hope that no matter what you're still going to be there, I love you too much and I'm not too fond of falling apart, you are usually what keeps me together

I love you

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Still furious they gave him such a sad ending, RICH DESERVED BETTER!!

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"In the end, I chose them, because the lady smelled nice and the man said 'Well, I can tell you how we met. It was meant to be. Have you heard of the butterfly affect?'"

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You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness…

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Sometimes I miss the way I was, I just did what I wanted and looked as if I didn't care at all about anything

It's a bit strange to miss it bc I know full well how much I used to stress and worry so much that I spiraled into depression and a state of constant panic

I feel like it's been so long that I've really let myself act like I really am and without trying my best to put up a false image of myself that I feel a bit lost

On one hand I know I'm the most me I've ever been, and on the other I feel like I've lost some part of me, even tho it was just me copying what I thought at the time would make me look cool and not to be messed with

Idk, it's a strange thing. I just find it so weird how the people I used to know think of me as more of a loner person that's more cool headed and relaxed, and people who see me now through work think of me as such a bubbly and friendly person when I was seen as the opposite my whole life

And now I feel like I'm having a bit of an identity crisis, not that it matters really, I'm just unsure.

I wonder how you see me, and I hope you just see me as the girl I am, just a bit confused, a bit calm but also a bit of a mess, not the most social but trying my best, and trying my best to make you happy

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Anaïs Nin, Henry and June: The Unexpurgated Diary of Anaïs Nin, 1931-1932

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"Has it ever struck you that life is all memory, except for the one present moment that goes by you so quick you hardly catch it going?"

- Tennessee Williams, from The Milk Train Doesn't Stop Here Anymore

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For once, just once, I want someone to look at me and never stop looking for me in a crowded room since then.

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Lizz Lopez

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"I cling to everything - CDs that skip, rings that turn my fingers green, the dead ends of my hair, old love notes that turn my stomach over and over. And l'm not proud but there are still boxes under my bed. And l'm not proud but my closet is still running out of space. And nostalgia is a fucking waste of time but my heart is full with it. Tell me I won't hold this forever. Tell me there will be a day where I let them gloriously go."

- Fortesa Latifi - Hold This