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meliaaizawa · 2 months ago

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Hi! About that post of aizawa having toxic traits, can you explain please? Im an anime only but i absolutely don't mind spoilers. I couldnt find any explenation online either :((

Hello! This took way to long to post, so i'm really sorry for that Anon. But hopefully this explains why Aizawa is who he is and why I emphasized him having toxic traits.

I wanted to write it all out properly and hopefully make sense to my previous post. There is a lot going on here and because of the image limit i couldn't post more manga panels showing important moments, but this should explain some of the basic points.

I will be using the Vigilantes manga, My Hero Academia manga, and the My Hero Academia anime as evidence/support since these are the ones that canon.

Aizawas Toxic Traits

MAJOR SPOILERS BELOW

Lets start off by determining a few things:

Just because you have trauma, doesn't make you immune to the consequences of your own actions.

Just because you have a mental illness doesn't mean you can't be a shit human being to others.

Just because you're a victim doesn't mean you can't be an abuser.

You can't project onto others. It's not a healthy way of coping and you're harming other people.

You're expectations can be to high.

Anyone, no matter what, can be a bad person.

Now that we have those things out of the way, lots move onto the supporting evidence.

In Vigilantes, Aizawa suffered from the tragic loss of his best friend Shirakumo Oboro. This caused him to become very focused on his training while neglecting himself and the relationships he had around him. But let's first address why Aizawa is so attached and affected by Shirakumo's death.

Aizawa in his younger years lacked the confidence he thought he should have when it came to his quirk. His quirk wasn't a physical one so he felt like he wasn't deserving of even pursuing the hero career. He couldn't commit to helping someone without overthinking or seeing himself as lesser then. He hesitated instead of acting. He still cared about how he was being perceived.

This is where Shirakumo would come in. He was everything that Aizawa wasn't. He was loud and likable, people had high hopes for him, and worst of all his quirk was physical. He had people in his life that he would cherish and wouldn't hesitate helping anyone out.

This is why the incident with the cat, which is the first time we see young Aizawa and his then mindset, is important.

Aizawa hesitated to help the kitten while Shirakumo just picked it up and took it to school with him. Another difference was on the actions they took with the kitten. Aizawa gave his umbrella to the kitten so it wouldn't get wet. This resulted in him getting drenched and showing up to class looking upset with himself. Shirakumo showed up wet as well, but he also had Aizawa's umbrella in tow. He saw Aizawa hesitate and give the kitten his umbrella yet he didn't confront him nor did he mention it. He knows Aizawa even when Aizawa didn't pay him any attention. Shirakumo gave Aizawa his umbrella back and presented the class with the kitten which lead to everyone praising him while Aizawa silently watched him do something he couldn't do. Aizawa did, and very literally, do the bear minimum. Shirakumo did more then that by not only providing comfort, but also safety and other basic necessities.

Shirakumo would also stop Yamada from teasing Aizawa when he was being self deprecating. He prevented others from teasing him and overall, he acted as some sort of guardian for Aizawa even when the teasing came from his own "friends". He provided Aizawa with safety when there was no real need for it. Aizawa wasn't looking for comfort nor a closer relationship, yet he went back for more because Shirakumo gave more.

I think this is where we see why Shirakumo was more likable in Aizawa's mind and memory. All of these scenes are from Vigilantes and are from Aizawa's perspective. Meaning that all of these scenes were Shirakumo is basked in light and looking so...i guess for a lack of a better word, beautiful, is Aizawa seeing him as more then just his classmate and friend. He doesn't do this with Yamada or Kayama, only with Shirakumo. I'm not saying that Aizawa had a crush on him (i'm keeping this as far way from ships to just look at the points but it has been hinted at that Aizawa may have had stronger feelings for Shirakumo.) Aizawa loved Shirakumo, thats why he was so attached.

Love isn't something that can come only from wanting to spend the rest of forever with someone. It's not something you have to feel romantically, it could also be platonic (AnD tHeY WeRe RoOmAtEs.) In this case i take it more as Aizawa had Shirakumo be his anchor, to act as a stopper for all of his negative thoughts. He became close to him and opened up to him more than he ever could with Yamada because he was not only charming but forward with him. Let's keep in mind that Aizawa, Yamada, and Shirakumo have been "friends" since the start of their first year.

Aizawa held no real liking to Yamada or Kayama, even though he did spend time with them (he's a tsundere so he acts like he has no real friends.) The only times we ever see him truly smile or seem happy is when its with Shirakumo. (I can sense the ship war incoming.)

He consistently compared himself to others, rejected the notion of being friends with people who showed him genuine affection. Everything after a certain point began to revolve around Shirakumo and Aizawa's dependency on him to make things better in his life, to help him find himself. Many would think that being close to someone isn't bad, which it isn't, but to the extent Aizawa found himself being close to Shirakumo and the neglect he showed to the others didn't help improve his independency either.

(Take note that in almost every shot of Aizawa, Shirakumo and Yamada hanging out with each other, Shirakumo is always in the middle. Again, Yamada teases Aizawa a lot and Aizawa clearly takes no joy from it.) Even here, Shirakumo is always depicted as being by his side. Yamada eventually replaces him but prior to that Aizawa kept Yamada at a distance. Again, i don't think Aizawa hated Yamada or Kayama, but what i'm trying to explain is that he didn't want the same closeness he had with Shirakumo with them. He was already close to Shirakumo and to him, that was enough.

Let's also look at this scene. Aizawa and Shirakumo are having a casual conversation about how Aizawa feels like a failure and doesn't understand why he has to be something he's not. Shirakumo doesn't invalidate him, he instead agrees with him and asked him to try it out at least. Key word is "try".

The thing that we can also point out in this scene is that Kayama perfectly knows how Aizawa is feeling and knows that pictures of Sushi (the cat that Aizawa and Shirakumo saved) would make him happy. She could have taken him to see Sushi or even followed/waited for the both of them to speak after the failed mission. Instead, Kayama gave Shirakumo the oppurtunity to help ease Aizawa's emotions down. Kayama is fully aware that Aizawa wouldn't listen to her, wouldn't bother to take what she had to say about the mission into considerations so she left that job to Shirakumo.

So How Would This Translate to Any Toxic Traits?

If you go and read Vigilantes and also the MHA/BNHA manga and anime with this new context of Aizawa's character, you'll be able to pick out why he's so harsh on his students off the bat.

Aizawa once was dependent on someone to keep him on track. When he lost that person he isolated himself from his own friends. Neglected his own wellbeing and proceeded to treat his students the same way. He didn't see children figuring out what they want to do with their lives, he saw adults and treated them like adults. Just like he was treated after Shirakumo's death. The damning thing here is in the relationship he holds with everyone from his past. Not only does he not address his "friends" by their first name while they address him by his, he also has this distance to him and Yamada.

Aizawa does care about Yamada and Kayama, i'm not undermining that. What i do want to point out is that he treats them like work colleagues. You'd think after knowing someone for over a decade, spending extensive amounts of time with them, seeing them grow with you, improve themselves, move forward after suffering a tragic loss of a loved one, you would speak to them like the were family or just someone close to you. You would call them by their name. Not in this case.

Aizawa is not only a great manipulator, which we can see in the way he consistently deceives them into thinking a certain way/thing, he's also great at lying to himself. Toxic traits are seen as things that are harmful and damaging to the individual or individuals around someone. In Aizawa's case we have self deprecation, a constant impulse to place themselves in danger (yes he's a hero, but he sometimes doesn't stop to think that others can take care of themselves), and we also see him project a lot onto other people. Such as his students and most importantly Shinsou.

(Don't get me started on the fact that Yamada is forcing himself to process his friends death via humor while Kayama is crying and trying to stop.) His students are the greatest examples of Aizawa being reminded of Shirakumo, specifically Midoriya. Aizawa is always on his ass about him being self sacrificing, ironic since Aizawa himself is also self sacrificing but in a different more degrading way. Aizawa would tell Midoriya to "tone it down" and "think before he acts". Shirakumo was also all action with the main priority being to help others instead of himself. He was able to befriend nearly everyone with no problem. His students are eager to learn and as we soon learn (couldn't add the manga panel) Aizawa purposefully suspends or outright kicks out his own students from UA. He calls it "A Death". Just like he himself had to suffer threw when Shirakumo died. But there's a difference, he didn't get the emotional, mental, and physical preparation to cope with his best friends death. He felt like it was ridiculous not to teach the concept of being "heroic vs suicidal". In his eyes, Shirakumo was "suicidal" because he gave up his own life for his instead. We also learn later on that Aizawa suffers from intense 'Survivors Guilt' and feels that getting the chance to live a long life in comparison to Shirakumo was unfair. In the War Arc he ends up screaming that he couldn't allow himself to die because of the sacrifices that those around him, Shirakumo and another pro hero, made for him. So he isn't living because he wants to, he's living because he feels like he has to.

He consistently projecting onto others and attempts to justify his cold demeanor towards his own friends and students with the lenses of "preparing" them or "guiding" them. Yamada clearly knows why Aizawa is the way he is and so does Kayama, they all suffered Shirakumo's death. But while Kayama copes by taking care of Shirakumo's cat, Yamada is left to pick Aizawa up while being discarded by him. Aizawa clearly cares for others but he prefers the idea of holding "light bonds" so that when he dies or the other person dies it won't hurt as much.

(Erasermic shippers you can join the chat for this.) Yamada neglects his own emotional health to support Aizawa and in return he suffers for it. He can read him like a book and knows that the relationship that they both have with each other isn't healthy, but he stays. Part of it is because he cares and the other being that Aizawa is as dependent of him as he is of Aizawa. Yamada reminds Aizawa of Shirakumo because of there demeanor but he isn't fully him so Aizawa doesn't relax around him and still keeps his walls up to create that disconnection. We can also see how Aizawa sees All Might as Shirakumo. Remember that Aizawa not only "hates" people who are loud and obnoxious but also holds a great disinterest on quirks that are physical and the attention they catch. This isn't a Shinsou case were the guy hates physical quirks because it prevented him from being who he want to be, this is about how Shirakumo who held a physical quirk would always use it to make a grim situation bright just like All Might who would juggling pillows and throwing people around like nothing to entertain (Look at Vigilantes to understand this). Both All Might, Yamada, and Shirakumo share these traits and since Aizawa didn't want to take the time and wasn't given the time to grief properly, he essentially closed himself off and never fully processed everything.

Am i saying that EraserMic is a toxic ship?

No....not necessarily. I'm not saying any of this to shame anyone for there ships, i personally don't have a preference and just support them all (as long as it's adult/adult and minor/minor.) Aizawa and Yamada in MHA aren't the perfect example of a couple and we only truly see them be on the same page during the War Arc since they both discovered a bunch of truths regarding Shirakumo and his fate.

Yamada personally holds a lot of guilt because he contributed to Shirakumo's death (again look at Vigilantes for the entire context as well as the main manga.) The most damning thing is when he finds out where Shirakumo is now. Kurogiri is made from Shirakumo's body as well as the dna of other people, essentially making him a Nomu. Aizawa and Yamada find out during their interrogation with Kurogiri after Grand Torino tells them. Yamada during the big battle has a scene with one of the villains (trying not to spoil more then necessary) and is told that the whole reason for the villain attack that ended in Shirakumo's death was actually intended to kill Aizawa and take his quirk to than use his body for Kurogiri's.

The reason why this relationship is toxic could be based on the fact that it's co-dependent. Yamada relies on Aizawa and is practically attached to him because he has abandonment issues, while Aizawa only stays around him because he reminds him of his best friend who had the same personality type. Yamada is Aizawa's enabler because he doesn't know what else to do. He doesn't want Aizawa to leave him because the guilt of his "wrong doings" would eat at him. With Shirakumo, he would have had Aizawa focus on the right track again while still being nice to him and Aizawa would have taken that advice and followed threw with it. Yamada is offering a lack lustered replacement while Aizawa only gives back the bear minimum because he's emotionally incapable of giving more.

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meliaaizawa · 5 months ago

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Aizawa & Reader Adopting Eri [headcanon]

Request from @milas-teapot

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When Eri was rescued, she immediately took a liking to Shouta

She probably thought he looked like a princess because of his long hair. She quickly switched that to a prince when she got to know him

She would follow him around like a lost puppy so much that he’d eventually just start carrying her around on his shoulders.

She would expect this to happen every time and would sneak hair clips and head bands into her pockets so she could put them in his hair

Eri would slowly start to trust adults, but Shouta would be the first one and when she met you, you quickly became the second

Eri would love your hugs and she’d never want to let go. One time she said, “I’ve never had a hug before you” and your heart broke. From then on, you made sure to give her at the very least 12 hugs a day

Every Sunday would be pancake day so you guys would all be in the kitchen trying to make different shapes and animals out of the batter that wasn’t covering the counter or their faces

She would be the one to draw smiley faces on all of the graded papers. Whether the students did good or not, Eri didn’t want to leave anyone out so Shouta just gave up and let her. You also bought her cute stickers to add to them

Shouta would tell her about his day fighting villains as bedtime stories and make them kid friendly for her. She always got excited when Shouta won in the end

Shouta and you would probably spoil her to death. He has tons of money so he loves to spend it on his girls

The teacher would come out in Shouta and he would teach Eri everything she missed out on growing up

He would take her to hangout with the students so she could make friends or you guys would take her to play at the park so she could meet kids her age

Eri would definitely eventually just start calling him dad and you mom/dad. That’s when Shouta would decide it’s time to officially adopt her as his own child

But he’s cool with that because she was already a daughter to you both

Shouta would be such a good dad

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meliaaizawa · 5 months ago

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their type

Headcanons on what Aizawa's, Toshinori's, and Hizashi's types are. Part two (with Tai, Kugo, Ryo, and Vlad) is coming either tomorrow or Wednesday.

Ah, it's been so long since I posted something! I'm so sorry.

And before people send in asks like, "You said X. Does that mean he wouldn't be interested in Y?", I want to clarify that these are just their general types/what they're usually attracted to. It doesn't mean they would never be interested in people who don't fall within these lines.

Aizawa Shouta

Quiet. Calm. Relaxed. Shouta needs someone who isn’t constantly running in circles and stressing him more. So much of his day is spent around big personalities and scrambling, excitable teenagers that he’d have trouble with someone who is exactly like that all the time. He needs time to unwind.

Sho needs someone understanding of him and his personality. He’s gruff, a bit odd at times, and not a conversationalist. Many don’t think of those traits when picturing their ‘perfect partner.’ He isn’t into PDA. He doesn’t want to change how he dresses. He doesn’t like getting forced into a lot of activities, especially if you surprise him with them. Don’t keep trying to hold his hand or invade his space or pressure him to dress a certain way. If you can’t respect who he is and what he’s comfortable with, he’s going to get fed up quickly, and he isn’t afraid to end the relationship if his wants and needs aren’t being respected.

Mothering, to a certain extent, is attractive to him. Now, he doesn’t expect you to do all the housework, clean his clothes, and have dinner on the table every night. He’s an adult. He knows his responsibilities and what should be shared when in a relationship. But when someone thinks of things he doesn’t do due to stress and exhaustion, it makes his heart just a bit lighter. Slip a protein bar into his gym bag. Bring him water when he’s on a grading spree. Throw a sweatshirt over his shoulders just before he leaves. The small things add up.

You need to have independence. His job hours are in no way ideal. They’re difficult for him and the people in his life. And so, he can’t be bothered with a partner who can’t take care of themselves. You must be able to function alone and make decisions by yourself. You’re an adult, and he isn’t your babysitter.

Honestly, the simplest one is: just be kind. Hold the door open for someone. Ask others if they need help. Show that you care for others and yourself. While he may not admit it, he thinks compassion and thoughtfulness are some of the most attractive things a person can do and be. The world is hard. That makes being kind even harder. And he respects those that make a sincere effort to do it.

Attitudes, impatience, whininess, and overt sarcasm are four things Shouta does not tolerate. He can handle them to an extent. Restlessness and feeling fidgety (Hizashi is his closest friend after all) are understandable, and he’s no stranger to the occasional snarky retort and brashness. But he cannot and will not deal with people who constantly pout, put their importance above others, and act immature. Don’t backtalk every little thing because you can. It’s rude. Don’t stomp your foot when you don’t get everything you want. Don’t whine because plans changed. Yes, it sucks. But don’t act a fool.

Yagi Toshinori

Toshinori isn’t put off by any specific personalities or characteristics. His job required, and still requires to a certain extent, a high level of tolerance for every type of person out there. And he’s gotten plenty of hugs and compliments from fans and praise from the media, but none of that is what he wants: intimacy. He wants someone who can provide him with trust, warmth, adoration, concern, and understanding, and he wants to give all of that back tenfold. He wants to confide in someone at night. He wants affection. He just wants love.

When it comes to appearances, femininity is very attractive to him. It doesn’t matter your gender; soft colors (specifically pinks, purples, and creams), lace, frills, and florals always catch his eye. Delicate necklaces, especially when they highlight your collarbones, and charming hairstyles also draw his attention. Other than that, he’s open-minded. Quirks provide a wide range of appearances, and so doesn’t individual taste. He’s acceptive of everyone’s differences.

In terms of romance, he does tend to find himself gravitating towards more tender-hearted, genuine people. His life has been exhausting, filled with overbearing personalities who are ready to fight at the drop of a hat. Those who are softer, calmer — who just want to spend a few days relaxing on a quiet beach or spend their weekend indoors, watching movies — are beyond refreshing after a career such as his.

Passion and ambition are beautiful. Even if you struggle along the way to your goal, have bumps, and think of giving up, but you keep going, is everything he wants to see in someone. Toshi wants to hear your flurry when you prattle on about your favorite topic. He wants to see your excitement when you get a new book or puzzle or whatever interests you. It doesn’t matter how ‘lame’ it is to others. Be ecstatic. Life is too short to not appreciate and indulge your interests and goals.

Being a listener is a must. If you can’t take the time to sit down and just listen, the relationship will never work. He knows you aren’t a therapist there to solve all his problems. He wants someone he can trust in with the difficult parts of life. His body isn’t healthy, and it’s only getting worse. Anxiety, nightmares, eating troubles plague him every day. The future, his life, isn’t guaranteed into the coming years. If you can listen, be there when he opens up, support him when he cries, it’d mean the world to him. Be his confidante. He doesn’t have anyone else.

To go along with that, communication between you two is equally as important. You don’t have to send daily reports spanning five pages. Toshi is just looking for someone willing to be open and share their feelings with him. If you had a bad day, tell him about it. If you can’t respond with words, emojis are just fine. Don’t hide from him. Let him be a part of your world like you're a part of his.

Yamada Hizashi

It’s so easy for Hizashi to get along with many different people. Grumpy, bouncy, sarcastic, or quiet? He’s able to be your friend. What really captures his attention is when people show interest in his work/hobbies, especially music. Ask a few questions and he’ll be blabbering on for hours.

For appearances, he has an interest in distinct hairstyles. If you experiment with colors, style your hair in cool ways, or just look different in some way, his eyes are following you down the street. Piercings and tattoos are also up there. Industrial ear, septum, and nipple piercings are his favorites. Sleek or distinctively designed tattoos are sexy to him. He just appreciates those with unique and altered appearances.

One big trait he looks for is adventurous — including sexually adventurous. Hizashi is mentally and physically regularly on the go. He needs someone who can keep up. He wants to try new foods, visit new places, go to concerts, attempt skydiving, possibly scuba diving, and maybe move when he’s older. And sometimes, a simple day at the zoo or beach is alright too. You don’t need to go with him everywhere. If you can’t make one or two adventures, he understands. All he really asks for is your support. Don’t chide him, call him childish, or berate him for wasting money.

Kind of going along with sexually adventurous, physical touch is also needed in his relationships. Cuddling, touching, and sex are important to him; he’s a physical guy, and it comes out in many ways. He knows everyone has different comfort levels of snuggling. And he understands if you two don’t jump into sex right away. Some people need time for various reasons. However, if you never want to cuddle and/or have sex, then he’s going to struggle. Physical touch is an incredibly important part of a relationship with him. He craves it, and if he can’t get it from his partner, then he’s going to end things.

Creativity! Hizashi recognizes and loves all forms of innovation and artistry. Baking, painting, writing, sewing, dancing (which he finds all styles incredibly beautiful), design, photography, and, most important to him, music! It doesn’t matter if you only dabble in it. Simply using your imagination to create something from nothing is engaging.

Hizashi typically finds it easier to understand and be understood by other neurodivergent people. ADHD is difficult to manage. It isn’t cute or quirky. He’s learned to hide and cope with most of the symptoms, but the inattention and hyperactivity are there every day, and they affect every part of his life. He needs someone who understands them — someone who won’t get angry when he asks you to repeat yourself seven times or frustrated when he’s a bit too jittery and annoying.

Take care of spiders and bugs for him.

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meliaaizawa · 5 months ago

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(Outside of our worm thing) I kinda have 2 requests

Aizawa x Reader headcanons

1: reader only eats rice but is a normal weight but aizawa doesnt know that.

2: cuddles with aizawa

Ahhhh so sorry this is late!! :0 But since I don’t do two scenarios in hcs for one character, I’ll just do the cuddles :) if thats okay.

Cuddle HCs(Aizawa Shota)

He doesn’t care where he cuddles you: on the kitchen chair, the couch, the bed, the floor, in his sleeping bag…but be aware that he can easily fall asleep.

He doesn’t sleep that well, as much as he sleeps. But with you in his arms wrapped around your waste so snuggly, and the sound of your heartbeat in the silence can really make him fall asleep. And he sleeps good.

You don’t even have to ask to cuddle with him. With any movement of you leaning closer to him, your hint to cuddle, he just opens his arms and lets you snuggle in.

He’d rather cuddle with you then go to his job, honestly. You usually have to pry his arms off of you so he wouldn’t be late for work, as much as you’d like to stay in that position.

Sometimes he gets pretty….spicy ;) in these situations. A gentle, sloppy kiss against your neck when he slowly wakes up and he knows you’re awake. If he’s really in the mood, he’ll slip his hands under your shirt and feel around your torso. Feel your warm skin just to feel you squirm under him.

On rough days, his instant move is to grab you and throw you in a spot for you to cuddle. And during these times, you weave your fingers through his hair, rubbing his temples soothingly to make those headaches disappear.

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meliaaizawa · 5 months ago

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Y/N: Here's some advice

Aizawa: I didn't ask for any

Y/N: Too bad. I'm stuck here with my thoughts and you're the only one who talks to me

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meliaaizawa · 5 months ago

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Bakugou, realizing his room is directly above Iida’s room:

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meliaaizawa · 5 months ago

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Aizawa headcanons ᕙ(بωب)ᕗ

Warnings ⚠️: none 😌💞

Summary: just som aizawa headcanons

All sfw just cause

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BOTH OF YOU HATE MISS JOKE

I feel like aizawa is the type of guy to watch asmr in the middle of the day for no reason

Black coffee is his favorite beverage

When you guys kiss, he runs his hand through your hair or he cups your face

WHENEVER YOU TWO ARE TOGETHER, ONE HAND IS IN HIS POCKET AND THE OTHER IS HOLDING YOURS

Puts his hair in a man bun whenever it's just the two of you

Falls asleep better when you brush his hair :)

black. cat. named. Mashumaro

Speaking of, mashumaro is marshmallow in Japanese (I think) and I feel like Aizawa just likes marshmallows. Like he'll just go to the pantry and grab some to snack on

Afternoon yoga 🧘‍♂️

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HAH okay I didn't write a lot because this was kind of rushed, sorry bout that 😅

But I hope you enjoyed these regardless because I thought they were kind of cute

Please enjoy the next one 😊🙏💌

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meliaaizawa · 5 months ago

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SLEEPING BAG - SHOTA AIZAWA X READER

Warnings : none at all, reader is female!

Genre : pure fluff, that's it

Word count : 0.5K words

Synopsis : When Shota's wife drops by between classes, she doesn't expect to find him on the floor.

Requests : Are open! Check the rules over here.

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"Babe, what on earth are you doing down there?" I chortled, almost tripping over his bundled figure on the floor, biting back a proper laugh as he flopped around to his other side to face me.

Glaring up at me from inside the damned yellow sleeping bag, he grumbled, "Not so loud, woman, I've been sitting in a class with 20 teenagers all day."

My tone took a sympathetic turn, "Poor thing. That Bakugou kid is loud enough to blast the ears off any normal human being," I snorted, making my way to the teacher's desk and placing the boxes in my arms beside the stacks of papers.

Shota's eyes narrowed as he watched me, "What's that in your hands?"

"Bento boxes, made one for each of us so we could spend time together between classes," I slapped the top of his assigned box with a grin, "This bad boy should keep you going for the rest of the day."

The ebony-haired man gave me a lop-sided gentle smile from inside the sleeping bag, "Thanks. We'll eat during lunchtime."

"Not now?"

He shook his head, "Too tired. Gonna take a nap right here."

"That wretched thing probably hasn't been washed in a year," I muttered under my breath as I started to walk back beside him, earning a light punch to my calf (the closest area of my body that he could reach).

"Heard that," he scoffed, before he spoke, "And don't get smart with me, you literally watch me scrub that thing clean every week," he protested, before unzipping it, "C'mere."

Arching my eyebrow, I folded my arms and replied incredulously, "Here? Now?"

"No, next year," he deadpanned, before he opened his arms, a familiar tender look in his eyes, "I'm gonna nap anyways, but sleeping with my wife makes me sleep better."

"Pulling the wife card, huh, knowing I won't say no," I grumbled, but my words held no malice; in fact, I was actually starting to grin as I slowly crept into the sleeping bag.

String arms wrapped themselves around me, tugging me in so close I could feel his heartbeat thumping against my spine. No matter how long we'd been together, and how many times we've slept like this, it would always seem like a novelty to me, and would always render me flustered to be held like that.

"Night, sweetheart," he mumbled softly, a sweet kiss being pressed against my neck, earning a giggle from me as his stubble tickled me.

"Shota, it's literally 10 AM," I laughed, before settling down and snuggling into him as he zipped up the sleeping bag, finally shutting my eyes as his grip on me tightened.

"Couldn't care less."

Taglist: @wifeofkyojuro @thispersoniscrazy

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meliaaizawa · 5 months ago

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Hi! Congrats on 750 followers - I'm actually a fairly new one :) I was wondering if it's not too much to ask, for the event, could I request some domestic headcanons for Aizawa x female reader? Thank you!

Absolutely! I love this request, because Aizawa + domesticity = all I want in life.

Domestic Aizawa x Reader Headcanons

Warnings: Mostly fluff, some soft angst, topics of mental health, and a (brief) mention of kids (discussion/planning/safety).

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🖤 Aizawa will absolutely make you stay in bed with him when he gets a day off. He will just want to snuggle and rest with you all day, having quiet little conversations beneath the covers.

🖤 On days that he has to be up before you (which is most days), he will make coffee (or tea, your choice) for the both of you, leaving you a fresh cup in the microwave to keep it warm.

🖤 Will also leave you little “I love you” sticky notes around the house for you to find randomly when he’s not home. On the mirror in the bathroom when you’re brushing your teeth, on your mug that’s sitting in the microwave, on you binder…

🖤 Can cook, but doesn’t do it often; saves it for special days like birthdays, anniversaries, or if you’ve texted him that you’ve had a particularly grueling day at work.

🖤 He’s not super messy, but he’s not super clean either. Sometimes leaves dirty clothes on the floor, dishes in the sink, and his paperwork on the table.

🖤 He WILL help out with chores, though. You cook, he washes dishes or vice versa depending on the situation. He’ll take out the trash and vacuum. Will even run a load of laundry, although he might need reminding sometimes.

🖤 Loves laying in your lap after a hard day and having his hair played with. 10/10 will fall asleep on you.

🖤 Will melt if you give him a shoulder/neck massage after having a particularly active day of hero work, but might be less receptive to this if he’s in an emotionally dark place. If that’s the case, cuddles and gentle pets are probably better for him. Don't ask any questions or try to get info out of him... just be there for him.

🖤 Loves to sit and just… watch you sometimes. You’ll be writing something, reading something, playing on your phone, doing chores or whatnot. You’ll look up and just so happen to catch him watching you over his own paperwork, his dark eyes soft. Won’t even bother to look away when you catch him, too. He’ll just raise an eyebrow at you and engage in a staring contest as he sips his coffee until you either look away embarrassed or come over to plant a kiss on his lips. If you do choose to look away, then he’ll set his things down and come get that kiss from you himself.

🖤 Will also love it when you snuggle against him, whether it be on the couch or in bed.

🖤 He’ll read to you sometimes if he finds something interesting or amusing. A news article, a section from a book he’s enjoying, or even his student’s more entertaining papers.

🖤 If you like to sing, he loves to hear it. Doesn’t matter if your singing is good or not… just hearing your voice around the house makes him feel warm and content.

🖤 Would totally want to own multiple cats with you. Would probably get one for Christmas and say it’s for you, but really you both know it’s for him…

🖤 He’ll wake up from nightmares sometimes, and in those moments he needs nothing more than to be held by you so he can listen to your steady heartbeat as he tries to calm his own. Will likely need to stay up a little bit afterward, probably watching some late-night TV in bed.

🖤 He’ll be there for you too, of course, at least on the nights he’s able to be home. He’s excellent emotional support; he’ll want to know just how to hold you, how to take care of you, and will know just what to say that will support you in the best way possible. He’s not a huge talker, but when he does, he chooses his words carefully and they always land right where they’re supposed to.

🖤 He has a very open, honest communication style. Trust is huge for him, and is the most important gift he can give to you. In general, relationships are a Big Deal for him, and his standards are high - he takes his role as your partner very, very seriously and expects the same from his partner. No tolerance for drama and dishonesty.

🖤 Opening up may be hard for him sometimes, especially if it has to do with the darker, more violent side of his career and/or his past. But just be patient with him, let him know you’re there for him whenever he’s ready. Eventually he’ll learn to lean on you and when he does, he’ll wonder how he managed to carry the weight of all of those things without you. But don’t expect him to share everything. He cares about you and will choose to stay silent on certain things if he knows they’re triggering for you. Besides, he knows that while you want to support him as his partner, you’re not his therapist. There are health services in place for heroes who find themselves struggling with mental health, and he would sooner go speak to them rather than burden you with things you can’t (and shouldn’t) handle.

🖤 Keeping you safe is a top priority for him, especially considering his job. If he feels you’re in danger in any way, he’ll do whatever he can to protect you; make sure heroes are situated around your property as guardians or move you to a safe house if necessary. Might even find a way to have you stay at the UA dorms with him, especially on nights that he’s pulling the nightshift there.

🖤 Wants kids, but knows that his job is too dangerous and time consuming for such a responsibility, and his work is too important to him to give up. There would need to be a lot of discussion and a lot of planning before he even begins to consider it. That being said, he will ALWAYS practice safe sex.

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meliaaizawa · 5 months ago

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living with aizawa shouta || hcs

it took two years and half of dating for you and him to start living together.

it was inevitable, as you’d spend more and more time in his apartment.

so much of your stuff was already stored there that it made moving in easier.

the first thing that shocked you was how tidy he was.

since you only visited him, you were not really sure what his cleaning habits were.

you’d divide the chores between yourselves, but he’d always end up doing more.

he wasn’t able to sleep well at night, so he took it upon himself to take out the trash and do any laundry that had piled up.

you tried to tell him that you’d do it, but he disagreed, saying that it was therapeutic to him.

shouta does not care for mornings. at all.

before taking the job at u.a., his sleeping schedule was wayyy off.

his solo pro-hero work would usually result in him arriving late.

he slept in a lot, which was a problem, since you left early in the morning.

he would miss you when he’d wake up, and when you got home from your office job, he’d be out, working.

expectations of being around one another more dropped, as when you just visited him, he was always there.

you’d be half-asleep when he’d arrive home.

he sighs deep after he takes a shower and lies beside you.

he takes you in his arms, and you feel the warmth radiating off of him.

“i’ll be home earlier next time, i promise,”

you turn around and look at him, eyes concerned and half-lidded.“you don’t have to, as long as you come back to me.”

you sleep peacefully that night, and almost miss the sound of your alarm, as shouta tries to convince you not to go.

weekends were the most fun.

you and him would take the day off and sleep in.

he’d mutter and hold you so close, afraid to let go.

his stubble would brush on your face, and you’d wake up from it.

“shoutaaa, wake up,” you’d cry out as you realized it was almost lunch time.

he’d grumble and after a few more pokes, he’d get up.

coffee was usually what the house smelled like.

between him working late into the night, researching about a villain he was tracking and you rushing to get to work before the trains would be full of people, coffee was everywhere.

he’d try to make breakfast with you but he was too clueless to help with anything.

after a baking incident which led to flour covering the both of you, it’s been silently agreed that he’d sit back and just watch you.

he always did his best to compliment you, and his words made you laugh.

“this egg is very soft, thank you.” or “the pancake tastes like… pancake.”

his clean plate was already a compliment in itself.

when he applied for u.a., you were shocked.

he said that he wanted to teach kids, and you supported him.

you didn’t expect him to actually quit his solo pro-hero work.

for the first few weeks, he did his best to fix his sleeping schedule.

he’d stay up all day and sleep when it was already nine in the evening.

but he’d still wake up in the afternoon.

he read countless blogs on how to sleep.

he even bought lavender, as he read online that it would help him sleep better.

the bedroom smelled like flowers for a whole week.

it seemed like none of it worked.

he was on edge, as classes were about to start, and he was still sleep-deprived.

as he laid wide awake in bed, you took his hands in yours and started to hum.

you rubbed circles on his hands and patted his arm rhythmically.

soon, he started to drift off.

he woke up at seven in the morning and rejoiced, but quickly stopped as he saw you were still asleep.

he kisses you on the forehead whenever he has a chance.

he likes to see your reaction, and you usually deliver.

his grin makes you want to hurl as you cover your red face.

no matter how long you two have been living together, he never has never failed in making you blush.

you both adopt a cat, as your schedules were finally in sync.

he spends time after classes, playing with the cat, which you endearingly named “hoshi”.

during the exam period, shouta starts to withdraw from hoshi as he starts to grade papers.

you see the tension and worry in his face.

“i want all my students to pass,”

you reassure him, and he reviews the results of the exam.

everyone in his class passed and gets to move on to their second year.

he sighs deeply that time, and he immediately goes to hoshi.

you can only watch in contentment as he carries hoshi around in his arms and smiles brightly.

its the first time you have ever seen him cry.

he tries the spicy noodles you brought home to celebrate.

the moment he eats them, you see the fear and horror in his eyes.

you apologize for not letting him know beforehand as he downs a glass of water.

spicy food was banned in the house after that.

during the holidays, you both stay inside.

you were too tired to go out, and he preferred it.

shouta orders take out and you watch from the windows as snow starts to fall.

you point at it and smile.

“it’s the first snowfall of the year,” you say eagerly.

“what about it?” he asks, getting ready to eat his meal.

“c’mon shoutaaa, you already know it!”

he chuckles and kisses you, savoring every moment of it.

after you finish your meal, you snuggle with shouta and make yourselves cozy.

hoshi silently watches you both and sleeps.

shouta loves your company, and he might have been thinking of making it permanent.

but until then, he was perfectly happy with you by his side.

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meliaaizawa · 7 months ago

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AIZAWA’S KISSES HEADCANONS<3

The gif is blurry but I really like the angle/scene 😗

I did a post called ‘Zoro’s kisses’ a while ago and it did really well! So I’ve decided to make it a official mini series from @luffyvace w/ different anime characters bc y’all really liked those (ﾟ∀ﾟ)

Y’all probably haven’t kissed even if your already officially together

aizawa let’s it come naturally and doesn’t want to force it at a certain time

therefore it isn’t that he doesn’t want to,

he just waits for the opportunity

You two prob don’t kiss until like 2-3 months after making it official

Plus aizawa doesn’t wanna move too fast since this is likely his first relationship

he doesn’t wanna rush in and give you his first kiss and it doesn’t work out

Of course he’s thinking so rational like that

for your first kiss hcs

it’s def happening at yours or his house and no where else

he doesn’t wanna feel uncomfortable or be stared at right after it 🗿

plus he just isn’t for pda

he doesn’t wanna be that couple smooching away in a public place

let’s say y’all were at aizawa’s house on his couch chatting

you two were sitting pretty close but you didn’t realize it because you were used to it by now! Your a couple after all

The conversation kinda ended which woulda been awkward if you hadn’t noticed how close your faces were

you had a slight smile on your lips and then you both just sorta leaned in

his lips were soft and moist but his stuble beard was rough

You didn’t mind though with how passionately and gently he was kissing you

he was a natural!

you probably didn’t expect that!

actually—you didn’t expect this whole situation in the first place!

You were surely greatful though!

it was a rather pleasant kiss!

You drifted apart while softly smiling at each other before you laid your head on his shoulder

he brought an arm around you bringing you closer

you continued sitting there together in solidarity silence

grinning and replaying the scene over and over again in your heads

then kisses become a much more casual thing :)

dont try grand displays of pda in public tho

he sets the boundary that he doesn’t like it

he just thinks these things should be kept more professional especially while at work

he doesn’t mind a quick peck though

or gentle yet subtle touches

Yamada (present mic) teases him about how he went from a ‘emo loner’ to getting this fine looking s/o

LOLL

(even if you don’t think you’re fine yes you are I can’t express that enough—your personality shows and makes you attractive)

his ‘I miss you’ kisses are so much more romantic

say he or you went on a dangerous mission or one of you had your life on the line

As soon as you get home your getting a ‘I miss you’ kiss

an ‘I miss you’ kiss with him feels like

him embracing you in a hug as soon as you get home and not letting go for a while. him pressing you up against a wall, not even in a suggestive way and kissing you for long periods of time. Getting the most out of every second you spend together. him giving you little pecks in between long ones because he just can’t keep his lips off of you after not having you for so long.

After a life/death situation or hard mission he would be really caring and protective of you for a while

not that he isn’t always but you mind find yourself getting a few extra kisses and such <3

kisses on the temple become casual, especially when alone

hand and cheek kisses frequency increases as well

btw if your not into pda?

No prob! He isn’t either!

if you are?

his kisses are so gentle yet paced, making you crave them all the more

I hope you enjoy my new ‘character’s kisses series!!

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meliaaizawa · 7 months ago

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their type

Headcanons on what Aizawa's, Toshinori's, and Hizashi's types are. Part two (with Tai, Kugo, Ryo, and Vlad) is coming either tomorrow or Wednesday.

Ah, it's been so long since I posted something! I'm so sorry.

Aizawa Shouta

Yagi Toshinori

Yamada Hizashi

Take care of spiders and bugs for him.

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meliaaizawa · 1 year ago

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meliaaizawa · 1 year ago

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Could you do some dating headcannons with aizawa?

he likes sleeping a lot, obviously, but he does ironically enough sober up when he is around you

he has enough to deal with at school, so he likes to take quality time with you!

though, since he has a lot going on, he doesn’t want to consider marriage until he has the time to take a long break

he is a great hubby though, never saying no to cuddles and such, and he is always there for you anytime you need him. ever!

he spoils you tbh, but he never will show you off. there is too much to risk, and he also doesn’t feel the need to do so anyways

you also have the opportunity to buy anything you want/need, AND you get a cat! 🫶

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meliaaizawa · 1 year ago

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UA Teacher headcannons

-With Hounddog’s quirk being dog naturally he has a lot of hair. He has a slighter thicker layer of peach fuzz over his skin so it just feels like he has fur - due to this he sheds hair a lot. Shizen learnt this the hard way as when her and Hounddog became official and they started to hang out more like a couple Shizen found his hair just..everywhere. In her own hair, in her clothes, in her shoes, and LOTS of it! Shizen usually isn’t bothered by this kind of thing since she’s never been one to get all grossed out over hair, but in the end brought a special brush that helps remove the hair from clothing, bed sheets and furniture

-Midnight’s room is intoxicated with the smell of at least 6 different perfumes and Mic’s is the same but with hair spray. Aizawa refuses to go near the bathroom once Hizashi is finished cuz it’ll take at least an hour for all the hair spray he used to air out. Snipe doesn’t really care all that much with Nemuri’s perfume, Snipe smells of dirt and horses so he’s not one to judge - Midnight one time replaced his body spray with a perfume, Snipe didn’t notice until someone pointed out how he smelled oddly of lavender

-Cementoss and Thirteen are bff’s and despite being the youngest are the somewhat care takers to everyone else. They fuss at Aizawa to actually ate some real food, NO his juice pouches do not count. They both practically yell at Snipe, Hounddog and Higari when they go to walk in caked in mud and dirt, and Cementoss and Thirteen have memorized everyone’s go to beverage so when they make a hot drink they’ll know exactly what everyone else wants

-Aizawa has kitty paw slippers, Hizashi got him them jokingly one year for secret santa, Aizawa didn’t take them off for 9 days. It was only when Hizashi bribed him with cat videos did Aizawa willingly wand them over to be washed

-The teachers can obviously make alarms in their phones, but no one ever does cuz they have Hizashi, a literal walking speaker, he does a good enough job

-Ectoplasm and Shizen both suffer from being smothered in the mornings. More often then not Ectoplasm wakes up to Higari laying ontop of him, and when he tries to leave Higari just hugs him tighter like a koala bear. Shizen suffers the same fate, Hounddog is a heavy, deep sleeper, waking him up is a chore. If she’s lucky she’ll simply be trapped under his arm which he will use to drag her lazily back to bed when she tries to get up…or if she’s unlucky she may just suffocate when she wakes up with his head laying ontop of her

-Ectoplasm has a karaoke night and Midnight has Girls night. Shizen gets dragged along while Thirteen is pretty enthusiastic about it - they watch bad soap operas and teenage drama movies.

-Lunch rush makes all and any meals for the teachers when they’re in the teachers dorms. His quirk is pratically made for the job, in exchange the other teachers clean up the plates and cutlery

-Powerloader, Hounddog and occasionally Snipe have the worst potty mouths out of the staff, mostly Powerloader and Hounddog though. Thirteen and Cementoss made a swear jar one time and it was full within a week

-Blood King (aside from Shizen cuz her quirk lets her understand Hounddog) is the only person who can understand Hounddog when his speech has resorted to barks and growling. Blood King has become pretty much immune to shock or surprise when his best friend starts barking and growling, so will just calmly stand there wiping the spit off his face waiting for Hounddog to finish

(slightly dirty one here)

-Ectoplasm and Hounddog have themselves a fine set a chompers, which can leave pretty…hard to cover up marks. Shizen and Powerloader both suffer this fate of having to hide any love bites. One time during the summer they both where stuck with this predicament and so where forced to wear long sleeved shirts and jumpers to hide them. Both lost half their weight in sweat that day

Midnight: Why are you two wearing jumpers? It’s the middle of summer

Powerloader/Shizen: No reason

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