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Let Me Rest

Exhaustion starters!! because i'm so tired man. im so tired. i slept 12 hours and im still so tired.

"You can barely stand any more."

"You're wobbling on your feet."

"When's the last time you rested?"

"Hey - come on - let me help you to bed."

"I got you a blanket."

"No - stop complaining - you're laying down."

"You're going to destroy yourself at this rate."

"You have to rest sometimes."

"I want you to feel better."

"If you feel like everyone hates you, you need to sleep."

"Okay, you're... not making any sense. Go to bed."

"Sleep isn't a failure."

"Rest is important."

"Shut up. Go to bed."

"The nightmares are... really bad..."

"I don't know when I last slept..."

"I'm gonna... elephant the beam... 'n I'm... uh..."

"I texted my friend "spu auash guahg." what does that mean?"

"If I'm going to bed then you... you... uh..."

"... will you stay with me tonight?"

"It's cold..."

"I wanna, um.. I just... bit longer..."

"Just getting a glass of water."

"Nooo I don't need t'sleep..."

"M'fine. It's... is fine. I'm..."

"I've never been so tired in my whole life."

"I've been laying here for hours and I can't sleep."

"I want to cry. I hate this."

"There's nothing left in me."

"I feel like a jukebox. Juice - juice box. Empty juice box."

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Send, "Don't think about it!" for sender to help receiver break out of a flashback.

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— LOVE IS IN THE AIR!

Valentine's   Day   starters.   Send   me... (Send   🔄   +   any   emoji   to   reverse   the   outcome.)

❤️   to   give   my   muse   a   box   of   chocolates. 💐   to   give   my   muse   a   bouquet   of   flowers. 🎁   to   give   my   muse   a   gift   of   your   choice. 🍬   to   give   my   muse   some   Valentine's   Day   candy. 💋   to   share   a   Hershey's   kiss   with   my   muse. 😘   to   share   a   real   kiss   with   my   muse. 💞   to   be   my   muse's   Valentine. 🍷   to   go   wine   tasting   with   my   muse. 💕   to   give   my   muse   an   amorous   massage. 🍿   to   watch   a   romantic   comedy   with   my   muse. 💌   to   write   my   muse   a   love   letter. 🍪   to   bake   cookies   with   my   muse. 💓   to   go   on   a   romantic   outing   with   my   muse. 🍫   to   feed   my   muse   chocolates. 💃   to   slow   dance   with   my   muse.

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valentine's day application

Name: Age: Do you like to cuddle?: Can we make-out?: A night in or dinner out?: Ice cream or chocolate covered strawberries?: What makes you a good Valentine?: Would you cook for me?: Would you let me cook for you?:

[melancoliefatale]

Dealing with Self Loathing

"You need to be kinder to yourself."

"I don't like hearing you talk about yourself like that."

"You're not stupid."

"Who made you believe you were stupid?"

"No - stop it. No more cruelty."

"I don't know why you're so angry at yourself all the time."

"You don't achieve anything by hating yourself."

"Why do you doubt yourself so much?"

"Don't you know how incredible you are?"

"I'm not going to listen to you insulting yourself."

"I don't think you're any of the things you say you are."

"You're not meant to hate yourself."

"They lied to you, you know."

"Your nature isn't cruelty."

"I want you to see yourself how I see you."

"There's so much goodness in you."

"Stop saying these awful things."

"You're smart, you're funny."

"I want you to be proud of what you've achieved."

"It's like you're constantly tensing, expecting to be told off for being alive."

"You make me happy, you know that, right?"

"It's not about being the best. It's about being you."

"Just - trust what I'm saying. Please."

"Someone convinced you about all these awful things."

"You're not meant to feel this way about yourself."

"Why do you hate yourself so much?"

"I love you, no matter how little you think of yourself."

"Someone in your past let you down."

"I want you to take my hand, and take a breath, and understand."

"You have to know that you're none of these things they said you were. You're not a monster, or stupid, or cruel. You're a person. And that's okay."

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Gentle Care pt 2

Gentle Care was my best rated meme of '24, so here's another one! part 1

"Give my hand a little squeeze. See? I'm right here."

"It's okay to cry, you know."

"Are you cold? Here - take my jacket -"

"Rest your head on my lap."

"Let's get you clean."

"The water's warm but not too hot."

"Here - some tissues. They're the soft kind."

"You can close your eyes."

"You'll always be safe here."

"Shh... hey... relax... that's it... you can fall asleep..."

"You can say you love me, I won't hold it against you."

"Take a deep, slow breath."

"I know how it feels to be so afraid you're scared to even breathe."

"I know more than you think."

"You can trust me, it'll be okay."

"Let me see."

"I know you're ashamed. But it's okay. I won't judge you."

"Is it okay if I hug you?"

"Hold still. I have a bandage."

"I'm not great at first aid, but you clearly need my help."

"Hey... I know you don't want to. But you need to eat."

"Careful, it's soup. I mean - I mean it's hot. It's also... soup."

"I'm not going to let anyone hurt you."

"The night is long and cold. But we'll be warm and safe here."

"I can tell you a joke. Or make a fool of myself. I just want to see you smile."

"There's so much goodness out there. You'll see it again."

"Don't tell anyone, but... I love you."

"We could always make it better."

"This is going to sting, you know? Just - brace for it."

"I'm not letting anyone hurt you, not whilst I'm about."

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[ MENDED ]  for receiver to treat sender’s wound which leads to them having to remove an article of clothing resulting in revealing scars hidden beneath (daguerreopher) antoine :>

Antoine have heard about a fight that broke out in the manor as if it wouldn’t happened in a such crowded and anxious environment yet hearing who was involved with it and it was that french noble man. The one who seemed more composed, acting dignified and particularly aloof being involved with a fight ? And the more he learned by The mixture of voices reporting details of this news again, two injured and the photographer was among them but seemed to have left.

the smell of blood invaded his noise as he approached and even before seeing the injured. It was a tall man with a sort of mask but he could feel that twisted amusement from it. And the doctor Emily was taking care of the badly injured individual already…so it left him to check on Joseph that was also injured as other witnesses said.

And Arrived as his room, he knocked while calling the man name and got the silence to answer. And by fear that Joseph might be not well and to not take risks he entered but only to find the camera open in wich he entered before calling that man name again. When Antoine find him, that sort of youthful young man grimacing and holding his abdomen as the doctor saw the droplets of blood tainting the tern world with some colors.

It was difficult to let Joseph helping him but after some argumentation Joseph was laying down on the bed as Antoine was sitting on a chair next to him, numbing and irrigated the wound before disinfect it and now sewing it with attention, with meticulous work.

The laceration was next to the rib and would have almost touch it if Joseph wasn’t lucky and ended to the other hip, like a diagonal.

the photographer must have dodge it or it was a stroke of luck that it wasn’t enough to open him like a bag with a knife, it would have been traumatizing for a lot of people to deal with éviscération.

not that it was as bad as it look, making sure that the intestines are damp and not being grossly but hold together by a piece of cloth or appropriate equipment it would do the trick.

and putting everything in order wasn’t a difficult thing to do.

it seems his mind has wandered too much and continued further as he treated the man, The noble man who nowz his whole chest was now exposed and it was…indeed strange to not see the cracks or that husk appearance…Joseph seemed much more lively now, the way his respiration rise and fall and the scars on his chest, scars he could recognize.

his eyes pulled away from this fascination to look into Joseph eyes, after cutting the threads with a scissors now that the wounds was close…he just needed some special bandage. « Are you used to fight Monsieur Desaulniers ? »

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" WILL THEY, WON'T THEY? " A LIST OF PROMPTS:

first off, mega massive thanks to my lovely and brilliant friend @whatspoilers for the EXCELLENT title!! hi my loves! so this is a list of scenarios in which the receiver has an opportunity to look at the sender in a different light, resulting in... something. a kiss? a punch? a declaration? a confession? i know you guys, i know how spicy your brains are, so spice away! i do want to stress that the outcome of the "feelings" does NOT necessarily need to be a romantic one. it could be anger, it could be a sudden revelation, a betrayal, a heartbreaking plot twist, whatever you want! i insist on making this very clear: if you send this, there is NO expectation of the receiver to make it romantic UNLESS they want to. likewise, if the feelings ARE romantic, it's not force-shipping, this is just the receiver's muse getting a minute to evaluate their relationship with the sender and how they want it to continue! and ofc DO NOT ADD TO OR EDIT THIS LIST!

[ DANCE ]: while the sender and receiver are slow dancing together, their close proximity and the intimacy of the situation causes feelings to rise to the surface.

[ BED ]: while the sender is sleeping beside them, the receiver has a moment to watch them and consider their own feelings, resulting in clarity and a realization.

[ CONSTELLATION ]: as the pair lie down in a field and watch the stars overhead, the receiver turns to watch the sender gazing skywards, leading to them confronting their own feelings.

[ NURSE ]: after a battle gone wrong, the receiver begins to tend to the sender's wounds, fading adrenaline and rising fear causing them to realize their feelings.

[ OBSERVATION ]: when showing the sender something they've been working on, the receiver can't help but address their feelings as the sender gazes in wonder at their work.

[ ENTRANCED ]: while the sender works on something they're passionate about, the receiver has a chance to look at them properly and consider their own feelings for them.

[ DEFENCE ]: when the sender rushes to defend the receiver against a threat of any description, the receiver takes a moment to consider how they feel about the sender.

[ COLLABORATION ]: as they work together on a project, the receiver has a moment in which they contemplate their true feelings regarding the sender.

[ CONFLICT ]: during an argument with the sender, the receiver realizes there's an unspoken depth to their feelings, and takes a second to consider them closer.

[ DEFIANCE ]: after realizing there's a situation which could threaten one of their lives in order to protect a larger group, the receiver and sender have a fierce argument in private, leading to a realization of their real feelings.

[ TRAINING ]: during a sparring session, the sender and receiver end up on the floor, leading one of them to seizing the upper hand and straddling the other. the receiver has an unexpected realization of their feelings regarding their sparring partner in the process.

[ FAMILY ]: watching the sender interacting fondly with others, the receiver (from afar) takes a moment to take a closer look at their relationship.

[ STORM ]: when the two of them get caught outside in a rainstorm, the receiver uses an umbrella/jacket as a shelter, which the sender shares with them, causing the receiver to be confronted with the truth of their relationship with the sender.

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Recent Head Injury Sentences, Vol. 2

(Sentences for muses that have had a recent head injury, and the those that support them. Adjust phrasing where needed)

"You messed with my brain?"

"You can't imagine what it's like for a man like me to not have access to parts of his mind!"

"When I woke up, I was covered in blood."

"I don't know who I am anymore."

"It looks like you've got a minor concussion. You're going to stay awake for another eight hours. If you fall asleep and there's swelling, there's a good chance you could end up in a coma."

"If you can't trust your own mind, then what have you got?"

"Your head wound wasn't caused by an accident. It was the result of a gunshot."

"How many times can a human brain endure something like that?"

"What if I don't want to remember?"

"They say there are some things better not remembered."

"Apart from feeling like someone stuck knitting needles in my ears, I'm fine!"

"Sometimes, I think there's something missing."

"I have no desire to damage my brain."

"We know less about the brain than any other organ in the body."

"How can I tell what's real and what's not?"

"My whole brain's a bunch of missing pieces."

"It's just headaches! I know what I'm doing!"

"A concussion with a previous history of brain injury is a very serious situation!"

"What happened to my head, it's not something that gets better."

"I don't remember how I got here..."

"Your memory will return over the next several days, so we'll wait and watch."

"Have the headaches started yet?"

"I was saying something. What was I saying?"

"You're suffering from a head trauma. You appear to have mild retrograde amnesia."

"I want my old life back..."

"Are you hallucinating?"

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my favorite genre of fictional character is like "i am terrifying to almost everyone, i'm very good at killing, i can endure anything, i've become exceptionally good at playing into my reputation, and if you try to give me positive social interaction i will react with confusion and cower in a corner like an abused animal. and i may try to shoot you. but there is also a chance i may imprint on you like a feral dog receiving its first loving touch! good luck."

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EXTENSIVE SCAR RELATED PROMPTS 

GENERAL 

[ TOUCH ]  for sender to trace one of receiver’s scars 

[ TOUCHED ]  for receiver to trace one of sender’s scars

[ DISCOVER ]  for sender to see receiver’s scars for the first time 

[ DISCOVERED ]  for receiver to see sender’s scars for the first time 

[ CARESS ]  for sender to kiss one of receiver’s scars 

[ CARESSED ]  for receiver to kiss one of sender’s scars

[ SHOW ]  for sender to purposefully reveal their scars for receiver to see 

[ SHOWN ]  for receiver to purposefully reveal their scars for sender to see 

SCENARIOS

[ MEND ]  for sender to treat receiver’s wound which leads to them having to remove an article of clothing resulting in revealing scars hidden beneath

[ MENDED ]  for receiver to treat sender’s wound which leads to them having to remove an article of clothing resulting in revealing scars hidden beneath

[ BLUNDER ]  for sender to walk in on receiver in a state of undress thus seeing their scars for the first time

[ BLUNDERED ]  for receiver to walk in on sender in a state of undress thus seeing their scars for the first time 

[ KISS ]  our muses are having sex for the first time which then reveals sender’s scars to receiver 

[ KISSED ]  our muses are having sex for the first time which then reveals receiver’s scars to sender 

[ BATHE ]  our muses take a shower together and sender looks over receiver’s scars 

[ BATHED ]  our muses take a shower together and receiver looks over sender’s scars. 

WORDS

❝  your scars are nothing to be ashamed of.  ❞

❝  why do you hide your scars?  ❞

❝  i see every mark as something to be proud of,  proof of all i survived.  ❞

❝  can i ask what happened here—  how did you get this one?  ❞

❝  sometimes i get these phantom pains i guess you could say.  little aches and i find them oddly comforting.  because my soul still hurts even if my body is healed.  ❞

❝  i wish i could get rid of my scars.  they’re just reminders of everything i want to forget.  ❞

❝  is it alright if i touch this scar?  ❞

❝  it’s okay—  you can touch it if you want.  doesn’t hurt anymore.  ❞

❝  please don’t touch it.  ❞

❝  you don’t have to tell me how you got it.  i just wanted to see.  ❞

❝  looks worse than it was.  ❞

❝  i want to kill every person responsible for leaving you scarred. ❞

❝  i made sure the people who left marks on me wouldn’t get the chance to do it again.  ❞

❝  woah—  what the hell happened there? ❞

❝  you don’t have to hide them around me.  the scars are just part of who you are.  and i like all of what i see.  ❞

❝  i don’t really like letting people see them.  ❞

❝  it’s okay—  honestly i forget they’re there most of the time.  ❞

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Send, "Wait, who are you?" for sender to get amnesia!

Send, "You know who I am, don't you?" for receiver to get amnesia.

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Send 🌿 to accidentally get caught under the mistletoe with my muse.

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Late Night Panic Attack

"I woke up and you weren't there."

"I heard you screaming."

"Oh, no - another nightmare?"

"Okay, hey, I'm here - I'm here -"

"Whoa hey what the fuck - are you okay?"

"It's just a nightmare! Wake up!"

"How did you end up on the floor? [Name]?"

"[Name]? Are you - hey - are you okay?"

"Look at me. Look at me! I'm here!"

"Not again - you're safe."

"You're okay, you're at home, you're in bed."

"Snap out of it! Please! You're scaring me!"

"Wake up!!"

"How did you get into the hall?"

"We need to get you back to bed."

"I can't bre - breathe -"

"They're back, they came back for me -"

"Where am I?!"

"Get off me! No! No! Wait - wait, I'm sorry -"

"It's not safe - it's not safe here -"

"Don't leave me, don't - don't go - "

"Ow - how did I end up on the floor?"

"Not again... I just want to sleep..."

"I'm s- so sor-sorry -"

"I can't st-stop shaking -"

"Is it this? Forever? Every night?"

"My - chest - hurts -"

"Don't let go of me, please, please -"

"My throat hurts... oh, no, was I screaming?"

"I didn't mean to wake you, I'm sorry, I just.. I got so scared. So scared..."

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Show my muse some positivity, tell them what you like about them, something your muse likes about them, or just something nice. Warm their heart.

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for those who’ve been hurt … sentence starters 

tw: victim-blaming / dismissing hurt.  change pronouns / wording as needed

“You deserved better.”

“You’ve lost a lot, haven’t you?”

“I mean, you hurt them a lot, too.”

“I won’t hurt you the way they did.”

“You deserve to feel safe. And happy.”

“There’s nothing wrong with being wary.”

“You never shouldn’t been treated that way.”

“They aren’t here. they can’t hurt you, again.”

“How long are you going to let this affect you?”

“I know you don’t trust me, yet, and that’s okay.”

“I’m sorry. I want to earn your trust back. Please.”

“No, I’m not upset with you, why would you — oh.”

“You’ve been through a lot. It’s okay. We’ll take it slow.”

“Why can’t you just get over it? It happened so long ago.”

“You haven’t said a word since it happened. Are you okay?”

“You’re still healing. It’s only natural you don’t trust anyone, yet.”

“Why didn’t you ever tell someone what you were going through?”

“What happened to you was unfair… it’s okay to be angry about it.”

“Do you think you’ll ever be able to forgive them for what they did?”

“You’re a better person than they ever were, and this just proves it.”

“If you ever want to talk about it, you know I’ll always be here to listen.”

“You’re safe here. I know it’ll take you a while to believe it, but you are.”

“Just because they hurt you doesn’t mean everyone else is out to get you, too.”

“I know you’ve been hurt in the past, and I promise, I’ll never let that happen, again.”

“Cry. Scream. Break something if you need to. Just… you need to process this somehow.”

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general unwell starters

"You just passed out."

"Are you okay? I'm worried about you."

"You're really shaking."

"Why are you so cold?"

"Why are you so hot?"

"You're not breathing right."

"Is your chest okay? You keep grabbing it."

"Wait, are you crying?"

"I can't hold your weight by myself -"

"You just went white as a sheet."

"You haven't eaten, have you?"

"You're too light."

"Something's wrong."

"You need help."

"Let me help you?"

"Okay, your heart beat is really weak."

"We need to take you to the hospital."

"I think this bone might be broken."

"There's a lot of blood."

"I think your nose is bleeding."

"Oh, that's not meant to bend like that."

"I heard a crack."

"Hold onto me. Don't close your eyes."

"I'm begging you to stay awake!"

"Your eyes aren't meant to look like that."

"You need to sit down."

"We're going to get you out of here."

"Nice, slow breaths, okay?"

"You're going to get better."

"I need to get you help. I need to help you."