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i was born to be someone’s loser mutual

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werewolf yuri

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rice with soy sauce... save me rice with soy sauce... rice... rice with soy sauce...

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had to wake up super early this week for work so i drew my beautiful son waking up, he's very sleepy 🐾!!!!

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Trick or treat!

you get shirtless onceler I found on Pinterest dot com

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mwaaaah ! In these trying times.

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i have a heart. it’s black. and it beats for you.

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Agatha Harkness has only ever loved two people in her life, Nicky and Rio. And in the end she lost them both.

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ok well i'm gonna go jerk off now *starts getting lowered by chain pulley into an ominous glowing red pit*

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my swanqueen era is coming back

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you think there's a subsect of sorcerers who's taken names are just normal sounding names? like hi my names John Brown, and this is my brother Pain Evil

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Thought I was different, thought I'd save your soul. Guess you can't save a half that isn't whole.

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how it feels when the thing i like is something i really like and thats because i really like it and it makes me happy to like it

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man i'm just... kinda really sad about that end, actually.

it felt like such a cheapshot for them to bring agatha back. and to have her acknowledge that she was avoiding her son in death but not having her to return to him in the end?

i know marvel is the king of 'no real endings' because there's always more money to be made, but like... they made a relationship and a show centered around death. they had to have understood that this was going to need a proper end, at least for agatha as a character.

not to mention, bringing her back so she could be the great magical guide for a this kid instead of getting to see her son again in death just.. leaves a bad taste in my mouth. sorry.

and like... the lack of explanation for agatha and rio's time together? rio so clearly knew all these intimate details about her - immediately recognizing agatha's trial, refusing to leave agatha with her mother, the flowers and the dancing - and there had to be space for their relationship to grow into the twisted thing it became instead of the innocent faces and 'please, my love' that it was before billy's death. and we got to see none of that.

i think i'm extra disappointed because some of this series was so brilliantly done - lilia's episode, with the explanation of the cut together dialogue? that was amazing - but in the end i'm just... there was such a brilliant and compelling sapphic dynamic and i feel like they kinda tore it apart. bleh. :P

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I do appreciate jac schaeffer’s apology a lot like the russo brothers killed natasha and didn’t care that people were up in arms about her not even getting a funeral so this is truly a big thing for an mcu creative to do because she honestly didn’t have to. But at the end of the day, I think I’ll always be mad that they didn’t think Agathario was important enough (to show their backstory, to explain their love, explain Rio’s involvement in Nicky’s life) and spent the last 2 episodes focusing on a man in this famously women led show with the first lesbian leading couple in the MCU I mean like I think a backstory would be important in this context.

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so. so. so. so. just finished agatha all along! hahaha. aha. im going to KILL MYSELF ABOUT IT.

anyways expect lilia character study and agatha/rio fixits.

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AGATHA ALL ALONG 1.08 - Follow Me My Friend / To Glory At The End