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I woke up on somethin' istg skksksksk

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This one's a bit of a personal drawing this time around.

I'm gonna end up rambling a bit, if you don't wanna waste time reading then you may skip over the part beneath this.

These past few months I have come to realize something. I am not capable of loving as your average person would.

My ability to show affection fluctuates like a light switch that I have no control of. There are days where, yes, I can easily show and accept love as easily as it comes. Then there are other days when I simply don't care for it and it's harder for me to show. I also find it to be difficult to become romantically attached to a person I don't know well.

Because of this reason, I don't technically wish to be in a relationship. I don't think it would be fair for a partner that expects more, I guess.. At this point, I just wish for a person to spend time with.

I enjoy my alone time whenever I can get it, and there are days when I want to be just that. Alone. Just as there are days where I simply can't stand it.

This has just really been eating at me for the longest time. I would have random moments when I would just breakdown from the fearful thought that I would end up dying alone because of this.

But finally, I have come to terms with it. Even if I have difficulty with this, it doesn't deter that I still care..

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SLEUTH JESTERS

I read sleuth jesters while I was away from home and i ended up adoring it and then going "im gonna make a simple fanart" and ended up learning how to tween LMAOOO

Anyways this is a gift for @sunnys-aesthetic, creator of the Detective Au and @naffeclipse, the amazing writer behind Sleuth Jester on AO3!

Still image

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Safest place on earth ｡°✩

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Fanart of Cryptid Sightings by @naffeclipse

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imagine that a cool funny description is written here

Sleuth Jester's by @naffeclipse !!

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song: red flags by tom cardy

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And the grass where you lay left a bed in your shape

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Imagining ruin dca like this

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I forgot that this animation existed, my memory is really wrong x'd

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Thinking about actually painting this soon

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childhood memories (2021)

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Fnaf movie predictions

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I notice a pattern here

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i just know they’re having the wildest convo rn

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on their way to get a happy meal.

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㋡🥀

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Mount Rainier by Lazgrapher.

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