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Started the Fires of Heaven and and so far this is my biggest takeaway

(Original tweet under cut)

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I just got described as an "ad hating commie" by someone because I said a minute of youtube ads is unpleasant. fully spent 5 minutes arguing and defending youtube ads. insane stuff

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acidbath ass death

Wearing my canonically accurate Antares cosplay as I pull my girlfriend into my room: Hehe come on babe, I'll make you cum so hard you'll be a blaster 4.

My girlfriend, wearing the costume of her original character, Taylon Hober: I don't know babe, don't you think our power difference is problematic.

Me: Heh, that sort of thing is for the power testers to worry about.

I jump onto the mattress and my spiked shoulder pads instantly punctures the water bed and blasts toxic goo everywhere killing us instantly

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poll time (sorry if youve taken this exact poll 15 times im just curious about my particular containment area)

*on your main (your def of main) blog on its own

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I don't know how to embed a reblog in another reblog, if that's possible but - relevant.

i imagine richard nixon being submissive to me. Just in the room basically waiting for me for tummy rubs etc. like hes a little puppy. Even jerk off to that thought.

i cant do this anymore bro

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I feel bad cause I haven't been active here but I'm kinda desperate and dunno what to do.

Tldr : about to be homeless share's, and and help is appreciated.

First up I am a disabled, chronic pain suffering, gay trans girl in a Australia who lost her job in June and been fighting on her own ever since.

This is the one and only time I'll post this cause I have a problem where I gotta do everything myself.

I am About to be homeless, government help has refused to start (rent assistance etc) till next month and I'm facing being evicted and homeless. If you want to help me an my pets I have a Kofi.

For a little bit longer explication here are my current options.

1: be homeless in about a week :(

2: somehow scrape together the money I need to pay this month and face next month in a similar light untill I can get back on my feet and hopefully use the employment services that start in December and hope I can get a job when I been trying to find work for three years (not kidding). I was made redundant in June from the hospital I worked at as a scientist.

3: find a way to throw away 90% of my belongings and jump in a car with my pets, drive 25 hrs and become a live in career of my grandparents for a family that is transphobic, homophobic, anti science, anti medicine, conspiracy theorists, religious Christian extremists who disowned me for years when I came out and accused me of being possesses and haven't changed to this day even tho we are now on talking terms again.

I dunno what to as rent in Australia is obscene in a crisis and I simply don't have friends I can rely on close to me.

I have very little I can offer but if it's editing videos, audio, or stories; and even writing oc lore, fanfictions... Really if I can do it I will. Contact me and I'll do what I can.

Other than me here are some faces you can help

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I guess what it comes down to for me is, are you engaging in measured criticism of Garth Ennis's tendency to reproduce the bigotry he's trying oppose through his use of caricature, and the frequent failure mode of his shock-value humor undercutting the point he's trying to make, or are you like. being super performative in an online way about how sick to your stomach you get when you read Garth Ennis, while demonstrating a near-gleeful ignorance of the industry culture and political culture within which he made certain creative decisions

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Harry was right I don’t want to be this kind of animal anymore

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i'm rereading lisa's cops and robbers speech and i think its interesting how much it reads like a lie?

obviously its wrong to say that rachel is taking it too seriously, it's not like she has a choice. but lisa doesn't have a choice either! coil recruited her with a gun to the head!

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Taylor my beloved

"We know what you're about," Glenn said. He touched his keyboard, then typed out what I presumed was a password. A second passed, "Look."He spun his monitor around.It was me, entering the PRT office in Brockton Bay. A video feed from a surveillance camera.It was me, crawling through a window. That would be from the night I retaliated against Tagg. Odd, seeing how the bugs moved in coordination with me. When I turned my head in the video, the orientation of every bug in the swarm changed in the same moment.All around me, PRT employees were howling in pain, their cries silenced by the lack of an audio feed. Either the camera hadn't picked it up, or Glenn had muted it. They thrashed. One reached for me, for the me on the screen, and I could see how I moved out of the way without even glancing at him. The swarm concealed me at the same time, briefly obscuring the Skitter in the video from both the man on the ground and the security camera. When it parted, she had shifted two or three feet to the left. A simple step to one side in the half-second she couldn't be seen, but it misled the eyes.

And I couldn't remember doing it. I'd never consciously added the trick to my repertoire."If you told me that girl was a member of the Slaughterhouse Nine," Glenn said, "I wouldn't have batted an eyelash."

From Drone 23.3

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my read of this is that lisa is lying, obviously, but also kind of being delusionally hopeful? she thinks if she commits to the bit hard enough that coil and the gang will fall into step with the wacky adventures of the undersiders as they foil the plans of Armsmaster and the stuffy protectorate stooges. and if this wasn't Worm, that'd be exactly what they'd be doing. first the bank and then maybe a data heist at Medhall, or they steal a jewel passing through into boston from under Dragon's nose. and meanwhile Taylor gets to have a grand time hanging out with her new best buddies! yay!

only, of course, that's not who these people are. coil isn't just content to bankroll teenage hijinks. Armsmaster would obsess to the point of a mental break every time the undersiders give him the hypothetical slip, growing more desperate and violent as he did in canon. and Leviathan and the Travellers and the Slaughterhouse Nine are all on the horizon. and not a single one of those people give two shits about the unspoken rules, violating them at every turn. and key of all here is Taylor herself, who will not be satisfied with wacky adventures at all, because she thrives in the kind of environment that Armsmaster, Leviathan, the Travellers and the S9 create.

I suppose the point of establishing the unspoken rules here is so that we have yet another handle to show that the whole world, even the parahuman world, is against Taylor, because the superhero community who are already treating themselves and the villains as first class citizens over the unpowered will band together and violate those privileges to fuck over Taylor with injustice, like everyone else in her life so far.

i'm rereading lisa's cops and robbers speech and i think its interesting how much it reads like a lie?

obviously its wrong to say that rachel is taking it too seriously, it's not like she has a choice. but lisa doesn't have a choice either! coil recruited her with a gun to the head!

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Shitty lil doodle

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i'm literally the priest's most hated sacrificial lamb because i am the most violent and spiteful and i would kick and scream the whole way from the pen when they put the rope around my neck. i gore the traitorous shepherd in the thigh as he pulls me along and i dig my hooves into the feet of every onlooker and i take a finger from each of the six grown men that have to hold me still on the altar with my bones splintering in their grips because they have to hold me so tightly or i would escape. i bite off the head priest's cock so his less experienced subordinate has to come at me with the sacrificial knife and he has to saw through my neck and stomach and he cuts gouges out of his own hands every time the knife slips as it becomes dull and blunt on my spinal cord and ribcage. and my every cry is a curse and my eyes are filled with righteous indignation as my poisonous guts spill out onto the soil and i void my rancid bowels onto the men that hold me and the whole village weeps from the stench and the sound and the sight but i refuse to forgive them because i would never be their acceptable, necessary evil. and as they try to burn me as an offering to god the acrid smoke that floats off my burning corpse overpowers their incense and poisons the air around the church for weeks and the rancid fat and grease and dark blood gets into the floorboards and the walls and all over their sacred idols and stained glass and the splintered bones they cast into the flames spit and explode and pierce into the eyes of children and goodwives and the wounds become infested with my feces and urine and no matter how many times i come back to life crawling out of my own smoking viscera i never forgive them i never forgive them i never forgive them

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wait do people read first person stories and think they're the ones in the story???

Saw people talking about not liking first person, which is fair, but their reasoning was like "I would not do that" and I don't understand that mindset.

First person stories are still about a character. A character making their own decisions. First person isn't about you???? At least I thought it wasn't. What am I missing? I've always seen first person as just a more in-depth look into a character's mind and stricter POV. Not as a reader stand-in.