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:)

"2025 is going to be my year!" I say as I just receive the worst news of my life that essentially I can't have a life of my own. My parents rely on my rent check too much so I can't even fucking move out and be independent. No. I have to care for these poor emotionally abusive disabled fuckbags who can't even hold themselves accountable for how they treated me in their lowest moments of stress and anger. While I bust my hump at two jobs that don't even pay me over 2k together. Oh yeah they're swell. I freeze up any time someone raises their voice at me. That's a normal response of someone who was brought up well in a good childhood, right? Not like I smoke and drink to escape anything, like this exact scenario. I fucking called off work because I'd probably just take it out on someone and I didn't want to do that.

No girl wants to be with a guy who still lives with his parents. I'm going to be alone until I'm 40. Fucking joke of a man.

I can't even travel on my own because I'll just wonder if they're alright without me. Can't leave the mortal coil because then they'll be homeless.

I have never wanted to die more in my life than now. But I can't. I won't. Somehow I'll keep living and keep going and everything will work out in a decade or so, right? :))))) Things get better right? :)))))

There's nothing for me in this town. And I have no choice but to stay. Unless I somehow find a job that will allow me to move out on my own and support them, but can't fucking do that when you send your two oldest sisters to college to out of state private institutionts and they fucking study the fucking arts and are now in debt so of course they ccan't fucking help out either but because they shot your parents credit your parents can't send you to school reliably so you just have to drum up the money to go to school in america on your own :))))))

But yes. The problems in this country stem solely from trans kids playing sports and using the bathroom and immigrants. And I can't do a damn thing about anything. I can't change anything. I can't change anything. Can't even fucking off myself. That's a good thing.

Somebody help me.

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Animation preview!  I’ve got two more gifs to make, roughly 20 frames each, but I’m gonna be smart about it and take my time so as not to kill my wrist.  I think I’ll clean this one up a bit, too

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Yeah, using the apple pencil kinda fucks

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i hauve a cold

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How are my sweetie pees

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*pounds a monster at 9pm* why can't I ever sleep at night

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Gorillaz art and Craig McCrackens's redraws of it

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they hold her 🎸