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@miquellakind Your father and I had a talk. We're willing to forgive the schism thing but you have to stop walking around like a carbon copy of Us. I mean Me.

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malenia is usually very shy about asking for things but she asked me to make her sword longer like 5 separate times. unalloyed gold is not easy to secrete i mean find

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post i would make if i had not abandoned my fear:

“i am getting scared”

post i must make now:

“i am getting sacred”

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stupid stupid stupid #failgod #hitting my head against the gate of divinity (daintily)

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More of Matheo and Lily :) life is hard for a goth

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it's messed up that men with long hair can just cut their hair and then no longer be a man with long hair

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man if I saw an elf nobody would be able to stop me

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hi i’m really sorry to bother you but i just wanted to warn you that you follow someone on here

this can't be true

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Sorry, it's 9 a.m. here, and the sun's already up… I ended up staying up all night, so I think I should get a little sleep to prepare for today's plans. Keep sending me requests, and I'll draw them slowly.🥺

Thank you for requesting!

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miquella wip

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"Questionnaire" - Wendell Berry

1. How much poison are you willing to eat for the success of the free market and global trade? Please name your preferred poisons. 2. For the sake of goodness, how much evil are you willing to do? Fill in the following blanks with the names of your favorite evils and acts of hatred. 3. What sacrifices are you prepared to make for culture and civilization? Please list the monuments, shrines, and works of art you would most willingly destroy. 4. In the name of patriotism and the flag, how much of our beloved land are you willing to desecrate? List in the following spaces the mountains, rivers, towns, farms you could most readily do without. 5. State briefly the ideas, ideals, or hopes, the energy sources, the kinds of security, for which you would kill a child. Name, please, the children whom you would be willing to kill.

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Okay so good news, the ADHD medication is working and I can focus on tasks. Downside, I understand that question on the autism screening that goes "do you have trouble switching tasks"

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donating my heavily annotated copy of house of leaves to the local library so that the person reading it gets a 5th layer of narrative to be confused by

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that "is elesh norn conventionally attractive" post has reminded me to be angry about how her design has been gradually shifted to be less monstrous and more feminine over the years. the inhumanity is the reason the original concept art by richard whitters and the art for her first card by igor kieryluk make her so character design so compelling.

she's not a woman, she's a flesh construct that's vaguely woman-shaped. this is the glistening oil's blind attempt at recreating a symbol of holy purity.

by the next time we see her on a magic card, kieryluk's design has already been watered down into a more typically feminine shape. she looks like she could have at one point been an ordinary woman here. the gore texture has been removed to make her midriff look like a normal, albeit red, woman's tummy. her limbs are practically normal, and if she's still 8 feet tall in this pic she doesn't look like it.

art of elesh norn from promotional material for all will be one, and the art of her actual card in the set. her flat torso plate has been completely resculpted to more cartoonish womanly proportions, including breasts. her thighs are inexplicably curvy (with flesh, presumably).

WHAT I'M SAYING is that elesh norn WASN'T conventionally attractive, we just got frogboiled into her design being more like that.