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Walk with me!!!

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Let have some fun I’m high💨💨, and I need a distraction. So roll something up, load a bowl, pack your dry herb vaporizer, or grab your rig and get medicated!!!!! I’ve been hooked on space and the James Webb Space Telescope.

Does space have a shape is it round, flat, square?

Do you think there’s alien life out there or would you support the idea that the UFO,s reported are human life from the future?

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“I used to be the one that people came to for everything. Recently my sister Ayla turned sixteen, and I helped her get a job at the sneaker store I used to work at. So there’s still some stuff I can do. But not a lot. I was at the bodega earlier today, trying to reach for shit. A complete stranger had to help me. I know it’s a great thing to help someone who’s disabled, or elderly. I used to do it all the time. But I’d always feel bad for that person. And that’s what I don’t want. I don’t want people feeling bad for me. Maybe it’s a man thing, or a pride thing. But I just rearranged my whole apartment by myself, in a fucking wheelchair. Not to bother people. Not to have anyone feel bad for me. Sometimes I’ll break down, but I do it by myself. Mainly at night. And even then,  I’ll give myself probably five, ten minutes to feel bad, but that’s it. I’ll start to think about my family. Like, I care about myself. But I care about my family so much more. And I know they wouldn’t want me in this place, so that’s what really pulls me through. I’ll try to think of happy memories. I used to think of shit that happened before the wheelchair, but then it’d be like: ‘Damn. I might not be able to do that again.’ So you know what I do now? I think about happy stuff that’s happened since I’ve been in the wheel chair. Recently my sister had her sweet sixteen party; I was actually scheduled to start radiation, but I made the doctor reschedule. Because I didn’t want to miss the party. I didn’t want everyone being like: ‘Where’s Craig? Where’s Craig?’ I didn’t want Ayla explaining my situation, thinking about my situation. So I made sure to go to that party. All my boys came through; they all knew my sister since she was young. The whole vibe was good. Nothing felt forced. I didn’t get treated no different. On the last song of the night, they dragged me out on the dance floor. And I popped up a wheelie. The DJ was yelling: ‘Don’t drop him! Don’t drop him!’ I was a bottle of Hennessy in, so I almost busted my ass. My friends were laughing at me, talking shit. Just like they always do. And that’s exactly what I wanted. Like, I’m in this situation. But I’m still me. I’m still Craig.”

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What’s everyone up to today?

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Chillin!!!

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The vision is always blurred when the mind is in captivity 🤔🤔#nohashtagneeded #nohashtag #nohashtags (at New Jersey)

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Obscured reality views from my lens through my car window!!!! #photographer #photography #createexplore #creative #create #fuji #fujifilm #fujixshooters #fujifilm_street #fujifilm_xseries #njshooterz #njphotographer #newjerseyphotographer #photographyintherain #carwindow (at New Jersey)

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My everyday setup for exploring and creating!!! Need to get my hands on the Raven Medium DSLR Backpack though @hexbrand X-Pro2, X-T2 #photography #photographer #creative #explore #shooteverything #gear #hex #hexcamerabag #hexbrand #hexplore #fujixshooters #fujifilm #fuji #fujixpro2 #fujifilm_xseries #fujixt2 #create #createexplore #hexbags (at New Jersey)

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Very excited to have worked with my friend @vaniityaffaiir in the studio couple shots straight out of camera jpegs no editing done using the Fuji 16mm f/1.4, and 55-200 f/3.5-4.8 edits forthcoming this is just a teaser. @vaniityaffaiir @ahhrealshxt @ahhrealshxt in the building @studio210nj (at Studio 210)

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Yo the excitement of capturing this 16mm f/1.4 Fuji lens 🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾 for just over $600 the world may never understand this lens retailing for $1000 so far it an excellent lens look out for my full review in a few days on my blog link in my profile if you haven't checked it out please do so, website is in the work once again revamping the whole process I'm also on twitter @DWilson_Photo, Tumblr: @photographs by dewon wilson, and other instagram: @deewilsonphotography (at New Jersey)

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The beautiful model @sanyfedorenko and an amazing styling team... model: @sanyfedorenko photography, and retouching: @dewon.wilson/ @deewilsonphotography #model #modeling #editorial #editorialphotography #glam #glamour #beauty #beautiful #bride #bridalfashion #fashion #fashionstyle #editorialphotographer #breed #breedfeature #breedfix #jointhebreed #photography #photographer (at Long Island City)

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New York New York big city of dreams!!!! NYC!!! #icapture_nyc #ig_nycity #nyc_explorers #artofvisuals #streetdreamsmag #nycprimeshot #nyc #picturesofnewyork #streetmagazine #abc7ny #abc7eyewitness #fox5ny #newyorkcity #cityview #city #ig_shotz #cityscape #jerseyphotographer #njshooterz #newyork #newyorklike #agameoftones #newyorkarea #nyc #nycskyline #fujifilm_xseries #fujifilm #fuji #photographer #photography #fujifilm_street @fujifilm_street @fujixseries #fujixshooters @fujixshooters @thedscvrr (at New York, New York)

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One more with @eva_marie27 stop follow her and check her out on SoundCloud!!! #fashion #fashionstyle #fashionlook #style #styleoftheday #beauty #glam #glamour #model #photography #photographer (at Studio 210)

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Trenton Thunder!!!! @trentonthunder #mlb #minorleague #minorleagues #trentonthunder #baseball (at Trenton Thunder Stadium at Waterfront Park)