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Man I miss my ex I fucked it so bad that I doubt she ever wants to talk to me again it's been close to 3 years but I'm still pining and regretting

I'm sorry beanie I need to let it go. But I just can't it makes me sick to my stomach.

Anyways that's enough screaming into the void.

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I found an extremely dope disability survival guide for those who are homebound, bedbound, in need of disability accommodations, or would otherwise like resources for how to manage your life as a disabled person. (Link is safe)

It has some great articles and resources and while written by people with ME/CFS, it keeps all disabilities in mind. A lot of it is specific to the USA but even if you're from somewhere else, there are many guides that can still help you. Some really good ones are:

How to live a great disabled life- A guide full of resources to make your life easier and probably the best place to start (including links to some of the below resources). Everything from applying for good quality affordable housing to getting free transportation, affordable medication, how to get enough food stamps, how to get a free phone that doesn't suck, how to find housemates and caregivers, how to be homebound, support groups and Facebook pages (including for specific illnesses), how to help with social change from home, and so many more.

Turning a "no" into a "yes"- A guide on what to say when denied for disability aid/accommodations of many types, particularly over the phone. "Never take no for an answer over the phone. If you have not been turned down in writing, you have not been turned down. Period."

How to be poor in America- A very expansive and helpful guide including things from a directory to find your nearest food bank to resources for getting free home modifications, how to get cheap or free eye and dental care, extremely cheap internet, and financial assistance with vet bills

How to be homebound- This is pretty helpful even if you're not homebound. It includes guides on how to save spoons, getting free and low cost transportation, disability resources in your area, home meals, how to have fun/keep busy while in bed, and a severe bedbound activity master list which includes a link to an audio version of the list on Soundcloud

Master List of Disability Accommodation Letters For Housing- Guides on how to request accommodations and housing as well as your rights, laws, and prewritten sample letters to help you get whatever you need. Includes information on how to request additional bedrooms, stop evictions, request meetings via phone, mail, and email if you can't in person, what you can do if a request is denied, and many other helpful guides

Special Laws to Help Domestic Violence Survivors (Vouchers & Low Income Housing)- Protections, laws, and housing rights for survivors of DV (any gender), and how to get support and protection under the VAWA laws to help you and/or loved ones receive housing and assistance

Dealing With Debt & Disability- Information to assist with debt including student loans, medical debt, how to deal with debt collectors as well as an article with a step by step guide that helped the author cut her overwhelming medical bills by 80%!

There are so many more articles, guides, and tools here that have helped a lot of people. And there are a lot of rights, resources, and protections that people don't know they have and guides that can help you manage your life as a disabled person regardless of income, energy levels, and other factors.

Please boost!

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i shld probably stop eating old food as i keep getting sick but idk if the alternative to starve is any better lmfao

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sorry but this is my favorite DM i’ve ever got now :3

YIPPEE :D

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Quabbala is so funny. It was essentially a joint construction between Christian and Jewish occultists of the day. It's construction was lowkey a milestone for interfaith occult thought.

But it's also the Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn. These were not average Christians. These were not average Jews. They were brilliant, but they were all weirdos.

HOOTGD: "We worked together to make a syncretic occult theory that merges concepts from all of our religions!"

All other European Christians and Jews at the same time: "Man shut the fuck up."

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I don't have rental coverage so I've been out of work longer than expected while repairs are getting done, I could rlly use help w upcoming bills if anybody can afford to help me some.

kofi $Sapphomet vmmo @ Sapphomet

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reblog if you think im cute and if you would kiss the stretch marks on my tummy

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do y'all know how disheartening it is to bare your soul to strangers because you need help and don't have anyone in your immediate life who can help you? do y'all know how demoralizing it feels to put yourself on the internet like a show pony because it's either that or die otherwise?

i do. and it sucks. i know i shouldn't feel ashamed but i do regardless. and its even worse when my efforts appear to be fruitless.

i just want to live and survive and feel safe for once but most of the time it seems impossible. and im so tired

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my mom and i are about to be homeless

I have... no idea what to even say here. We got this letter 2 days ago. Not even a *week* before the scheduled date. We're 350$ behind on rent, which isn't a lot, but the landlady refuses to cancel the eviction if we can pay it. I think its because she found out I'm trans? She's been really rude to me ever since. Idk. I've been applying to apartments nonstop, but our credit is poor and an eviction makes finding a place that isn't run by a slumlord almost impossible. We're going to be homeless in a few days ... and the only option I see for the short term is an extended stay motel, and contacting every suitable craigslist rental listing I see. If you can help us at all, even a little bit, to afford a motel in the meantime, please consider donating... here's my paypal and my mom's cashapp. paypal.me/treesinspace / cash.me/$ggbwallac3

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Celine the Witch, desi berserker design for Vi (https://elliot.tumblr.com/)

Thank you!

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IS MY BIRTHDAY!! what did you get me:3

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hi im still unhoused and staying at a hotel until my flight on the 21st, where i will finally be able to try and start a new life without my abuser. staying at this hotel sucked away all of my savings and i dont have enough for flight and transport fees anymore. and i have to take my cat to the vet to get him sedatives for the flight and do laundry too. and i still need to eat. pls help?

pypal | vnmo | cshapp

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please, i need to get in contact w anybody trustworthy living in toronto, canada, that can house allure for an undetermined amount of time that we can discuss. anything helps. allure needs a place to stay in, please, ill find a way to raise money if necessary, please. it needs a place for today. its waiting for her passport and needs to stay somewhere for some time

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Hi, my name is Lan I'm a 30yo Australian transfem currently living with family. A lot of you know me from this blog or my sideblog , @virtualgirlafterdark , where I'm a funny little robot girl. Unfortunately it's getting harder and harder for me to be that kind of person, and it's affecting both myself IRL (depression, anxiety, isolation, etc) and who I am here. I don't want to beg or take advantage of anyone, but I could really use some help.

Ever since I moved back in with my family this year after a tough breakup and a couple hospital stays, things have gone from bad to worse and I'm worried about my safety and future here. Everyday I'm stuck with abusive people who don't treat me as human, and the threat of violence keeps growing. Today somebody punched a hole in a door, so now we just have a door with a hole in it. I don't know how much longer I can stay here, and I've been looking for a job but haven't found anything due to how remote I am. My disability payments aren't even enough to live in a shared house, let alone by myself, which would be ideal and safer.

If you enjoy my content you can tip me here and I'll be making a fansly/OF soon and continuing to stream on Twitch and potentially other places. I want to do more, but right now it's just so hard because of my environment. I'm in between meds as well which definitely isn't helping and I'm super overwhelmed and having trouble right now.

Please consider helping by reblogging or donating to my Ko-fi

Current goal is $2500 to cover a rental deposit and move somewhere I'll be safe and able to work from.

Thank you so much for reading, I really appreciate it.