me-and-my-stupid-brain

[me-and-my-stupid-brain]

Thinking about just walking into the sea

[me-and-my-stupid-brain]

The everlasting doubt about everything and everyone is hurting me.

[me-and-my-stupid-brain]

If you never ever want to see me or talk to me again, just let me know and I will be gone. However if you want me to be there and let me know that, then I will be there for you.

[me-and-my-stupid-brain]

what if I just cease to exist?

[me-and-my-stupid-brain]

Shiiiittt goeie jonko.

[me-and-my-stupid-brain]

what do you mean i have to keep going? what the fuck

[me-and-my-stupid-brain]

The urge to cut myself again is so strong lately..

[me-and-my-stupid-brain]

Sometimes I wish my gf was more all over me and wanting to touch me whenever.

[me-and-my-stupid-brain]

I don't think she can handle me at my worst

[me-and-my-stupid-brain]

I feel like dragging the blade in a long stroke might be a good solution for now.

[me-and-my-stupid-brain]

Cried all the way home just now.

[me-and-my-stupid-brain]

Relapse

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Apparently I am to much for her.

[me-and-my-stupid-brain]

Een week alleen thuis. Hoe ik daar doorheen kom weet ik ook nog niet.

[me-and-my-stupid-brain]

I need more hugs.

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27 would be a nice ending, right?

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Waarschijnlijk verpest ik mijn relatie weer.