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all these pretty girls and you expect me to be straight?

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It's almost my birthday which means I've been in a constant state of introspection. Thoughts of how I've almost made it into a whole 'nother year of living while some people I've loved never got this far. It's both motivating and debilitating. These last couple of years have been a huge shift in ways of thinking and growing. I was a much different person in 2019 and I'm sure I'm not alone in saying that. I've lost a lot. From friends, to money, to the need to self deprecate. I've still got my flaws. But I've gained more confidence in myself than ever. Although some dark thoughts of harming myself reared its head for a moment I was able to pull through because of the people who love me. I wasn't open about that stuff to many but whether you knew or not; if you sent love my way it helped me immensely. Thank you all. I am grateful to be alive. I'm grateful to continually experience this world. I am grateful to have a chance to grow in wisdom and in age. https://www.instagram.com/p/CjzQlaZNeBF/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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I got leid at Ohana. (at The Ohana Fest) https://www.instagram.com/p/CUaTuOlJBD1/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Trying to do the moon walk and most likely failing 😎 Missing @aloverdrive making me feel good in my outfits on a daily with his photography skills. • 📷: @aloverdrive #DailyMazFits (at Los Angeles, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CSko3COJysz/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Blondie’s Heart of Glass played randomly on my radio last week and I’ve had it on repeat since. I had no idea the actual lyrics of this song that has existed since before my conception until this week. 🤓😙🎶 (at Los Angeles, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CO3ZZcpgc5G/?igshid=136sp9r9mpydz

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Starcourt Mall has it all! I rarely buy new clothes because there are so many out there that need to get adopted buuuut I had to get this one in remembrance to the past few months of my life. Thanks for printing them @allennatalie! • 📷: @aloverdrive #DailyMazfits (at Los Angeles, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/COltPUBA1WS/?igshid=dtnhmqeylgna

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Grateful to share the same lifetime as this gem of a human. Love you to the ends of the unknown universe and back, @tatianademaria! I’m so glad you were born. The fact that our paths crossed when it did makes me feel infinitely fortunate. Happy Birthday! 🥳❤️🎂 (at Everywhere) https://www.instagram.com/p/COWrHCCANfm/?igshid=10usni0kqv7h2

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If I’ve ever flipped you off it’s likely because I love you. I can’t remember the last time I gave someone the middle finger in a malicious manner. 😘🖕 • 📷: @aloverdrive #DailyMazfits (at Los Angeles, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/COLg9N9g-Te/?igshid=arftt5mkzoh9

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“I’m gonna call you Tiny Thunder. Because you’re small and you pack a punch!” - @sweetbeanbaker • One time I told @tatianademaria that some people called me Tiny Thunder so she had this shirt made and sent to me which I received after coming home from a particularly rough tour. It says ‘Tiny Thunder’ in the back. Thanks Tat! And thank you for coming up with my superhero name @sweetbeanbaker. 💕⚡️ • 📷: @aloverdrive #DailyMazfits (at Los Angeles, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/COGZldUgqCG/?igshid=1lylx7ibf4crg

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Just holding on to an imaginary tray of tacos. Or baked good. OR tiny dinosaurs terraforming their land before time. Idk. Imagination’s running rampant and I am searching for an outlet. • 📷: @aloverdrive #DailyMazfits (at Los Angeles, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CN-lJzFgksG/?igshid=k7hx80nsabz6

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Hey google, play 1950 by King Princess. 📷: @aloverdrive #DailyMazfits (at Los Angeles, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CNir4E-J5Dv/?igshid=hm5bj7v0sd67

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Gonna take my board on a smooth town road, gonna riiiiide ‘till I can’t no more. 📷: @aloverdrive #DailyMazfits (at Los Angeles, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CNLjafuJSKB/?igshid=1w6y05a91bcv2

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Anyone else have an album or playlist they can’t stop listening to lately? Mine is currently LSD by @labrinth, @siamusic, and @diplo. Big love to talented stylist @bobbywesley for poking holes and cutting up on our shirts during the #FutureCantuTour so we didn’t all look the same. (at Los Angeles, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CNJdT3EgHti/?igshid=1phkoykl2nmx0

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One time I went to a thrift store and found this piano tie. Weeks later a went to a thrift store and found another piano tie. Somehow forgot that I had already bought the first one, I bought the second one. I guess I liked it enough to buy it twice but not enough to remember I already owned it. 😅 Nevertheless, if anyone wants a piano tie; comment a haiku about the tie or a reason on why you think you should have it and I’ll send it to one of you! 📷: @aloverdrive #DailyMazfits (at Los Angeles, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CND0UxspF1L/?igshid=jn4mrdpepn03

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Still trying to figure out the best type of poses to do with these outfit photos but what’s awesome about @aloverdrive is when we do our daily 30 second shoots, he tells me to be myself and that’s all I need to feel less insecure. Although if y’all have any pose ideas, slide in them DMs and give me examples. 🤓 Also this is the only hoodie I own that came with the sleeves already gone which I thought was such a great concept that I have since cut off the sleeves of some of my other hoodies since acquiring this one some years back on Warped Tour (where at least a third of my wardrobe is from). Thanks for the inspiration @koalacore! 📷: @aloverdrive #DailyMazfits (at Los Angeles, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CNBchDKpgZ3/?igshid=aa07tn8iwcul

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Whenever people compliment this bicycle shirt I tell them I got it at the boys section in Old Navy. It holds a special memory as that Old Navy was in Salt Lake City, UT where I spent a good chunk of time with @dre.dayli back in 2013. She kidnapped me in Cali and we road tripped around Utah where she grew up. We must have been there for close to a month causing all sorts of mischief. Still one of my favourite adventures to date. Thanks for all the fun times, Dre Dawg! 📷: @aloverdrive #DailyMazfits (at Los Angeles, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CM-owQXJB0S/?igshid=18xnws7i9swgv