mayormeena

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if I could just hold some boobs right now I think I’d be fine

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wearing weird earrings to ward off the bad vibes

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wait if i die tonight i donyt wnt my lat post tiio be about masturbation

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i have so much stress and anger and i have literally no coping mechanisms except for masturbation and stimming MY CLIT AND MY CRANIUM CANT TAKE MUCH MORE OF THIS!!

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i can take nudes with my toes

im that powerful someone stop me!!!

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I CANT EVEN GET A HELPLINE TO STAY WITH ME

IT HAPPENED AGAIN THIS IS

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IT HAPPENED AGAIN THIS IS

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feeling suicidal so i call up a helpline and they have so many technical issues that they have to hang up before im even able to talk. this is almost hilarious enough to break me out of this state lmaoooo

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wow 2013 was 20 yearsago. really makes you think

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everything is feeling very wrong right now :(

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sometimes to calm down i mime smoking a cigarette

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tumblr stop putting untagged terfs and racists in my recommended or i will save up a medium amount of desiccant packets from my workplace and TumblrStream myself eating them :) do i have to block any mention of sexuality or gender at all? on the gay site?

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wow i can tell that i am starting to rely on this a bit too much, this will not do me well to continue, but its also like,,,, really good when its happening and it feels good mostly. it all feels inevitable yknow

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masturbating, alone: "ARE WEEE THEEEEEEEREE YEEEEEEEEEETTTTT"

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craving an understanding, familial relationship right now. i dont know how to describe it. i wish i had someone with me right now, who i knew would always be connected to me, who wouldnt leave me. and i wouldnt have to worry about romantic or sexual attraction getting in the way of anything or how much i need them

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I THINK ITS THIS> THIS POST ABOUT SOMEONE CHEWING ON A RUBBER FETUS IS WHY TUMBLR IS RECOMMENDING ME PRO LIFE POSTS

No fucking way I found my little rubber fetus