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Gotta not read my blog now

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@perfterf is society were matriarchal and had all the same problems then would you suggest killing women off?

if thats a no then shut up hypocrite

I’m so messed up

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and imma be completely retconning this bitch

i mean im using him after he fell into a river in a drunken stupor and died

the few things he does remember are as follows

alcoholism

the adoptive family amongst some of the starfox crew [it was the birb, that boi had self confidence and is actually a v good paternal figure dont @ me]

the cult of bullshit ft. cloud and every fe character on the roster

rosalina being a wholly different person

suddenly- james mccloud. why? idk

regreting almost everything he ever did except for meeting with falco and that crew [sans dk, who was obssesed w/ sailor moon]

oh i just remembered that smash rp crossover thing i reblogged but never described my muse

id like to apologize and file that under goddamnit me

anyways

male inkling, he name jerry, and i ripped him from an older rp where on a scale of 1-10 he was a straight up

yikes

i mean a 16yo alchoholic who i gave hella angst to when i was in a bad mood but never had the heart to retcon when i had the chance to

and ooooooooo imma have some stories to tell abt the various shenanigans

and if certain people see this (knowing full well who they are(90% sure of blocks from a few of em(bc shenanigans)))

hi

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oh i just remembered that smash rp crossover thing i reblogged but never described my muse

id like to apologize and file that under goddamnit me

anyways

male inkling, he name jerry, and i ripped him from an older rp where on a scale of 1-10 he was a straight up

yikes

i mean a 16yo alchoholic who i gave hella angst to when i was in a bad mood but never had the heart to retcon when i had the chance to

and ooooooooo imma have some stories to tell abt the various shenanigans

and if certain people see this (knowing full well who they are(90% sure of blocks from a few of em(bc shenanigans)))

hi

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delet dis

- wolf, in this image

Cant let you do that.

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2nd guy is wrong, change my mind

I think people often underestimate the potential educational value of senseless memes. For example, thanks to Spiders Georg, literally every teenager on Tumblr has a reasonable grasp of what a statistical outlier is and the sorts of problems that outliers can introduce into a naïve analysis. There are grown adults who don’t get that - I deal with them on a daily basis.

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exactly

there is no definition of who the someone is

fluxuation

also you take bad with good and while i hate the shit out this country i respect those dedicated enough to risk life and limb for it

i’m supposed to feel bad for the military? i don’t

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fuck you too

theyre there to make sure someone doesnt destroy us from the outside risking life and limb and the rest give support

respect is the

least

they deserve

i’m supposed to feel bad for the military? i don’t

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I’ve got a

jra for my jitties

and some

janties for my jussy

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Mario: When the light is running low, and the shadows start to grow…

Link: And the places that you know seem like fantasy…

Samus: There’s a light inside your soul, that’s still shining in the cold…

Pikachu: With the truth, with the promise in our hearts.

Everyone: Don’t forget.

(They reach out to Kirby)

Everyone: We’re with you in the dark.

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i thought you were talking abt my idiot principal for a second

thank god you aint

Help save Mr.Cromer

Hey I know this isn’t critical role related but at my high school they’re firing our stagecraft teacher.Anyone who has ever done theatre knows the necessity of techies for a production.Please sign our petition to have Mr.Cromer’s contract renewed as he is one of the most important people in our theatre department and has kept us afloat.

PLEASE REBLOG

Update-We reached 2500 lets keep signing and spreading the word

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(I know i reblogged this but saw the character caveat and needed to do smthn)

Adrift in a realm outside time.

Tick.

Tock.

Tick.

Death had not served this child well, the hangover of his folly lingering, lingering, far overdue.

Wet? Cold?

Who knows, anymore?

And to think he once possessed power unto a god. When sense was nonsense, connection was distance, and love was hatred, things were better.

And astranged from anything he once kn-

Wait a minute, what’s this?

...was this what Meg got on that faithful day?

No? Oh, that seal bears a resemblance, to say the least.

...

Well, the rules of reality didn’t stop a party before, who’s to say that they won’t again?

[Jerry would like to RSVP.]

You’re invited!

Scattered around in a rather chaotic fashion, all over Smash Mansion and even various other places and worlds connected, are various envelopes, all holding the same thing within, once opened. A letter, with a card slipped in!

“To all who inhabit the Smash Mansion, as well as anyone else interested. If you have received this letter and even if you have not, congratulations! You’ve been formally invited to spend a week at the magic-made Shimmering Shadows mansion for one week for a party! All food, bedding, and other such requirements are provided and request-able if more is needed! There will be special events hosted that can result in prizes, or just general fun, but remember, it’s only here for a week!

We sincerely hope you decide to join us, and enjoy your time here. The opening time, location, and other such things are listed on the provided card. We hope to see you there! If you so wish, you can even dress all fancy for us!

                              ~ Sincerely, Brilite and Shay “

The card in the envelope was pretty basic, having a date, time, and location for the start of the week-long event. What was that date?

1-2PM [Central Timezone], on June 22, 2019, and to run through the week to June 29, 2019 !

[This event will be done as a week-long event discord server for all the characters to interact with eachother with easy, in such a way Tumblr simply can’t provide, and hopefully everyone can get to know new people, both in character and out of character! See this link for info and posts relating to this event!]

[PLEASE REBLOG THIS IF YOU PLAN TO PARTICIPATE! THANK YOU! THE SERVER LINK WILL BE POSTED A FEW DAYS BEFORE THE EVENT OFFICIALLY STARTS!]

[Feel free to, when reblogging this, add you character's reactions or make a post @ me with their reactions, if you so wish.]

[Also, you do NOT need to be following me to join!]

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god damn it my dad needs to read this

What are sensory shutdowns?

basically the psychological equivalent of everything itching and screaming at once. the doorbell goes off while the phone is ringing while the oven is smoking. everything on the outside is bothering you, you are a twitchy bundle of discomfort. cumulates in me curled up in the handicap bathroom stall, vibrating at the frequency of a particular enthused n'sync song

also! there’s a difference bt shutdowns and meltdowns! the first is directed internally, the second goes external. as in, (other than the fact I might look quietly miserable or curl up in to ball) most people won’t notice I’m having a shutdown. a meltdown involves visible (and misunderstood!) external signs of stress & discomfort. this can involve screaming, violence, self harm, crying etc. they are often mistaken or dismissed as temper tantrums. meltdowns are a part of what gets autistic kids labelled ‘problematic’. I grew up absolutely believing I was a problem child, and blaming myself for it. I thought I was just a bad person.

anyway, shutdowns & meltdowns are similarly painful to experience. they’re basically two different reactions to the same stressor: being overwhelmed by sensory input. note: autistic people don’t get to choose their reaction to sensory overload, any more than you choose to cry or scream when you’re in pain.

you’ll hear much more about meltdowns because they inconvenience other people. our pain is only important when it makes other people unhappy. that’s a dark note to end on, so, uh… when I have a shutdown I stim w/ gifs of very tiny baby animals, and pastel slime, thank you

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this

A comic about controlling your symptoms and trying to get other people to understand why it’s so hard to do so, in goo form

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wikipedia

i get angry that hewwo is now a word, but then i remember that squeegee is a word and has been for a century so humans have always been awful

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this

i

oh my god the relation

i am in tears over the truth but it feels so good

fuckign

ik that im just some rando but my dms are open for friendship and validation

Written language is such as huge part of how I interact with the world, as an autistic person. Even I don’t understand the full extent. I’m realizing now that it’s largely because reading was an easy, low risk way for me to observe people communicating

Interacting with people was high risk for me as a kid. I couldn’t keep up with social nuances, missed things that other people would find embarrassingly obvious. Ostracization is common for people on the spectrum (despite or perhaps because we need friendliness the most). So my ability to observe my peers interacting irl was limited, and stressful.

Imagine if everytime you tried to read a textbook, it stared back and judged you. That’s what it was like, trying to learn how to communicate by watching other people. Sensory processing issues are a part of it: Imagine an instructional video teaching you a lesson you’ll be quizzed on later, but it’s played at 4x speed and the sound is full of static.

Reading was my coping mechanism as a kid, and the place I learned most of my social cues. Other people didn’t think like me, and I was penalized for not being able to understand them. I had the learn to think like them. Not the other way around. Reading was a rare place where I could witness communication in a way that was comfortable and at my own pace. Where I could puzzle over people and come back to the actions I couldn’t understand. Where there was no social penalty for getting it wrong. Heck, I could even enjoy it. That was a huge deal.

It doesn’t surprise me that social media is where I first formed friendships and found a platform. The fact it was tumblr of all places is particularly not-shocking. It was the first community where I enjoyed the overall culture & humor. I studied it without meaning to (by reading and laughing my ass off at popular posts). It was the first time I successfully acclimatized to a community. The first time that imitating other people’s behavior didn’t feel like wearing a lead-lined mask and getting a sore neck for my troubles. It was a bit miraculous, eventually. I think that’s why most of us are here–to find people like us, when we were starting to think they didn’t exist. (We do though. We exist.)

I don’t have an overarching point. I just wanted to share a glimpse of what it’s like to be autistic in this particular world (for this particular me, at least).