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possession horror where the thing possessing the autistic character causes them to behave in a more neurotypical way. autistic possession horror where the thing inside you is easier to communicate with than you are, the thing inside you doesn’t have a flat affect, the thing inside you doesn’t let your body stim, the thing inside you is how you were told to behave and you can only do it when you are no longer you. autistic possession horror where you will never forget that everyone liked it better than you before they found out something was controlling you. autistic possession horror where they know what’s inside you isn’t you and debate whether it would be easier for everyone to leave you like this anyway. you agree. reblog.

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"why did you stop writing your story!!! never stop writing!!!!!!!!!!!" well you see the character had to drive one mile to a new location and the sentence "she got into the car" was quite simply my undoing

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*holds your hand* OUR doomed narrative now

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affirmations for writers: i know how to write. i have seen sentences before, and i know how to make one. i can identify up to several words and their meanings. i am not afraid of semicolons.

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may all your favorite fanfic writers never lose their hyperfixation and love for your blorbos so they keep writing fanfics about your blorbos forever

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it is honestly amazing how much of writing and editing is just. logistics. like... do i use a name here or a pronoun? if i move this dialogue tag to the middle of this line and break it in half, does the end of the line hit harder that way? what if i move the tag to the front? what if i remove it entirely? ...wait, whose point of view am i in; can i reasonably say this character is appalled, or must i say they look or seem or sound appalled? is this a deliberate action or a step-removed one; is her hand closing on his shoulder, or is she closing her hand on his shoulder? environment environment environment, we need to break all this dialogue up with some narration, the scene is coming untethered. what! are! they doing! with! the rest of their bodies that are not hands! fuck fuck fuck FUCK i forgot we covered this two chapters ago and now i either need to cut this whole chunk or find a reason to reprise the conversation from earlier. name or pronoun? name or pronoun? name or pronoun? move this clause around in this sentence? oh i'll add this phrase-- nope, never mind, past!me added the same phrase two lines down. okay, if i add too much environmental narration it's going to take away from this bit, but not enough and it won't feel grounded. what if i move this to its own line? where the FUCK are their hands?

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Hello, quick question ! What's everyone's favorite character type/characters you're drawn to. I've dubbed mine "techy little guys" and "sunshine characters" bc like,,,, idk what else to call them, but I DO have a fictional type I fear

Ex. Tim drake, Izuku Midoriya, Ty Lee, Papyrus the Skeleton, Miles Tails Prower, Gon Freecs, Mabel Pines, Hinata Shouyo, Yoosung Kim, Saeyoung Choi, Elizabeth Midford, Danny phantom

It doesn't have to be characters you're attracted to, just ones who you f/w heavy.

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how to tell mutual hey i think ur really cool we should talk more but like also im bad at talking and am always exhausted

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Rlly liked this photo

You look pretty

Oooh yeah my spamton esque Halloween fit at a Uni party.

God I miss uni parties, they made the nights I stayed up trying to finish animating a shot for a short film worth it. Also thank you so much!

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No i havent outgrown it because i had great taste at 7 years old

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u can always give a character fangs and sharp teeth. for no reason

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it is important, now more than ever, to make friends you can roleplay extremely specific blorbo scenarios with. you have to be crying at 3am over angst scenarios generated by your elaborate among us based au. its good for the economy.

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how it feels to drive a prius on the interstate surrounded on all sides by huge trucks

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Remembering that I am entirely up to me

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you know what? fuck it *reads the fanfic I spent hours writing for my own enjoyment*

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I lovvee when right before they're too weak to stand or move or they pass out or whatever, they're pushing people away n they're like "I got it, I can do it, I can do it, I don't need help!" And they're like fumbling and tripping over themselves, they try to hold themself up using a wall but their hand is slippery with blood and it makes them collapse, but they're still on the ground like "don't help me, I-I've got it m'okay" but then it gets to a point where they can't even fake it anymore and uhhhgggh I'm sickk it's so good

characters apologizing for things they have no control over. mumbling sorry while losing consciousness. feeling ashamed of a bleeding wound. embarrassed when an infection sets in. deep seated feverish guilt when they need to be carried, when their legs won't keep them upright anymore and they lean heavy on a friend, slurring apologies..........