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mattsbrowser · 16 days

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i think they call this love

shy!matt x fem!reader

summary: Matt falls in love

warnings: flufffff, kissing!, alcohol

written in matts pov !!

thank you so much @bernardsbendystraws for proofreading! you are an angel

♪they say, you know when you know, so let’s face it you had me at hello ♪

5th period math class. I sit down taking my materials out of my bag. As I look up I notice her. Her hair is perfectly flowing down her back. The glimmer in her eyes was vibrant and enticing, I noticed the pull on her lips, a gentle smile complimenting her features. It was warm and inviting--practically biting onto my racing heart. She was perfect. She is perfect.

She smiles at the teacher as she takes a seat near the front. I couldn’t stop looking at her, It was as if an angel just ascended from heaven. She was—- everything. I could feel myself leaning into her aura subconsciously. I don’t think there’s words to describe her. I don’t even feel privileged enough to look at her.

Time ticks by while I remain in a dazed awe. My eyes are trained on her far longer than I had meant them to be.. “Matthew,” the teacher says abruptly, pulling me out of my trained gaze. Shaking my head and pulling myself together I look up at her. “Uh— yeah sorry” I sink into my chair, ashamed that I’ve been caught.

“Are you going to pay attention or keep staring at y/n?” She asks, placing a hand on her hip.

“Uh— I—“ I look at y/n and stutter before sinking further into my chair. I look down at my books. I’ve never been so embarrassed

Silence consumes me as the class pushes time tremendously slow. Each minute feels like an hour as I try to keep my eyes latched onto the table in front of me.

The chairs screeching as kids start to walk out the door bring me back to reality. I rush to pack my things. Each folder slipping into my bag makes me cringe with regret while the embarrassing moment replays on a loop.

I curse to myself under my breath as everyone else has left. Or so I thought. "Um, hi," her voice echoes against the polished floors. My hand slaps onto my chest as l inhale sharply. I had thought I was alone, but here she was. Right in front of me.

I turn around and I’m met with those eyes. My body sinks down as I place my hands on the desk behind me.

“Uh— hi” I say back. She smiles at me reaching her hand out, “I’m y/n” she says chirpily.

I reach my hand out to shake hers, my fingers trembling. Could I embarrass myself even more? “Hi I’m… I’m Matt” I reply scratching the back of my neck.

“Lovely to meet you Matt” she says with a soft grin.

My lips form into a shy smile while I swallow the lump in my throat. “Uh— it’s… its lovely to meet you too, y/n” I mumble back. My nerves start to race as she starts rummaging through her back.

“I uh…. I was just wondering if you wanted to come to my, um— party on Saturday night?” she pulls out an eye grabbing pink flyer. “The details are all there, most of the people going are from school so um— you don’t have to come if you don’t want to” she rasps, her voice getting quieter.

“No no—- I’d… I’d love to” I announce taking the flyer out of her hand.

Her gentle laugh echoes quietly. My chest tightens as I try to swallow a deep breath. “Great, see you then” her lips tug at the corner of her mouth, casting a glow upon her face. “—-bye Matt” she says before walking out.

“Bye…. Y/n” I whisper to myself. As she curves the corner walking down the hallway.

♪all I dream of is your eyes, all I long for is your touch and darling something tells me, that’s enough ♪

The next day she’s in math again. My eyes were sullen in, darker than usual. I was exhausted, but seeing her...it felt like a dream. She turns around to talk to her friends, her eyes still glistening as her smile seems to get brighter each day. I stare at her again. She really is perfect. Noises of the monotone voice lecturing are drowned by my heart pulsing loudly, creating a soft buzz in my ears. Discretion is my main priority as I slip small glances over to the dream-like girl.

“—-get into partners for this next assignment, it’s due next Monday so you have all weekend” the teacher states. A loud bell makes my bones itch with an anxious discomfort as l start to pile my folders and pencils back into my bag.

Out of the corner of my eye, I see the familiar outline of her figure.I turn around, anxiety filling my chest causing my heart to race. She’s there again, looking as beautiful as always. “Hi Matt, I was just wondering if you’d… you know wanna partner up for the assignment?” She asks.

I pause for a moment trying to comprehend what she has just said. She wants to be partners with me? Why?

“— you don’t have to of course, I just… don’t have a partner” she adds .

“No no I’d… I’d love to be your partner” I reply.

She lets out a gentle laugh. The soft noise makes my palms feel clammy as I wipe them slowly on my jeans. “Ok great, here” she pulls out her phone. “Put in your number and I’ll text you so you have mine— just text me when you’re free and we can work on it. My fingers stumble on the digital keyboard, padding in each digit of my phone number.“uh— I’m free today, since you know you’ve your party tomorrow” I say scratching the back of my neck again.

“Perfect do you wanna come over to mine orrr?” she asks.

“Uh— we can go to yours, my… um- my brothers will be too noisy anyways” I say.

The sound that leaves her mouth is majestic. A giggle from her lips leaves my feet shifting nervously on the ground. “Okay great! Just text me whenever you can come over” she offers followed by a soft smile. I watch her disappear from my eye line and take a deep sigh.

𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ𐙚

Too much time filled with consuming thoughts tires me through the day as I wait. Impatience is lonely. The thought of her smile— her eyes, her anything, makes me hypnotized in a day dream.

Soon enough my fingers are typing shakily into my phone. ‘I’m on the way’ I text her. ‘Great!’ She replies. Even her energy over text is beautiful.

I pull up outside her house after a good bit of driving. I wipe my palms on my jeans to discard the partial sweat forming. I take a deep breath and ring her doorbell. I hear a shout from inside “I’ll get it!” She opens the door smiling as usual. “Hi Matt, c'mon in” she motions for me to come in.

“Thank you, your house is um.. it’s really nice” I admit looking around with my hand shoved downwards in my pockets.

“My mom would love to hear that she’s been redecorating for months” She rolls her eyes and closes the door. “You can come to my room, it’ll probably be quieter” She walks up stairs as I trail behind her.

We get to her room and sit down at her desk. I place my bag down and take out my materials. We get started as I check the clock to notice it’s near nine o’ clock.

𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ𐙚

An hour or two pass and we are already halfway done. 10:58pm. I stretch my arms up and lean back in the chair. “God this is so tiring” I yawn.

“I agree I’m exhausted” she huffs.

“We’re halfway done so that’s good enough till Sunday” I shrug my shoulders looking over at her.

She tucks her hair behind her ear and nods at my comment. “I agree plus we are gonna be so tired tomorrow if we continue for any longer” she points out. Nodding in agreement. I place all my things into my bag. The zippers close shut and I swing my bag across my shoulders, following her lead down to the front door. “Thanks for coming, Matt” she remarks. I lick the top of my teeth as her lips curl into a soft grin

Her smile—

“It’s really no problem.. I uh— thank you for um… being my partner” I smile back holding my bag straps in my hands.

She opens her front door. “Bye Matt” she waves gently.

I lift my palm openly, swaying my hand back and fourth in a hesitant manner., “See you tomorrow” I smile as watching her figure disappear as she closes the door.

♪ you’re on my mind every night everyday ♪

It's impossible to get comfortable. My body rolls and kicks frustratedly tired in my bed. Reaching over to my nightstand, I see the numbers glow on my phone screen. 2:35 am. My head drops with a sigh back onto my pillow. The ceiling stares back at me, haunting my empty thoughts that left me restless.. A heavy sigh leaves my mouth as I clutch my phone and bring it into my grasp. My fingers click before I can even think. I slowly let my eyes focus on the screen, watching her instagram profile load with different pictures.

Her hair is perfectly straightened, her eyes have the special sparkle in them as usual and her smile is casting a glow across her whole face. I stare at the instagram picture for a little bit more biting my lip whilst my finger hovers over the follow button. “Fuck it” I whisper tapping on it. I close my phone and try to sleep again.

Hours pass feeling like minutes. My eyes hazily peel open, adjusting to the morning light peeping through my window as I let out a tired yawn. My room is lit up with an orange glow as I check my phone, 12:34pm.

Y/n followed you back.

My eyes widen at the notification. I’m dreaming, I’m not awake, this isn’t real. Squinting my eyes shut, I take quick steps to rush downstairs

Every time my eyes glance at the clock, I'm shocked to see how much the numbers have changed and passed by

6:37pm. Y/n’s party is at 7:30. I rummage around through my closet to find an outfit. I place my hands on my hips and trail my eyes through the items hanging up. Eventually, I piece together an outfit. Once I’m happy enough I go to my bathroom and fix my hair. I look at myself for a minute before taking a big deep breath and brushing my teeth. 7:15pm. I spray my cologne and deodorant on before grabbing my keys and leaving.

I put the car in park, glancing at my phone. 7:46pm. I park just up the street and tap my fingers on the steering wheel. I’m a nervous wreck, what if she thinks I’m a loser? What if I don’t look good?

𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ𐙚

After a while of debating and battling the negative thoughts I emerge from the car. “It’s fine” I whisper to myself. “You look good” i try to assure myself, hoping to boost my confidence. As I approach her house music is heard from outside with people cheering. I take another breath and ring the doorbell. I place my hands in my pockets as I wait for the door to open.

“Oh my god, hi!” she greets, seeming delighted to see me. I walk into the house and see a ton of people, some drinking, some playing beer pong, some making out on the couches and others dancing. I look back down at y/n and she’s already looking up at me, “—you can come sit with me and my friends if that would make you more comfortable?” She mentions.

“Oh… yeah sure” I say, following her through the house until we find her friends.

“Guys, this is Matt” she announces, gesturing towards me. I take one hand out of my pocket and wave. “Matt this is, Cody, Grace, Mia, Hayden and Kate” she points to each of her friends and they all say hi. “Drinks are over in the kitchen, games are in the living room, make yourself comfortable” she smiles up at me.

“Thanks” I sigh out turning around and going to grab a drink. I’m not much of a drinker so I just grab a cup and fill it with water. I look around to see people looking at me as if I’m an outcast. I get anxious biting my nails and leaning against the kitchen counter.

“Matt!!” I hear my name and turn my head. Y/n comes up to me. “Come on!! everyone’s dancing” she yells over the music grabbing my hand. I chug the last of my water and place it on the table following her lead. We reach the place where everyone’s dancing and y/n turns to me and starts dancing. Her body moves to the music as she sings some of the words, most of them wrong and slurred since she’s drunk.

𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ𐙚

After a bit the party dies down around 1:24AM. I see people lying on the couch, some throwing up in the bathroom and others, still making out with each other. Y/n and I are sitting on the couch as I take another sip of the 4th water I’ve had. My hand rests on the back of the couch as y/n sits next to me. I check my phone and see the time. “I better get going,” I say to her as I stand up, throwing my cup in the bin. She gets up and follows me to open the door. I smile at her as I make my way out of the house.

“Wait Matt-“ she says, closing the door behind her and running after me. I turn around and watch her come up to me. “I just…. I just wanna say thank you for coming tonight, I know it probably wasn’t the best but—- thank you” she says softly.

“Thank you for having me y/n, I’m never usually invited to these things so… it was better than any other parties I’ve heard of, no one got the cops called on them” I scratch the back of my neck and chuckle.

“…yeah —you’re right,” she says through giggles.

I look into her eyes for a bit glancing at her pink plump lips. She stares back up at me. I break the silence, “—so I better uh—- you know, go” I say motioning down the street.

“Yeah sorry” she says, shaking her head and kicking her feet. I turn away to walk to my car. “Matt?” She whispers out.

I turn around “hm?” I hum my hands in my pockets again. She walks up to me and places her lips on me. I return the kiss placing my hands on her waist, her hands landing on my shoulders.

It all feels so warm. Her lips move softly against mine, so soft it leaves my eyes watering with endearment.

The warm comfort of her lips pulls away leaving a cold feeling across my mouth. “I really like you Matt,” she confesses.

I’m stunned. Every bone in my body seems to vibrate at the sudden words. “I like you too y/n” butterflies flood my stomach, nearly making me dizzy as her eyes remain my anchor of comfort.

She smiles up at me, placing a peck to my lips again. “I’ll see you tomorrow for the assignment” she says, her thumb stroking my cheek as she smiles.

“-yeah, I’ll — I’ll see you” I smile back. I return to my car and get in, a smile plastered across my face. I close my eyes and lean my head on the car seat.

♪ I think they call this love ♪

©mattsbrowser

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