matthewlovesstardewvalley

[matthewlovesstardewvalley]

Hai!!!

I was really confused when I saw you as the Ace community mod! I haven't visited your blog in forever!!! My question is can I be removed from the Ace blog? I don't really make posts, and I get a billion notes a day from it

Enjoy silly cat X3

sure! I can do that

[matthewlovesstardewvalley]

hello, how are you doing?

bad

dont wanna talk about it

im not even allowed on this site anymore

this will probably be my last time actually posting

i might still message

im sorry

ily all

[matthewlovesstardewvalley]

ensuring your ok. So… are you?

no

[matthewlovesstardewvalley]

i can’t put a painting in your inbox because images are turned off:(

oh :[ I'll figure out how to turn them on then

[matthewlovesstardewvalley]

chat why am I so gay

[matthewlovesstardewvalley]

so embarrassing when i forget im checking someone's blog and i start scrolling through and liking and reblogging shit as if it's just my dash. it feels like wandering into someone else's apartment and not noticing and making myself lunch

[matthewlovesstardewvalley]

dogman stuff

[matthewlovesstardewvalley]

i hate myself

i hate my life

i hate that I hate my life

i am so lucky to have food in my body, a roof over my head

but I'm not worth that stuff

i will never earn back the money spent on me

and that thought is devastating

i would be better off without anyone so no one would waste their money on me

they don't deserve to have to deal with someone as useless as me

i

hate

everything.

i hate

that I hate

everything.

[matthewlovesstardewvalley]

im going nowhere with my life

i spend my time sleeping or doing shit that isn't worth it

my stuff doesn't get notes

my videos don't get views

im talentless

i can't seem to stop hurting myself

i keep jumping from hobby to hobby trying to find something I'm good at

but where is it?

no where

i just

dont deserve to be wasting space on this earth

i don't amount to anything now

and I never will

id be better off six feet under

[matthewlovesstardewvalley]

lies

Everybody has worth, dipshit, it came free with your fucking being a human being

[matthewlovesstardewvalley]

[> worm offers you hope for the new year.]

[> do you accept?]

[matthewlovesstardewvalley]

I don't even know anymore

[matthewlovesstardewvalley]

[matthewlovesstardewvalley]

[matthewlovesstardewvalley]

PLZ ACCEPT ME DOGMAN COMMUNITY 🙏🙏

[matthewlovesstardewvalley]

reblog to roll around in a field with prev as the sun sets around you