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                    SOME   SAY   :   GOD   IS   WHERE   WE   PUT   OUR   SORROW.

      GOD   SAYS   :   WHICH   ONE   OF   YOU   FUCKERS   CAN   GET   TO   ME   FIRST ?

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               THERE   IS   A   HOLE   IN   MY   BODY.   THE   EMPTINESS   IS   MINE

                                                      AND   MINE   ALONE.

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               THERE   IS   A   HOLE   IN   MY   BODY.   THE   EMPTINESS   IS   MINE

                                                      AND   MINE   ALONE.

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               THERE   IS   A   HOLE   IN   MY   BODY.   THE   EMPTINESS   IS   MINE

                                                      AND   MINE   ALONE.

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               THERE   IS   A   HOLE   IN   MY   BODY.   THE   EMPTINESS   IS   MINE

                                                      AND   MINE   ALONE.

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hi lol

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:standing: im popping in here to work on moving stuff 2 a new blog and so many ppl deactivated while i was gone?? i wasnt even gone for that long what happened ): come back 

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hey guys, popping in here to say that working on remaking this blog is officially underway. it will be much, much more private, but id like some votes on a potential url.

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also, im on hiatus, not fucking dead or gone. if you decided that waiting for me to leave was the perfect time to admit you didn't want me on your dash the whole time, can you at least have the half decency to still softblock? fucking hell. idk who's doing this, so this isn't intentionally a vague but i noticed it and it's annoying. im not here to pad out your followers.

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after some time away to think, i made the decision to move jezebel's blog. when exactly, i can't say. i want my mental health to be out of the woods before i do. either way, im going to be much more selective with who i follow and write with there.

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after a lot of thought and being sad, miserable and frustrated, im putting this blog on a hiatus while i decide what to do - with this, with tumblr in general, with jezebel ( or aleks or whatever muse youre reading this on ) as a character. 

im really, truly exhausted with the situation im in and the paranoia is genuinely eating me alive. i keep thinking things are okay, that im finally doing okay and potentially making friends and then getting the rug ripped out from under me and im at a point where i just ... cannot keep doing it. 

im exhausted and having this happen so many times where i think someone and i are on good terms and potentially friends or are friends and then suddenly im dropped like myself and my feelings do not matter ... really sucks. its made me paranoid as fuck, to a point where i can barely talk to people who i know are my friends and have been for some time.

is this tmi? too much? probably. i dont know. whatever i did wrong that no one wants to tell me about, im genuienly sorry. 

if anyone would like to maintain contact, my discord is sundrop#6322   ---   please let me know who you are if you add. it was fun while it lasted, but im really tired.

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TARGET   :   FLORES - HOWARD   ,   KATE. LOCATION   :   @youngheroics​ ASSIGNMENT   :   it’s sunday ! ENCRYPTED   :     ❛ i’ve never done something like this before. ❜

        entranced is an understatement for the way jezebel feels when she looks at kate   ---   especially now. uncertain   ,   draped in lace. it’s clear this was kate’s idea of a romantic surprise and jezebel is confident her girlfriend is a fucking genius. it’s taking everything in her to not pounce her on sight   ---   the way the lingerie hugs the contours of her body   ,   the sweetness of her facial expression. the fact that this is hers and hers alone.

      ❝   you   ...   are perfect.   ❞   she breathes as she draws closer. there’s a gentle lilt to her voice   ,   a rarely seen light in her eyes. manicured fingers reach out   ,   finding kate’s waist. she feels like she’s short circuiting as soon as she touches her   ,   choking on every urge she has to unwrap her like a present before fully appreciating the sight before her. jezebel is a creature of impulse   ,   often difficult to please   ,   but kate   ---   god   ,   kate. she calms her down   ,   makes her want to slow   ,   to savor. she kisses her just a bit harder than she means to   ,   gently guiding her to lay down as she gets on top. 

      ❝   got all dolled up for me   ,   huh ?   ❞   giggled teasingly as she moves down to her darling’s neck   ,   teeth finding soft and sensitive flesh to sink into.

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TARGET   :   SPARDA   ,   VERGIL LOCATION   :   @nightmerit​​​​​​​​​ ASSIGNMENT   :   it’s sunday ! ENCRYPTED   :     ❛ i want this. ❜

        her heart flutters at the sound of his voice   ,   the touch of her lips a mere ghost against his. it’s not often jezebel finds her cheeks dusting with pink or feels that tell - tale hitch of breath. those words were all she needed to hear to inspire a self - satisfied grin   ,   the kind that only upturns at the corner of her candy - pink mouth. intimacy   ,   especially with him   ,   is so new. when her eyes settle on his   ,   it’s like seeing him in new colors.

        ❝   good. it would be so embarrassing if you didn’t want this like i do.   ❞   her voice is low   ,   softer than usual   ,   but still a tone that’s commanding in nature. even with the slightest doubt interlacing her half - joke   ,   she’s confident. knows what she wants. jezebel’s hand finds vergil’s   ,   guides it up her skirt. there’s part of her that wants to rush this   ,   wants to pin him down and sink her teeth into him. the rest of her   ,   though   ,   loves the teasing   ,   the chase of it   ,   the tantalizing feeling of his hand on her fish - netted thigh. 

    ❝   god   ---   ❞   she can’t help it   ,   the way she dissolves into the softest of laughs   ,   forehead pressed to vergil’s chest. she needs a moment to collect herself before she’s peering up at him   ,   grey eyes glinting like a dare   ,   some odd mix of smugness and pure excitement.   ❝   this is a little crazy   ,   isn’t it ?   ❞  

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&. 𝐬𝐮𝐛𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐬𝐦𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  smut  /  nsfw  implied  sentence  starters  with  not  so  vulgar  language.  )

❛ i’ve been thinking about you all day. ❜

❛ you can kiss me, you know. ❜

❛ how badly do you want me? ❜

❛ i can’t get enough of you. ❜

❛ i’ve never done something like this before. ❜

❛ i like being close to you. you’re warm. ❜

❛ you look good like this. ❜

❛ you look like you were jealous. ❜

❛ i’m not jealous. ❜

❛ shh. there’s people in the other room. ❜

❛ say you want me, and i’m yours. ❜ 

❛ i won’t bite. unless you’re into that sort of thing. ❜

❛ i’m not wearing any underwear. thought you’d like to know. ❜

❛ would you like to go somewhere a little more private? ❜

❛ i’ll take care of you. ❜

❛ there’s so many things i wanna do to you. ❜

❛ take off your clothes. ❜

❛ i’m going to ruin you. ❜

❛ show me how much you missed me. ❜

❛ is this okay? ❜

❛ you know you love me. ❜

❛ i want you to feel good. ❜

❛ make me. ❜

❛ i want this. ❜

❛ come back to bed. ❜

❛ you’re such a tease. ❜

❛ want me to model these for you? ❜

❛ we have to make this quick. ❜

❛ what are you looking at? ❜

❛ it’s hot when you talk back. ❜

❛ you don’t have to be gentle. i won’t break. ❜

❛ don’t you know what you’re doing to me? ❜

❛ i really want to kiss you right now. ❜

❛ this is a one time thing. ❜

❛ you know where to find me. ❜

❛ did i say you could stop? ❜

❛ you’re soaked. let me grab you a towel. ❜

❛ i want to see you. ❜

❛ are you wearing my shirt? ❜

❛ no ones here. we can be as loud as we want. ❜

❛ you look good with my hands around your throat. ❜

❛ i’ll be good, i promise. ❜

❛ you’re really good at that. ❜

❛ shut up and kiss me already. ❜

❛ you better watch your fucking mouth. ❜

❛ don’t mind me. just enjoying the view. ❜

❛ tell me what you want. ❜

❛ here’s my hotel room number. ❜

❛ you can be rough. i can take it. ❜

❛ and where do you think you’re going? ❜

❛ if you called just to get off on my voice, i’m hanging up. ❜

❛ i shouldn’t allow myself to get this close to you. ❜

❛ what if i hurt you? ❜

❛ you could never hurt me. ❜

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TARGET   :   KON - EL LOCATION   :   @oddflock​​​​​​​​ ASSIGNMENT   :   inbox cleanout. ENCRYPTED   :     “ would you still love me if i was a worm? ”

        IT’S   SUCH   A   SILLY   QUESTION   ---   the sort that makes her giggle until she snorts. the sun filters in through the blinds   ,   catches on every beautiful contour of his face. jezebel traces the light with her fingers   ,   the tips of her manicured finger nails grazing his skin. 

        ❝   that’s a stupid question   ,   don’t be silly.   ❞   she leans in   ,   catches his lips in hers. there’s the flavor of bubblegum chapstick and orange juice from breakfast. what was meant to be only a peck lingers   ,   jezebel finding herself intoxicated by contact with him alone.

    ❝   i’d love you no matter what   ---   but you need to promise if there’s a zombie apocalypse and i get bit   ,   you’re gonna keep me until they find a cure.   ❞

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jezebel dragging a knife down your muse’s torso , just enough to make their skin red before gently kissing down the mark she left

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because no sunday memes have exactly what i want, here’s a small list consisting of my citrus wishlist stuff, ranging from intimate to out and out smutty so if you wanna boink the crazy assassin   ,   you can just drop a number in the ol askbox

jezebel lighting her cigarette with the tip of your muse’s

jezebel uncorking a wine ( or other drink ) bottle with her mouth before taking a sip and kissing the drink into your muse’s mouth

jezebel shotgunning weed smoke into your muse’s mouth

jezebel sending your muse a workout video

jezebel teasing your muse with a weapon, feel free to specify

jezebel grinding on your muse’s thigh

jezebel riding / pegging your muse at knife or gun point

your muse giving her oral

your muse receiving oral from her