maryazara

[maryazara]

for someone who loves sleep, i do not sleep enough at all

[maryazara]

How are you?

i wanna die sometimes but i’m fine

[maryazara]

fucked up and trying

[maryazara]

unhappy

[maryazara]

[maryazara]

I notice that you rarely ask me how my day went. You don't 100% listen to every shit I say. You suddenly seem so uninterested in me. Your eyes focused on your phone although I'm talking to you. No more long goodmorning replies to my cheesy goodnight texts. We have changed. A lot. But I chose to keep my mouth shut. I chose to be quiet even though the little things... they're all gone.

I notice everything. I choose to let you know which things I noticed.

[maryazara]

I knew I loved you when I started making excuses for the way you hurt me.

(via guiltytoledo)

[maryazara]

Wag ka kasi mag expect para hindi ka madisappoint. Tsaka wag kang mainggit sa iba kung ganon sila. E sa kayo hindi kayo ganon e. Tanggapin mo na lang. Ginusto mo yan.

[maryazara]

sanay na naman ako :)

[maryazara]

thoughts at 9am

Tara mag-inom? Hahahahahahaha

[maryazara]

i've got a hundred million reasons to walk away but baby i just need one, good one, to stay

[maryazara]

I wanna write again. Daily accounts. Observations. Random thoughts. Random stories. Tumblr being the first one to know about everything. I lost the thing.

[maryazara]

You ever get in a Mood where you just wanna poof off to another country, erase your history, re-write your identity, and become a mysterious figure who’s never been photographed but occasionally appears in paintings done by unknown artists

[maryazara]

It’s hard to stay in love with someone that makes you feel like you’re never enough…

-And maybe you shouldn’t…

-m.t.t.

[maryazara]

i said i am so over this phase a million times only to realize that i am not and i guess i will never be

[maryazara]

the only thing that makes me feel is hurting myself

[maryazara]

If only Tumblr can speak, he will always tell me "Ano? Malungkot ka na naman? Nasasaktan? Wala ka na namang mapiling pagsabihan? Saka mo lang ako kilala kapag malungkot ka." And I will just hug him and cry everything out. Every single time.