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Is there anything more beautiful than women supporting women?

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I wanna be 14 again and ruin my life differently… I have new ideas

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if imma die i hope i die under a cherry blossom tree

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LMAO DAMN THAT HURT

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liking bitches pictures >>> helping your girlfriend calm down during her anxiety attack

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He says yes and her mind goes quiet.

The strong women in her life told her never let someone hurt you;

Never let a boy make you cry.

She never really listened to that-

She was the sensitive type-

But this was the boy meant to keep her heart whole.

He said yes and she fell apart into his arms.

Sobs of distrust,

Cries of a broken heart,

And the inaudible breathing of a girl who felt the entire world lie to her.

Love is supposed to be easy,

But what do you do when your love breaks you in half?

What happens when Love steps out of the front door

And holds someone else for an hour,

A day,

A year?

Love isn’t easy then.

Love becomes tangled and irritable,

Filled with petty bitterness and anger,

Mixed with the tears of the crushed.

She doesn’t sleep for two weeks,

Even after she forgave him for the hurt he brought her,

And forgets to eat sometimes.

It’s not so bad when your mind becomes distracted by your neglect.

He’s none the wiser to her pain anymore.

He said yes,

But she never left.

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“My heart would take you back in a blink of an eye, but my mind, my mind knows everything you’ve done to me.”

— Nj

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God give me the strength to get out of this cycle. I can’t go through constant mental break downs wondering if im ever enough. I can’t go through constantly trying to build that trust , but always having doubt. Im tired of feeling that i knew i wasn’t enough for you and that the only person actually suffering right now is me. I don’t see any regreat in his eyes, i just see someone who’s mad that they got fucking caught. I don’t know what to do, im losing myself and i know it, but i don’t have the strength to leave.

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In the past three months idk if i’ve grown as a person or if i’ve just become a dumb bitch that’ll fall for anything.

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im that fucked up in the head because of him now, to the point where i genuinly don’t know if he’s really being flirty or if he’s just sweet talking to cover up his bitch ass.