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that one shoujo panel that has ability to annihilate the reader

the panel in question:

😭HANDS IN MY FIST, I WAS LEVITATING AT THIS

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every year I make a resolution to be kinder to my big sister but each time i keep failing cuz my ego and temper gets the better of me and I'll lash out. i can't count the times I've said sorry to her, too many times it's lost it's meaning. but i really really really do feel bad and each time I vow to myself to do better and manage my horrendous temper and lash outs but i find myself only to be repeating it time over time. i hate myself.

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Big things are happening in Illinois

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i love driving. no matter how short the distance.

heck even my weekly drive to do my laundry is enough to make me thrilled.

every time I'm on the road, I'm reminded of how I almost gave up on getting my driving licence. and every time I'm reminded, I thank Allah for it.

tbh, there are three things that's on my mind whenever I drive. It's like a whole package for me each time I lay my hands on the wheel:

🔸how I almost gave up driving, something that gives me so much happiness

🔸driving consciously, because I may have been lucky once before, but it probably wouldn't be the case the next time. (context: I micro-slept and hit the side of a car. thankfully the other car was alright and the owner didn't make a fuss of it. Also I'm always thankful that the crash wasn't a worse one)

🔸praying that I don't get into an accident, cuz no matter how safe you drive, you could still be a victim of a crash car due to another person.

I really love driving. It's a blessing that I will forever be grateful for.

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maybe I miss how it used to just be sadness.

now all it is, is pain. There is no end to it. Heartache. I'm not sad, I'm in pain. Pain no one could cure. Pain I'll bring to my deathbed. Pain that gets numbed from time to time.

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anyone else feels like October having 31 days feels off? Like it just doesn't sound like a 31 day month. It sounds more like a 30 day month. November sounds more fitting to be a 31 day month, rather than October.

Like April and June having 30 days only suits them. Just how the ones with 31 days suit them as well. Even February is a fitting name for a 28/29 day month.

But out of all the months in the year, October just feels wrong having 31 days.

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I want to fall in love.

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so embarrassing when i forget im checking someone's blog and i start scrolling through and liking and reblogging shit as if it's just my dash. it feels like wandering into someone else's apartment and not noticing and making myself lunch

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revising your writing is just like "is this weird. is this a weird sentence. is this the weirdest most poorly-worded sentence ever written by anyone" and the sentence in question is "he walked across the room"

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i'm such a "goes home" girl. every time i go somewhere, i just can't wait to "go home" afterward!

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#felt

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After about a year….I finally finally finished this art piece. I call it “reading by the bath” 🍊🌿📚