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Thin$po

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Umm.. u don’t look like u deserve to eat that…

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ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 Other people have their bones visible through their skin. I'm not convinced you even have bones they're so well hidden beneath all that fat. ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁

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This song means a lot to me because when I was in my highest weight ever (125lbs) I would drink only Diet Coke and not eat for days.

And the part that says “used to wonder if being skinny was it worth it if I could die from it” is the same question that I would do to myself daily and my answer would be yes because I would rather die than feeling insecure under my own skin.

Remember I was a ballerina/skater/cheerleader at that time (yes I did all those sports during that time) and at that weight so it was a nightmare. So I blast that song daily and that would be for ever my fav song and will always represent me <3

The pain was worth it, the nights of insomnia were worth it, everything was and is worth it.

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Daily reminder to stop eating

In all seriousness, how tf did this happen?

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“We will reach our gw this month” GIRL WE BEEN SAYING THIS EVERY MONTH PLS😭

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when the fasting euphoria hits and suddenly the lights are brighter, vision is blurring, there’s buzzing in the ears, whole body is trembling, everything is dizzy and you couldn’t care less, you’re just floating around in your head and let the feelings take over

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It's my 1 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

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This is so unfunny I’ve been the same weight for four months not losing just maintaining just let me get under 110 NOT STUCK AT 111

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Ewwww been eating kind of normal gonna lock in again starting tomorrow today was just so stressful, stress eating is so disgusting

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why cant my body just eat itself already. the fat on my body is literally free fucking food so have at it. if my body is so hungry all the time there is food on itself literally just WAITING to be eaten.

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Saw this on tt and went “yeah lol”

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!!TW:ĘD!!

You can't just eat everything you want and expect to be thinner...

You have to give Ana your time and sacrifice something and ONLY THEN she might HELP YOU

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Lets bring back the Red bracelets !!! 🪽

I’ve seen a couple people here and there mentioning them, so I thought I’d spread the word.

It’s a way for us angels to find each other in public; it can be so isolating feeling alone with an 3d. A way for us to communicate, like a secret code nobody else understands.

It seems like the bracelets were more or less forgotten a while ago, but I’m hoping we can bring them back. For those who haven’t heard of it: if you’re with Ana, you wear a red beaded bracelet, and if you’re closer to Mia, you wear a blue one. (If you’re somewhere in between, you could do alternating red and blue beads)

The original poster was t worded so I thought I'd spread the word no matter the consequences.

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One thing nobody tells you about eating disorders is how boring it is to have one, it's just constant waiting, waiting for my next meal, waiting to see the scale go down, waiting to see results, waiting to hit my next gw, it never ends

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WORKOUTS FOR YOU <3