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Porco Rosso, 1992

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starting a week where I only eat my safe foods.

Shirataki noodles

any fruit or vegetable (including potatoes and sweet potatoes) as long as it’s boiled, steamed or raw

tofu

oatmeal

low fat or full fat dairy

Whey protein

Fresh or dried Meats and bone broth (no canned meat! Too much sodium)

eggs but preferably egg whites

reasonable portions of avocado or oils like olive oil

water and vinegar

NO grains unless in whole form (steel cut oats, wheat berries, rice all fine but no flours

NO sauces unless I make it myself.

NO fried foods (unless it’s stir fried with only like a tablespoon of oil)

NO high sodium foods.

NO refined sugars and only ‘natural’ sugars if I use like a tablespoon of it in a recipe for example.

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Whenever a gross whale promoting “Body Positivity” crosses my social media feeds, I report their profile for encouraging eating disorders.

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M3alsp0!! <333

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goals

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I refuse to watch this movie again because of this scene lmao

it gave me thw most confused boner in 2nd grade when my class erupted in laughter watching it in class.

Shout out to the Santa Clause for giving me one of those first "uh..this makes me feel funny" moments.

Merry Christmas ☃️🎄

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You are very wrong.

I live no where near you. Odd that someone so close to you apparently writes similarly to me.

If I were that close I’d have no problem saying these things directly. Although, you have a partner so I couldn’t force feed you/encourage you to back my point.

I stand by what I said.

Come to peace with yourself and your kinks.

It’s too much of a nightmare to fight it. It’ll always come back.

It makes you wet and that’s worth pursuit.

Boundary check!

Do not come into my DMs and try to sabotage my weight loss through mind games.

whether I’m being a horny degenerate or trying to do the right thing and lose weight, if you come at me trying to stop whatever I’m doing, that shows you don’t support my goals. I don’t want to hear from people who don’t support my goals. That is being left in 2024. Any interactions on here must support my goals, as mecurial as they may be.

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Lmao whyyyy is everyone reblogging my horny fat posts after I post that I’m losing weight and not making fat content anymore? Is this some economics lesson about supply and demand?

I am losing weight FOR GOOD this year using the most drastic natural methods possible

Disappearing for a while

damn I hate this fetish.

I don’t stuff to get off. I stuff to soothe myself because I’m overstimulated from pushing myself so hard all day. Because social situations are scary and food is always there. But just like people, food stabs you in the back when you need it the most. being stuffed is painful. I hate it. I’m laying on a barroom bathroom floor crying and trying to soothe myself enough with inwards abdominal pressure and cold, smooth tiles so I can get on the subway without walking in front of a train.

I HATE weighing so much. I hate outgrowing my safe clothes. I hate not being able to horseback ride. I hate failing in my career. I hate how I can’t dance joyfully or push myself in the gym. I hate when I’m on here too much and my self-perception gets warped from being in a place where my only worth is being sexy to a bunch of gooners.

there is nothing sexy about having an inbox full of admirers who go radio silent after cumming.

there is nothing sexy about bailing on social commitments because I’m ashamed of showing up in public 20 lbs heavier than the last time I saw people.

there is nothing sexy about being unable to fall asleep snuggling a partner because you have to put on a CPAP.

There is nothing sexy about your entire family experience expecting you to break their cycles of food abuse, only to disappoint them in yet another facet of your life.

There is nothing sexy about watching other people succeed because you’re all talented, but they’re talented and thin.

there is nothing sexy about coming home to my partner and seeing the disappointment on his face when I reveal that I once again tried to KMS slowly with food.

there is nothing sexy about people falling out of love with you because you can’t make it through a day without active addiction.

being fat is a lonely life. No one will ever love you. Fat fetishists just use you as a plus-size cum rats. You are a burden to your loved ones who tolerate your poor health and inability to do things. No one ever understands what you go through living as a second class citizen. Everyone smiles and ignores you. You’re expected to be nice while other people treat you like shit. Get angry? Become a viral public spectacle. Try to lose weight, other fat people call you a dangerous person and try to get you cancelled.

If I didn’t have a partner to come home to, I would KMS on the way home. I’m so so tired of existing with this empty life. Skinny people get to live. Fat people get to exist. I want to THRIVE.

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If you ever think about buying fast food, sweets or anything high cal then just know that you're basically paying companies to make you f4t.

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Your last post is so full of shit.

People get ghosted no matter what size you are. It’s no different because you are fat. Guys have a habit of sucking no matter what really.

You have the urge to cram your gut and get fatter. Either figure out how to live and revel in it or quit bitching, choose to be miserable, and lose the weight and keep it off so you can “enjoy” other pursuits.

Locking yourself from this when you really crave it though, will only make it rear its head.

You like being a greedy fatty. I hope you find your peace with your inner pig.

I know who wrote this. STFU or come say it to my face, we live in the same city.

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lose weight

lose weight

lose weight

lose weight

l o s e w e i g h t

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Genuinely wanting to kys but you're also terrified of pain so you've been around for more then yd like and probably will be for much longer, not bc of your zest for life or anything like that but bc you're a pussy who backs up every chance she gets.

Would genuinely pay someone to assasinate me atp. Bro I'm so tired of liivviinngg you don't understand

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Disappearing for a while

damn I hate this fetish.

I don’t stuff to get off. I stuff to soothe myself because I’m overstimulated from pushing myself so hard all day. Because social situations are scary and food is always there. But just like people, food stabs you in the back when you need it the most. being stuffed is painful. I hate it. I’m laying on a barroom bathroom floor crying and trying to soothe myself enough with inwards abdominal pressure and cold, smooth tiles so I can get on the subway without walking in front of a train.

I HATE weighing so much. I hate outgrowing my safe clothes. I hate not being able to horseback ride. I hate failing in my career. I hate how I can’t dance joyfully or push myself in the gym. I hate when I’m on here too much and my self-perception gets warped from being in a place where my only worth is being sexy to a bunch of gooners.

there is nothing sexy about having an inbox full of admirers who go radio silent after cumming.

there is nothing sexy about bailing on social commitments because I’m ashamed of showing up in public 20 lbs heavier than the last time I saw people.

there is nothing sexy about being unable to fall asleep snuggling a partner because you have to put on a CPAP.

There is nothing sexy about your entire family experience expecting you to break their cycles of food abuse, only to disappoint them in yet another facet of your life.

There is nothing sexy about watching other people succeed because you’re all talented, but they’re talented and thin.

there is nothing sexy about coming home to my partner and seeing the disappointment on his face when I reveal that I once again tried to KMS slowly with food.

there is nothing sexy about people falling out of love with you because you can’t make it through a day without active addiction.

being fat is a lonely life. No one will ever love you. Fat fetishists just use you as a plus-size cum rats. You are a burden to your loved ones who tolerate your poor health and inability to do things. No one ever understands what you go through living as a second class citizen. Everyone smiles and ignores you. You’re expected to be nice while other people treat you like shit. Get angry? Become a viral public spectacle. Try to lose weight, other fat people call you a dangerous person and try to get you cancelled.

If I didn’t have a partner to come home to, I would KMS on the way home. I’m so so tired of existing with this empty life. Skinny people get to live. Fat people get to exist. I want to THRIVE.

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you can’t tell me these two weren’t fucking.

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Can you please cover and warn people about @monolith-ad If he’s still on feabie @bandagebyfood

He recently really screwed over @leslovesfatties/@xxxsharpcheddar, lied to her about their relationship and hid talking to multiple other women, seems like he has played people like this in the past as well. Someone manipulating and taking advantage of that many women is a danger in this community. We don't want to see anyone else get hurt.

PSA!!! 🚨🚨🚨🚨

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I’m in this post and I… like it? Don’t like it? Hnngh

the concept of yo-yo dieting is so hot like. getting fat and managing to lose the weight you gained through hard work and dieting but the second you start to indulge, boom, blowing right back up even fatter than before. Every time you try to lose weight you end up the heaviest you’ve ever been, doomed to just keep swelling up bigger and bigger, your thin figure long gone