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goodbye

okay, i can’t believe i’m actually doing this… i guess you can notice that i wasn’t really active here for a couple of months. all this time i was thinking about all of the things that have been bothering me for a while now. and after many days of consideration, i decided to leave tumblr. yes, i’m leaving tumblr. i had joined this community in 2014 and since then my grades in school and motivation have gone down. all i wanted to do was to be on tumblr all day and all night, refreshing my dashboard every 5 minutes just to see some new posts and to immediately reblog it. i didn’t wanted to do my homework, to go out with my real friends. god, i can’t even remember when was the last time i’ve read a book. tumblr became my addiction and, as i recently realised, it’s not healthy for me. i was spending a lot of my time giffing and editing pictures and almost always it ended up looking not as perfect as i wanted. i thought “there are people who are WAY more talented than me, why do i even try to make stuff when i can’t do anything good”, which was, again, not healthy for my mental health. still, i tried to post gifs regularly, even when i was not satisfied with the result. i was feeling so terrible and sad if my gifset got not as many notes as i wanted or when i found out that 5-6 people unfollowed my blog. i was feeling happy and excited when i got 1k notes on something i worked hard on and when the number kept going up, i thought “woah i feel so proud of myself”. and i’m questioning myself now: for what, exactly, i was proud of? for making 8 gifs that looked kinda nice which people i don’t even know liked it and decided to share it on their blog? it sounds so stupid and pointless to me now (no offence to all of the incredible gif makers out there, you’re all talented af and this is just my personal opinion. it may be wrong, but i don’t really care right now). i decided that it’s best for me to work hard on caring and love from my family and friends, not strangers on a website. i am sorry. now, the most amazing and beautiful part of my last text post on this website. the most important thing, that kept me here for as long as it was possible. people, who i met throughout the way. though i don’t know shit about “how to be a good friend and show people that i love them and care about them”, you were there for me. if we were friends for two years, if we met just a month ago, if we had spoken just once and if not spoken at all. you are all so beautiful and kind and nice and caring and i love you. if you want to keep in touch with me, message me and i’ll give you my twitter link or something like that. though i’m not quite active on social media at all, i would still love to talk to you. i don’t know what will happen next. i don’t know if i’ll come back on this account or create a whole new blog or will give up on tumblr at all. however, i’m not gonna delete this blog, there’s too many memories and things i want to keep. i don’t even know words that can truly express how thankful i am to all of you for making my time on tumblr worthwhile. thank you. so, this is it. i am sorry but i really think this is the only solution. may we meet again. with love, cassie.

[marinasdiamonds-deactivated-blog]

goodbye

okay, i can’t believe i’m actually doing this… i guess you can notice that i wasn’t really active here for a couple of months. all this time i was thinking about all of the things that have been bothering me for a while now. and after many days of consideration, i decided to leave tumblr. yes, i’m leaving tumblr. i had joined this community in 2014 and since then my grades in school and motivation have gone down. all i wanted to do was to be on tumblr all day and all night, refreshing my dashboard every 5 minutes just to see some new posts and to immediately reblog it. i didn’t wanted to do my homework, to go out with my real friends. god, i can’t even remember when was the last time i’ve read a book. tumblr became my addiction and, as i recently realised, it’s not healthy for me. i was spending a lot of my time giffing and editing pictures and almost always it ended up looking not as perfect as i wanted. i thought “there are people who are WAY more talented than me, why do i even try to make stuff when i can’t do anything good”, which was, again, not healthy for my mental health. still, i tried to post gifs regularly, even when i was not satisfied with the result. i was feeling so terrible and sad if my gifset got not as many notes as i wanted or when i found out that 5-6 people unfollowed my blog. i was feeling happy and excited when i got 1k notes on something i worked hard on and when the number kept going up, i thought “woah i feel so proud of myself”. and i’m questioning myself now: for what, exactly, i was proud of? for making 8 gifs that looked kinda nice which people i don’t even know liked it and decided to share it on their blog? it sounds so stupid and pointless to me now (no offence to all of the incredible gif makers out there, you’re all talented af and this is just my personal opinion. it may be wrong, but i don’t really care right now). i decided that it’s best for me to work hard on caring and love from my family and friends, not strangers on a website. i am sorry. now, the most amazing and beautiful part of my last text post on this website. the most important thing, that kept me here for as long as it was possible. people, who i met throughout the way. though i don’t know shit about “how to be a good friend and show people that i love them and care about them”, you were there for me. if we were friends for two years, if we met just a month ago, if we had spoken just once and if not spoken at all. you are all so beautiful and kind and nice and caring and i love you. if you want to keep in touch with me, message me and i’ll give you my twitter link or something like that. though i’m not quite active on social media at all, i would still love to talk to you. i don’t know what will happen next. i don’t know if i’ll come back on this account or create a whole new blog or will give up on tumblr at all. however, i’m not gonna delete this blog, there’s too many memories and things i want to keep. i don’t even know words that can truly express how thankful i am to all of you for making my time on tumblr worthwhile. thank you. so, this is it. i am sorry but i really think this is the only solution. may we meet again. with love, cassie.

[marinasdiamonds-deactivated-blog]

goodbye

okay, i can’t believe i’m actually doing this… i guess you can notice that i wasn’t really active here for a couple of months. all this time i was thinking about all of the things that have been bothering me for a while now. and after many days of consideration, i decided to leave tumblr. yes, i’m leaving tumblr. i had joined this community in 2014 and since then my grades in school and motivation have gone down. all i wanted to do was to be on tumblr all day and all night, refreshing my dashboard every 5 minutes just to see some new posts and to immediately reblog it. i didn’t wanted to do my homework, to go out with my real friends. god, i can’t even remember when was the last time i’ve read a book. tumblr became my addiction and, as i recently realised, it’s not healthy for me. i was spending a lot of my time giffing and editing pictures and almost always it ended up looking not as perfect as i wanted. i thought “there are people who are WAY more talented than me, why do i even try to make stuff when i can’t do anything good”, which was, again, not healthy for my mental health. still, i tried to post gifs regularly, even when i was not satisfied with the result. i was feeling so terrible and sad if my gifset got not as many notes as i wanted or when i found out that 5-6 people unfollowed my blog. i was feeling happy and excited when i got 1k notes on something i worked hard on and when the number kept going up, i thought “woah i feel so proud of myself”. and i’m questioning myself now: for what, exactly, i was proud of? for making 8 gifs that looked kinda nice which people i don’t even know liked it and decided to share it on their blog? it sounds so stupid and pointless to me now (no offence to all of the incredible gif makers out there, you’re all talented af and this is just my personal opinion. it may be wrong, but i don’t really care right now). i decided that it’s best for me to work hard on caring and love from my family and friends, not strangers on a website. i am sorry. now, the most amazing and beautiful part of my last text post on this website. the most important thing, that kept me here for as long as it was possible. people, who i met throughout the way. though i don’t know shit about “how to be a good friend and show people that i love them and care about them”, you were there for me. if we were friends for two years, if we met just a month ago, if we had spoken just once and if not spoken at all. you are all so beautiful and kind and nice and caring and i love you. if you want to keep in touch with me, message me and i’ll give you my twitter link or something like that. though i’m not quite active on social media at all, i would still love to talk to you. i don’t know what will happen next. i don’t know if i’ll come back on this account or create a whole new blog or will give up on tumblr at all. however, i’m not gonna delete this blog, there’s too many memories and things i want to keep. i don’t even know words that can truly express how thankful i am to all of you for making my time on tumblr worthwhile. thank you. so, this is it. i am sorry but i really think this is the only solution. may we meet again. with love, cassie.

[marinasdiamonds-deactivated-blog]

goodbye

okay, i can’t believe i’m actually doing this… i guess you can notice that i wasn’t really active here for a couple of months. all this time i was thinking about all of the things that have been bothering me for a while now. and after many days of consideration, i decided to leave tumblr. yes, i’m leaving tumblr. i had joined this community in 2014 and since then my grades in school and motivation have gone down. all i wanted to do was to be on tumblr all day and all night, refreshing my dashboard every 5 minutes just to see some new posts and to immediately reblog it. i didn’t wanted to do my homework, to go out with my real friends. god, i can’t even remember when was the last time i’ve read a book. tumblr became my addiction and, as i recently realised, it’s not healthy for me. i was spending a lot of my time giffing and editing pictures and almost always it ended up looking not as perfect as i wanted. i thought “there are people who are WAY more talented than me, why do i even try to make stuff when i can’t do anything good”, which was, again, not healthy for my mental health. still, i tried to post gifs regularly, even when i was not satisfied with the result. i was feeling so terrible and sad if my gifset got not as many notes as i wanted or when i found out that 5-6 people unfollowed my blog. i was feeling happy and excited when i got 1k notes on something i worked hard on and when the number kept going up, i thought “woah i feel so proud of myself”. and i’m questioning myself now: for what, exactly, i was proud of? for making 8 gifs that looked kinda nice which people i don’t even know liked it and decided to share it on their blog? it sounds so stupid and pointless to me now (no offence to all of the incredible gif makers out there, you’re all talented af and this is just my personal opinion. it may be wrong, but i don’t really care right now). i decided that it’s best for me to work hard on caring and love from my family and friends, not strangers on a website. i am sorry. now, the most amazing and beautiful part of my last text post on this website. the most important thing, that kept me here for as long as it was possible. people, who i met throughout the way. though i don’t know shit about “how to be a good friend and show people that i love them and care about them”, you were there for me. if we were friends for two years, if we met just a month ago, if we had spoken just once and if not spoken at all. you are all so beautiful and kind and nice and caring and i love you. if you want to keep in touch with me, message me and i’ll give you my twitter link or something like that. though i’m not quite active on social media at all, i would still love to talk to you. i don’t know what will happen next. i don’t know if i’ll come back on this account or create a whole new blog or will give up on tumblr at all. however, i’m not gonna delete this blog, there’s too many memories and things i want to keep. i don’t even know words that can truly express how thankful i am to all of you for making my time on tumblr worthwhile. thank you. so, this is it. i am sorry but i really think this is the only solution. may we meet again. with love, cassie.

[marinasdiamonds-deactivated-blog]

goodbye

okay, i can’t believe i’m actually doing this… i guess you can notice that i wasn’t really active here for a couple of months. all this time i was thinking about all of the things that have been bothering me for a while now. and after many days of consideration, i decided to leave tumblr. yes, i’m leaving tumblr. i had joined this community in 2014 and since then my grades in school and motivation have gone down. all i wanted to do was to be on tumblr all day and all night, refreshing my dashboard every 5 minutes just to see some new posts and to immediately reblog it. i didn’t wanted to do my homework, to go out with my real friends. god, i can’t even remember when was the last time i’ve read a book. tumblr became my addiction and, as i recently realised, it’s not healthy for me. i was spending a lot of my time giffing and editing pictures and almost always it ended up looking not as perfect as i wanted. i thought “there are people who are WAY more talented than me, why do i even try to make stuff when i can’t do anything good”, which was, again, not healthy for my mental health. still, i tried to post gifs regularly, even when i was not satisfied with the result. i was feeling so terrible and sad if my gifset got not as many notes as i wanted or when i found out that 5-6 people unfollowed my blog. i was feeling happy and excited when i got 1k notes on something i worked hard on and when the number kept going up, i thought “woah i feel so proud of myself”. and i’m questioning myself now: for what, exactly, i was proud of? for making 8 gifs that looked kinda nice which people i don’t even know liked it and decided to share it on their blog? it sounds so stupid and pointless to me now (no offence to all of the incredible gif makers out there, you’re all talented af and this is just my personal opinion. it may be wrong, but i don’t really care right now). i decided that it’s best for me to work hard on caring and love from my family and friends, not strangers on a website. i am sorry. now, the most amazing and beautiful part of my last text post on this website. the most important thing, that kept me here for as long as it was possible. people, who i met throughout the way. though i don’t know shit about “how to be a good friend and show people that i love them and care about them”, you were there for me. if we were friends for two years, if we met just a month ago, if we had spoken just once and if not spoken at all. you are all so beautiful and kind and nice and caring and i love you. if you want to keep in touch with me, message me and i’ll give you my twitter link or something like that. though i’m not quite active on social media at all, i would still love to talk to you. i don’t know what will happen next. i don’t know if i’ll come back on this account or create a whole new blog or will give up on tumblr at all. however, i’m not gonna delete this blog, there’s too many memories and things i want to keep. i don’t even know words that can truly express how thankful i am to all of you for making my time on tumblr worthwhile. thank you. so, this is it. i am sorry but i really think this is the only solution. may we meet again. with love, cassie.

[marinasdiamonds-deactivated-blog]

goodbye

okay, i can’t believe i’m actually doing this… i guess you can notice that i wasn’t really active here for a couple of months. all this time i was thinking about all of the things that have been bothering me for a while now. and after many days of consideration, i decided to leave tumblr. yes, i’m leaving tumblr. i had joined this community in 2014 and since then my grades in school and motivation have gone down. all i wanted to do was to be on tumblr all day and all night, refreshing my dashboard every 5 minutes just to see some new posts and to immediately reblog it. i didn’t wanted to do my homework, to go out with my real friends. god, i can’t even remember when was the last time i’ve read a book. tumblr became my addiction and, as i recently realised, it’s not healthy for me. i was spending a lot of my time giffing and editing pictures and almost always it ended up looking not as perfect as i wanted. i thought “there are people who are WAY more talented than me, why do i even try to make stuff when i can’t do anything good”, which was, again, not healthy for my mental health. still, i tried to post gifs regularly, even when i was not satisfied with the result. i was feeling so terrible and sad if my gifset got not as many notes as i wanted or when i found out that 5-6 people unfollowed my blog. i was feeling happy and excited when i got 1k notes on something i worked hard on and when the number kept going up, i thought “woah i feel so proud of myself”. and i’m questioning myself now: for what, exactly, i was proud of? for making 8 gifs that looked kinda nice which people i don’t even know liked it and decided to share it on their blog? it sounds so stupid and pointless to me now (no offence to all of the incredible gif makers out there, you’re all talented af and this is just my personal opinion. it may be wrong, but i don’t really care right now). i decided that it’s best for me to work hard on caring and love from my family and friends, not strangers on a website. i am sorry. now, the most amazing and beautiful part of my last text post on this website. the most important thing, that kept me here for as long as it was possible. people, who i met throughout the way. though i don’t know shit about “how to be a good friend and show people that i love them and care about them”, you were there for me. if we were friends for two years, if we met just a month ago, if we had spoken just once and if not spoken at all. you are all so beautiful and kind and nice and caring and i love you. if you want to keep in touch with me, message me and i’ll give you my twitter link or something like that. though i’m not quite active on social media at all, i would still love to talk to you. i don’t know what will happen next. i don’t know if i’ll come back on this account or create a whole new blog or will give up on tumblr at all. however, i’m not gonna delete this blog, there’s too many memories and things i want to keep. i don’t even know words that can truly express how thankful i am to all of you for making my time on tumblr worthwhile. thank you. so, this is it. i am sorry but i really think this is the only solution. may we meet again. with love, cassie.

[marinasdiamonds-deactivated-blog]

goodbye

okay, i can’t believe i’m actually doing this… i guess you can notice that i wasn’t really active here for a couple of months. all this time i was thinking about all of the things that have been bothering me for a while now. and after many days of consideration, i decided to leave tumblr. yes, i’m leaving tumblr. i had joined this community in 2014 and since then my grades in school and motivation have gone down. all i wanted to do was to be on tumblr all day and all night, refreshing my dashboard every 5 minutes just to see some new posts and to immediately reblog it. i didn’t wanted to do my homework, to go out with my real friends. god, i can’t even remember when was the last time i’ve read a book. tumblr became my addiction and, as i recently realised, it’s not healthy for me. i was spending a lot of my time giffing and editing pictures and almost always it ended up looking not as perfect as i wanted. i thought “there are people who are WAY more talented than me, why do i even try to make stuff when i can’t do anything good”, which was, again, not healthy for my mental health. still, i tried to post gifs regularly, even when i was not satisfied with the result. i was feeling so terrible and sad if my gifset got not as many notes as i wanted or when i found out that 5-6 people unfollowed my blog. i was feeling happy and excited when i got 1k notes on something i worked hard on and when the number kept going up, i thought “woah i feel so proud of myself”. and i’m questioning myself now: for what, exactly, i was proud of? for making 8 gifs that looked kinda nice which people i don’t even know liked it and decided to share it on their blog? it sounds so stupid and pointless to me now (no offence to all of the incredible gif makers out there, you’re all talented af and this is just my personal opinion. it may be wrong, but i don’t really care right now). i decided that it’s best for me to work hard on caring and love from my family and friends, not strangers on a website. i am sorry. now, the most amazing and beautiful part of my last text post on this website. the most important thing, that kept me here for as long as it was possible. people, who i met throughout the way. though i don’t know shit about “how to be a good friend and show people that i love them and care about them”, you were there for me. if we were friends for two years, if we met just a month ago, if we had spoken just once and if not spoken at all. you are all so beautiful and kind and nice and caring and i love you. if you want to keep in touch with me, message me and i’ll give you my twitter link or something like that. though i’m not quite active on social media at all, i would still love to talk to you. i don’t know what will happen next. i don’t know if i’ll come back on this account or create a whole new blog or will give up on tumblr at all. however, i’m not gonna delete this blog, there’s too many memories and things i want to keep. i don’t even know words that can truly express how thankful i am to all of you for making my time on tumblr worthwhile. thank you. so, this is it. i am sorry but i really think this is the only solution. may we meet again. with love, cassie.

[marinasdiamonds-deactivated-blog]

goodbye

okay, i can’t believe i’m actually doing this… i guess you can notice that i wasn’t really active here for a couple of months. all this time i was thinking about all of the things that have been bothering me for a while now. and after many days of consideration, i decided to leave tumblr. yes, i’m leaving tumblr. i had joined this community in 2014 and since then my grades in school and motivation have gone down. all i wanted to do was to be on tumblr all day and all night, refreshing my dashboard every 5 minutes just to see some new posts and to immediately reblog it. i didn’t wanted to do my homework, to go out with my real friends. god, i can’t even remember when was the last time i’ve read a book. tumblr became my addiction and, as i recently realised, it’s not healthy for me. i was spending a lot of my time giffing and editing pictures and almost always it ended up looking not as perfect as i wanted. i thought “there are people who are WAY more talented than me, why do i even try to make stuff when i can’t do anything good”, which was, again, not healthy for my mental health. still, i tried to post gifs regularly, even when i was not satisfied with the result. i was feeling so terrible and sad if my gifset got not as many notes as i wanted or when i found out that 5-6 people unfollowed my blog. i was feeling happy and excited when i got 1k notes on something i worked hard on and when the number kept going up, i thought “woah i feel so proud of myself”. and i’m questioning myself now: for what, exactly, i was proud of? for making 8 gifs that looked kinda nice which people i don’t even know liked it and decided to share it on their blog? it sounds so stupid and pointless to me now (no offence to all of the incredible gif makers out there, you’re all talented af and this is just my personal opinion. it may be wrong, but i don’t really care right now). i decided that it’s best for me to work hard on caring and love from my family and friends, not strangers on a website. i am sorry. now, the most amazing and beautiful part of my last text post on this website. the most important thing, that kept me here for as long as it was possible. people, who i met throughout the way. though i don’t know shit about “how to be a good friend and show people that i love them and care about them”, you were there for me. if we were friends for two years, if we met just a month ago, if we had spoken just once and if not spoken at all. you are all so beautiful and kind and nice and caring and i love you. if you want to keep in touch with me, message me and i’ll give you my twitter link or something like that. though i’m not quite active on social media at all, i would still love to talk to you. i don’t know what will happen next. i don’t know if i’ll come back on this account or create a whole new blog or will give up on tumblr at all. however, i’m not gonna delete this blog, there’s too many memories and things i want to keep. i don’t even know words that can truly express how thankful i am to all of you for making my time on tumblr worthwhile. thank you. so, this is it. i am sorry but i really think this is the only solution. may we meet again. with love, cassie.

[marinasdiamonds-deactivated-blog]

goodbye

okay, i can’t believe i’m actually doing this… i guess you can notice that i wasn’t really active here for a couple of months. all this time i was thinking about all of the things that have been bothering me for a while now. and after many days of consideration, i decided to leave tumblr. yes, i’m leaving tumblr. i had joined this community in 2014 and since then my grades in school and motivation have gone down. all i wanted to do was to be on tumblr all day and all night, refreshing my dashboard every 5 minutes just to see some new posts and to immediately reblog it. i didn’t wanted to do my homework, to go out with my real friends. god, i can’t even remember when was the last time i’ve read a book. tumblr became my addiction and, as i recently realised, it’s not healthy for me. i was spending a lot of my time giffing and editing pictures and almost always it ended up looking not as perfect as i wanted. i thought “there are people who are WAY more talented than me, why do i even try to make stuff when i can’t do anything good”, which was, again, not healthy for my mental health. still, i tried to post gifs regularly, even when i was not satisfied with the result. i was feeling so terrible and sad if my gifset got not as many notes as i wanted or when i found out that 5-6 people unfollowed my blog. i was feeling happy and excited when i got 1k notes on something i worked hard on and when the number kept going up, i thought “woah i feel so proud of myself”. and i’m questioning myself now: for what, exactly, i was proud of? for making 8 gifs that looked kinda nice which people i don’t even know liked it and decided to share it on their blog? it sounds so stupid and pointless to me now (no offence to all of the incredible gif makers out there, you’re all talented af and this is just my personal opinion. it may be wrong, but i don’t really care right now). i decided that it’s best for me to work hard on caring and love from my family and friends, not strangers on a website. i am sorry. now, the most amazing and beautiful part of my last text post on this website. the most important thing, that kept me here for as long as it was possible. people, who i met throughout the way. though i don’t know shit about “how to be a good friend and show people that i love them and care about them”, you were there for me. if we were friends for two years, if we met just a month ago, if we had spoken just once and if not spoken at all. you are all so beautiful and kind and nice and caring and i love you. if you want to keep in touch with me, message me and i’ll give you my twitter link or something like that. though i’m not quite active on social media at all, i would still love to talk to you. i don’t know what will happen next. i don’t know if i’ll come back on this account or create a whole new blog or will give up on tumblr at all. however, i’m not gonna delete this blog, there’s too many memories and things i want to keep. i don’t even know words that can truly express how thankful i am to all of you for making my time on tumblr worthwhile. thank you. so, this is it. i am sorry but i really think this is the only solution. may we meet again. with love, cassie.

[marinasdiamonds-deactivated-blog]

goodbye

okay, i can’t believe i’m actually doing this… i guess you can notice that i wasn’t really active here for a couple of months. all this time i was thinking about all of the things that have been bothering me for a while now. and after many days of consideration, i decided to leave tumblr. yes, i’m leaving tumblr. i had joined this community in 2014 and since then my grades in school and motivation have gone down. all i wanted to do was to be on tumblr all day and all night, refreshing my dashboard every 5 minutes just to see some new posts and to immediately reblog it. i didn’t wanted to do my homework, to go out with my real friends. god, i can’t even remember when was the last time i’ve read a book. tumblr became my addiction and, as i recently realised, it’s not healthy for me. i was spending a lot of my time giffing and editing pictures and almost always it ended up looking not as perfect as i wanted. i thought “there are people who are WAY more talented than me, why do i even try to make stuff when i can’t do anything good”, which was, again, not healthy for my mental health. still, i tried to post gifs regularly, even when i was not satisfied with the result. i was feeling so terrible and sad if my gifset got not as many notes as i wanted or when i found out that 5-6 people unfollowed my blog. i was feeling happy and excited when i got 1k notes on something i worked hard on and when the number kept going up, i thought “woah i feel so proud of myself”. and i’m questioning myself now: for what, exactly, i was proud of? for making 8 gifs that looked kinda nice which people i don’t even know liked it and decided to share it on their blog? it sounds so stupid and pointless to me now (no offence to all of the incredible gif makers out there, you’re all talented af and this is just my personal opinion. it may be wrong, but i don’t really care right now). i decided that it’s best for me to work hard on caring and love from my family and friends, not strangers on a website. i am sorry. now, the most amazing and beautiful part of my last text post on this website. the most important thing, that kept me here for as long as it was possible. people, who i met throughout the way. though i don’t know shit about “how to be a good friend and show people that i love them and care about them”, you were there for me. if we were friends for two years, if we met just a month ago, if we had spoken just once and if not spoken at all. you are all so beautiful and kind and nice and caring and i love you. if you want to keep in touch with me, message me and i’ll give you my twitter link or something like that. though i’m not quite active on social media at all, i would still love to talk to you. i don’t know what will happen next. i don’t know if i’ll come back on this account or create a whole new blog or will give up on tumblr at all. however, i’m not gonna delete this blog, there’s too many memories and things i want to keep. i don’t even know words that can truly express how thankful i am to all of you for making my time on tumblr worthwhile. thank you. so, this is it. i am sorry but i really think this is the only solution. may we meet again. with love, cassie.

[marinasdiamonds-deactivated-blog]

goodbye

okay, i can’t believe i’m actually doing this… i guess you can notice that i wasn’t really active here for a couple of months. all this time i was thinking about all of the things that have been bothering me for a while now. and after many days of consideration, i decided to leave tumblr. yes, i’m leaving tumblr. i had joined this community in 2014 and since then my grades in school and motivation have gone down. all i wanted to do was to be on tumblr all day and all night, refreshing my dashboard every 5 minutes just to see some new posts and to immediately reblog it. i didn’t wanted to do my homework, to go out with my real friends. god, i can’t even remember when was the last time i’ve read a book. tumblr became my addiction and, as i recently realised, it’s not healthy for me. i was spending a lot of my time giffing and editing pictures and almost always it ended up looking not as perfect as i wanted. i thought “there are people who are WAY more talented than me, why do i even try to make stuff when i can’t do anything good”, which was, again, not healthy for my mental health. still, i tried to post gifs regularly, even when i was not satisfied with the result. i was feeling so terrible and sad if my gifset got not as many notes as i wanted or when i found out that 5-6 people unfollowed my blog. i was feeling happy and excited when i got 1k notes on something i worked hard on and when the number kept going up, i thought “woah i feel so proud of myself”. and i’m questioning myself now: for what, exactly, i was proud of? for making 8 gifs that looked kinda nice which people i don’t even know liked it and decided to share it on their blog? it sounds so stupid and pointless to me now (no offence to all of the incredible gif makers out there, you’re all talented af and this is just my personal opinion. it may be wrong, but i don’t really care right now). i decided that it’s best for me to work hard on caring and love from my family and friends, not strangers on a website. i am sorry. now, the most amazing and beautiful part of my last text post on this website. the most important thing, that kept me here for as long as it was possible. people, who i met throughout the way. though i don’t know shit about “how to be a good friend and show people that i love them and care about them”, you were there for me. if we were friends for two years, if we met just a month ago, if we had spoken just once and if not spoken at all. you are all so beautiful and kind and nice and caring and i love you. if you want to keep in touch with me, message me and i’ll give you my twitter link or something like that. though i’m not quite active on social media at all, i would still love to talk to you. i don’t know what will happen next. i don’t know if i’ll come back on this account or create a whole new blog or will give up on tumblr at all. however, i’m not gonna delete this blog, there’s too many memories and things i want to keep. i don’t even know words that can truly express how thankful i am to all of you for making my time on tumblr worthwhile. thank you. so, this is it. i am sorry but i really think this is the only solution. may we meet again. with love, cassie.

[marinasdiamonds-deactivated-blog]

goodbye

okay, i can’t believe i’m actually doing this… i guess you can notice that i wasn’t really active here for a couple of months. all this time i was thinking about all of the things that have been bothering me for a while now. and after many days of consideration, i decided to leave tumblr. yes, i’m leaving tumblr. i had joined this community in 2014 and since then my grades in school and motivation have gone down. all i wanted to do was to be on tumblr all day and all night, refreshing my dashboard every 5 minutes just to see some new posts and to immediately reblog it. i didn’t wanted to do my homework, to go out with my real friends. god, i can’t even remember when was the last time i’ve read a book. tumblr became my addiction and, as i recently realised, it’s not healthy for me. i was spending a lot of my time giffing and editing pictures and almost always it ended up looking not as perfect as i wanted. i thought “there are people who are WAY more talented than me, why do i even try to make stuff when i can’t do anything good”, which was, again, not healthy for my mental health. still, i tried to post gifs regularly, even when i was not satisfied with the result. i was feeling so terrible and sad if my gifset got not as many notes as i wanted or when i found out that 5-6 people unfollowed my blog. i was feeling happy and excited when i got 1k notes on something i worked hard on and when the number kept going up, i thought “woah i feel so proud of myself”. and i’m questioning myself now: for what, exactly, i was proud of? for making 8 gifs that looked kinda nice which people i don’t even know liked it and decided to share it on their blog? it sounds so stupid and pointless to me now (no offence to all of the incredible gif makers out there, you’re all talented af and this is just my personal opinion. it may be wrong, but i don’t really care right now). i decided that it’s best for me to work hard on caring and love from my family and friends, not strangers on a website. i am sorry. now, the most amazing and beautiful part of my last text post on this website. the most important thing, that kept me here for as long as it was possible. people, who i met throughout the way. though i don’t know shit about “how to be a good friend and show people that i love them and care about them”, you were there for me. if we were friends for two years, if we met just a month ago, if we had spoken just once and if not spoken at all. you are all so beautiful and kind and nice and caring and i love you. if you want to keep in touch with me, message me and i’ll give you my twitter link or something like that. though i’m not quite active on social media at all, i would still love to talk to you. i don’t know what will happen next. i don’t know if i’ll come back on this account or create a whole new blog or will give up on tumblr at all. however, i’m not gonna delete this blog, there’s too many memories and things i want to keep. i don’t even know words that can truly express how thankful i am to all of you for making my time on tumblr worthwhile. thank you. so, this is it. i am sorry but i really think this is the only solution. may we meet again. with love, cassie.

[marinasdiamonds-deactivated-blog]

goodbye

okay, i can’t believe i’m actually doing this… i guess you can notice that i wasn’t really active here for a couple of months. all this time i was thinking about all of the things that have been bothering me for a while now. and after many days of consideration, i decided to leave tumblr. yes, i’m leaving tumblr. i had joined this community in 2014 and since then my grades in school and motivation have gone down. all i wanted to do was to be on tumblr all day and all night, refreshing my dashboard every 5 minutes just to see some new posts and to immediately reblog it. i didn’t wanted to do my homework, to go out with my real friends. god, i can’t even remember when was the last time i’ve read a book. tumblr became my addiction and, as i recently realised, it’s not healthy for me. i was spending a lot of my time giffing and editing pictures and almost always it ended up looking not as perfect as i wanted. i thought “there are people who are WAY more talented than me, why do i even try to make stuff when i can’t do anything good”, which was, again, not healthy for my mental health. still, i tried to post gifs regularly, even when i was not satisfied with the result. i was feeling so terrible and sad if my gifset got not as many notes as i wanted or when i found out that 5-6 people unfollowed my blog. i was feeling happy and excited when i got 1k notes on something i worked hard on and when the number kept going up, i thought “woah i feel so proud of myself”. and i’m questioning myself now: for what, exactly, i was proud of? for making 8 gifs that looked kinda nice which people i don’t even know liked it and decided to share it on their blog? it sounds so stupid and pointless to me now (no offence to all of the incredible gif makers out there, you’re all talented af and this is just my personal opinion. it may be wrong, but i don’t really care right now). i decided that it’s best for me to work hard on caring and love from my family and friends, not strangers on a website. i am sorry. now, the most amazing and beautiful part of my last text post on this website. the most important thing, that kept me here for as long as it was possible. people, who i met throughout the way. though i don’t know shit about “how to be a good friend and show people that i love them and care about them”, you were there for me. if we were friends for two years, if we met just a month ago, if we had spoken just once and if not spoken at all. you are all so beautiful and kind and nice and caring and i love you. if you want to keep in touch with me, message me and i’ll give you my twitter link or something like that. though i’m not quite active on social media at all, i would still love to talk to you. i don’t know what will happen next. i don’t know if i’ll come back on this account or create a whole new blog or will give up on tumblr at all. however, i’m not gonna delete this blog, there’s too many memories and things i want to keep. i don’t even know words that can truly express how thankful i am to all of you for making my time on tumblr worthwhile. thank you. so, this is it. i am sorry but i really think this is the only solution. may we meet again. with love, cassie.

[marinasdiamonds-deactivated-blog]

goodbye

okay, i can’t believe i’m actually doing this… i guess you can notice that i wasn’t really active here for a couple of months. all this time i was thinking about all of the things that have been bothering me for a while now. and after many days of consideration, i decided to leave tumblr. yes, i’m leaving tumblr. i had joined this community in 2014 and since then my grades in school and motivation have gone down. all i wanted to do was to be on tumblr all day and all night, refreshing my dashboard every 5 minutes just to see some new posts and to immediately reblog it. i didn’t wanted to do my homework, to go out with my real friends. god, i can’t even remember when was the last time i’ve read a book. tumblr became my addiction and, as i recently realised, it’s not healthy for me. i was spending a lot of my time giffing and editing pictures and almost always it ended up looking not as perfect as i wanted. i thought “there are people who are WAY more talented than me, why do i even try to make stuff when i can’t do anything good”, which was, again, not healthy for my mental health. still, i tried to post gifs regularly, even when i was not satisfied with the result. i was feeling so terrible and sad if my gifset got not as many notes as i wanted or when i found out that 5-6 people unfollowed my blog. i was feeling happy and excited when i got 1k notes on something i worked hard on and when the number kept going up, i thought “woah i feel so proud of myself”. and i’m questioning myself now: for what, exactly, i was proud of? for making 8 gifs that looked kinda nice which people i don’t even know liked it and decided to share it on their blog? it sounds so stupid and pointless to me now (no offence to all of the incredible gif makers out there, you’re all talented af and this is just my personal opinion. it may be wrong, but i don’t really care right now). i decided that it’s best for me to work hard on caring and love from my family and friends, not strangers on a website. i am sorry. now, the most amazing and beautiful part of my last text post on this website. the most important thing, that kept me here for as long as it was possible. people, who i met throughout the way. though i don’t know shit about “how to be a good friend and show people that i love them and care about them”, you were there for me. if we were friends for two years, if we met just a month ago, if we had spoken just once and if not spoken at all. you are all so beautiful and kind and nice and caring and i love you. if you want to keep in touch with me, message me and i’ll give you my twitter link or something like that. though i’m not quite active on social media at all, i would still love to talk to you. i don’t know what will happen next. i don’t know if i’ll come back on this account or create a whole new blog or will give up on tumblr at all. however, i’m not gonna delete this blog, there’s too many memories and things i want to keep. i don’t even know words that can truly express how thankful i am to all of you for making my time on tumblr worthwhile. thank you. so, this is it. i am sorry but i really think this is the only solution. may we meet again. with love, cassie.

[marinasdiamonds-deactivated-blog]

goodbye

okay, i can’t believe i’m actually doing this… i guess you can notice that i wasn’t really active here for a couple of months. all this time i was thinking about all of the things that have been bothering me for a while now. and after many days of consideration, i decided to leave tumblr. yes, i’m leaving tumblr. i had joined this community in 2014 and since then my grades in school and motivation have gone down. all i wanted to do was to be on tumblr all day and all night, refreshing my dashboard every 5 minutes just to see some new posts and to immediately reblog it. i didn’t wanted to do my homework, to go out with my real friends. god, i can’t even remember when was the last time i’ve read a book. tumblr became my addiction and, as i recently realised, it’s not healthy for me. i was spending a lot of my time giffing and editing pictures and almost always it ended up looking not as perfect as i wanted. i thought “there are people who are WAY more talented than me, why do i even try to make stuff when i can’t do anything good”, which was, again, not healthy for my mental health. still, i tried to post gifs regularly, even when i was not satisfied with the result. i was feeling so terrible and sad if my gifset got not as many notes as i wanted or when i found out that 5-6 people unfollowed my blog. i was feeling happy and excited when i got 1k notes on something i worked hard on and when the number kept going up, i thought “woah i feel so proud of myself”. and i’m questioning myself now: for what, exactly, i was proud of? for making 8 gifs that looked kinda nice which people i don’t even know liked it and decided to share it on their blog? it sounds so stupid and pointless to me now (no offence to all of the incredible gif makers out there, you’re all talented af and this is just my personal opinion. it may be wrong, but i don’t really care right now). i decided that it’s best for me to work hard on caring and love from my family and friends, not strangers on a website. i am sorry. now, the most amazing and beautiful part of my last text post on this website. the most important thing, that kept me here for as long as it was possible. people, who i met throughout the way. though i don’t know shit about “how to be a good friend and show people that i love them and care about them”, you were there for me. if we were friends for two years, if we met just a month ago, if we had spoken just once and if not spoken at all. you are all so beautiful and kind and nice and caring and i love you. if you want to keep in touch with me, message me and i’ll give you my twitter link or something like that. though i’m not quite active on social media at all, i would still love to talk to you. i don’t know what will happen next. i don’t know if i’ll come back on this account or create a whole new blog or will give up on tumblr at all. however, i’m not gonna delete this blog, there’s too many memories and things i want to keep. i don’t even know words that can truly express how thankful i am to all of you for making my time on tumblr worthwhile. thank you. so, this is it. i am sorry but i really think this is the only solution. may we meet again. with love, cassie.

[marinasdiamonds-deactivated-blog]

goodbye

okay, i can’t believe i’m actually doing this… i guess you can notice that i wasn’t really active here for a couple of months. all this time i was thinking about all of the things that have been bothering me for a while now. and after many days of consideration, i decided to leave tumblr. yes, i’m leaving tumblr. i had joined this community in 2014 and since then my grades in school and motivation have gone down. all i wanted to do was to be on tumblr all day and all night, refreshing my dashboard every 5 minutes just to see some new posts and to immediately reblog it. i didn’t wanted to do my homework, to go out with my real friends. god, i can’t even remember when was the last time i’ve read a book. tumblr became my addiction and, as i recently realised, it’s not healthy for me. i was spending a lot of my time giffing and editing pictures and almost always it ended up looking not as perfect as i wanted. i thought “there are people who are WAY more talented than me, why do i even try to make stuff when i can’t do anything good”, which was, again, not healthy for my mental health. still, i tried to post gifs regularly, even when i was not satisfied with the result. i was feeling so terrible and sad if my gifset got not as many notes as i wanted or when i found out that 5-6 people unfollowed my blog. i was feeling happy and excited when i got 1k notes on something i worked hard on and when the number kept going up, i thought “woah i feel so proud of myself”. and i’m questioning myself now: for what, exactly, i was proud of? for making 8 gifs that looked kinda nice which people i don’t even know liked it and decided to share it on their blog? it sounds so stupid and pointless to me now (no offence to all of the incredible gif makers out there, you’re all talented af and this is just my personal opinion. it may be wrong, but i don’t really care right now). i decided that it’s best for me to work hard on caring and love from my family and friends, not strangers on a website. i am sorry. now, the most amazing and beautiful part of my last text post on this website. the most important thing, that kept me here for as long as it was possible. people, who i met throughout the way. though i don’t know shit about “how to be a good friend and show people that i love them and care about them”, you were there for me. if we were friends for two years, if we met just a month ago, if we had spoken just once and if not spoken at all. you are all so beautiful and kind and nice and caring and i love you. if you want to keep in touch with me, message me and i’ll give you my twitter link or something like that. though i’m not quite active on social media at all, i would still love to talk to you. i don’t know what will happen next. i don’t know if i’ll come back on this account or create a whole new blog or will give up on tumblr at all. however, i’m not gonna delete this blog, there’s too many memories and things i want to keep. i don’t even know words that can truly express how thankful i am to all of you for making my time on tumblr worthwhile. thank you. so, this is it. i am sorry but i really think this is the only solution. may we meet again. with love, cassie.

[marinasdiamonds-deactivated-blog]

goodbye

okay, i can’t believe i’m actually doing this… i guess you can notice that i wasn’t really active here for a couple of months. all this time i was thinking about all of the things that have been bothering me for a while now. and after many days of consideration, i decided to leave tumblr. yes, i’m leaving tumblr. i had joined this community in 2014 and since then my grades in school and motivation have gone down. all i wanted to do was to be on tumblr all day and all night, refreshing my dashboard every 5 minutes just to see some new posts and to immediately reblog it. i didn’t wanted to do my homework, to go out with my real friends. god, i can’t even remember when was the last time i’ve read a book. tumblr became my addiction and, as i recently realised, it’s not healthy for me. i was spending a lot of my time giffing and editing pictures and almost always it ended up looking not as perfect as i wanted. i thought “there are people who are WAY more talented than me, why do i even try to make stuff when i can’t do anything good”, which was, again, not healthy for my mental health. still, i tried to post gifs regularly, even when i was not satisfied with the result. i was feeling so terrible and sad if my gifset got not as many notes as i wanted or when i found out that 5-6 people unfollowed my blog. i was feeling happy and excited when i got 1k notes on something i worked hard on and when the number kept going up, i thought “woah i feel so proud of myself”. and i’m questioning myself now: for what, exactly, i was proud of? for making 8 gifs that looked kinda nice which people i don’t even know liked it and decided to share it on their blog? it sounds so stupid and pointless to me now (no offence to all of the incredible gif makers out there, you’re all talented af and this is just my personal opinion. it may be wrong, but i don’t really care right now). i decided that it’s best for me to work hard on caring and love from my family and friends, not strangers on a website. i am sorry. now, the most amazing and beautiful part of my last text post on this website. the most important thing, that kept me here for as long as it was possible. people, who i met throughout the way. though i don’t know shit about “how to be a good friend and show people that i love them and care about them”, you were there for me. if we were friends for two years, if we met just a month ago, if we had spoken just once and if not spoken at all. you are all so beautiful and kind and nice and caring and i love you. if you want to keep in touch with me, message me and i’ll give you my twitter link or something like that. though i’m not quite active on social media at all, i would still love to talk to you. i don’t know what will happen next. i don’t know if i’ll come back on this account or create a whole new blog or will give up on tumblr at all. however, i’m not gonna delete this blog, there’s too many memories and things i want to keep. i don’t even know words that can truly express how thankful i am to all of you for making my time on tumblr worthwhile. thank you. so, this is it. i am sorry but i really think this is the only solution. may we meet again. with love, cassie.