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Kids these days…they’re all terrified of their past. They’re driven by just this consuming desire to wash away the things they’ve done, wash away the things done to them, erase who they were before.

You can’t. It doesn’t matter…change your name, change your style, change your label, your religion, hell: change your sex, it doesn’t really change anything. There’s no escaping who you used to be. You can’t kill the past. You just learn to live with it

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the plague: stay inside

everyone: i must bake Bread, immediately

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tshirt that reads "I went to the doctor and all they tested was my patience"

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headline from the body politic: a magazine for gay liberation no. 77, october 1981

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me normally: yeah i hate my period! like i’m a lesbian lol so useless… and it’s debilitating and painful and just. awful

some misogynist: can terfs stop making period art it’s gross

me: I Love My Period, It Represents The Creative Power Of Women. Period Art Counteracts The Real Oppression Women Face For Menstruation Across The Globe. My Vulva Is Beautiful And My Vagina Is Bloody, A Fact That Should Be Celebrated 

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lonely lesbian love story

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Me introducing myself like hi I romanticise everything, overthink way too much, live 85% of my life in my head and still can’t believe I’m a Real Person

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Having no sources of intimacy in your daily life and therefore resorting to learning as much as you can as a way to pass the time is such a sad cycle, every single day its like what can I become obsessively interested in this time to vaguely simulate companionship and a temporary sense of purpose that I know will eventually make me feel even more alone because even if I find meaning and enjoyment it is completely irrelevant to and isolated from everyone and everything else

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Did anyone else never lose the shadow of that vague, half repentant and sulky child who wasn’t wanted, and knew it, who watched from deep inside the body rather than join in? I think the reason I connect so much with the trend of calling yourself feral is because I was a very lonely child. A feral animal is one that might have been domesticated but wasn’t. Becoming socialised is very hard when you are an outsider among your peers. I think it’s something that stays with you a long time; the child, playing in the muck, reading, watching, but always in solitude. Living a life almost as separate as if there was a difference of country and culture between you and the rest of your age group. I think a lot of people can relate to that.

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When I started wearing men’s clothes I went from wearing large shirts to small shirts and wide shoes to regular shoes. My pants size suddenly measured actual inches instead of ambiguous degrees of largeness. When I socially transitioned I went from being seen as a big girl to being seen as a small boy. Doctors stopped talking about my BMI.

I went from being a monster girl taking up too much space to a dainty little prince without the size of my body changing.

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no elderly woman is foolish enough to believe in pansexuality

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some of you never had an intense homoerotic years-long friendship in your early to mid teens that culminated in a dramatic friend breakup and it shows.

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Me introducing myself like hi I romanticise everything, overthink way too much, live 85% of my life in my head and still can’t believe I’m a Real Person

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tumblr loves to picture women as ethereal perfect beings chilling in sunflower fields, but i can’t help but wonder if this leads to a lot of young wlw having a distorted concept of women as a whole

i know so many girls who have the idea of women so idealized in their heads that they’re almost unable to be with and be intimate with actual women. real women can either never compare to the idea in their heads OR they view most women as being so above them that they’re scared to interact with them

my tip to young homos is to accept that women are just people. They’re not above or below you, and I promise you that real women are so so much better than any ethereal bitch rolling in flowers

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Performing femininity because you “want to” or you “like it”? Literally if you- same personality- were born a dude, you’re telling me you’d still shave your legs, wear dresses, and put makeup on your face every morning? Sounds fake but okay