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idk why people act like wanting to be comforted when you’re upset is a moral failing like. sorry man when someone is sobbing so hard they are dry heaving or angry about being mistreated all day its actually not a good time to lecture them or tone police them and if you think otherwise you are emotionally unintelligent. if you’re afraid of giving someone a hug thats you’re problem not mine
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realized that i semi accidentally cured my body image issues by repeating the phrase “you are built like a statue of an ancient fertility goddess” any time i felt like i was too fat
#marijaneposts#its legit crazy what a difference a little confidence makes for your rizz game#i called a cashier dear yesterday like not even in a flirty way like in a very specific rural canadian old person sort of cadence#and she bluescreened for a second before i realized what i just did LMAO
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and like i got kinda scared like thinking i was hypomanic bc i’m just not used to being happy but like… its truly not the case. i Was bodily hypomanic before he hit me with a low dose antipsychotic and now i’m like calm and sleeping through the night again. i just do a couple tasks and chill. i eat my little pasta. i just feel like happy and sillygoofy but not in a way that precludes things like resting and focusing and appropriate displays of sadness or annoyance. i’m genuinely floored. also i’m just more socially competent bc i’m not assuming the worst of literally everyone all the time LMAO
new psychiatrist knows what hes talking about though like this med combo is sooooooo awesome??? i have the exact right amount of energy and little to no anxiety??? my body doesnt hurt and when i wake up i dont feel like i’m being waterboarded! like i’m truly just feeling functional and happy for the first time in a looooooooooooong time and i briefly tried to self sabotage it by impulsively moving out of my apartment but i nipped it in the bud pretty quick because i’m too smart rn to do something so destructive. never kill yourself
its wild how many little things were taken away from me by bad meds before like my mind is being blown by the fact that when its night time i feel sleepy and when i wake up i am not sleepy, my body does not hurt when i move and it does not hurt when i do not move, when my friends talk to me i talk back without immediately assuming they hate me and are trying to subtly make me aware that they want me to leave them alone, when i have tasks that need completing i either complete them at a reasonable pace or i leave them for later without feeling immense guilt, i can make healthy food choices easily and without my whole mental space being taken over by food thoughts, i can exercise without pain and nausea… damn. what the hell are they putting in seroquel that shit should be illegal
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i will say that its very funny to me that whenever i have a good experience on a medication i look it up and one of the uses is like “calming rage in autistic patients” like was that my problem the entire time lmao
new psychiatrist knows what hes talking about though like this med combo is sooooooo awesome??? i have the exact right amount of energy and little to no anxiety??? my body doesnt hurt and when i wake up i dont feel like i’m being waterboarded! like i’m truly just feeling functional and happy for the first time in a looooooooooooong time and i briefly tried to self sabotage it by impulsively moving out of my apartment but i nipped it in the bud pretty quick because i’m too smart rn to do something so destructive. never kill yourself
its wild how many little things were taken away from me by bad meds before like my mind is being blown by the fact that when its night time i feel sleepy and when i wake up i am not sleepy, my body does not hurt when i move and it does not hurt when i do not move, when my friends talk to me i talk back without immediately assuming they hate me and are trying to subtly make me aware that they want me to leave them alone, when i have tasks that need completing i either complete them at a reasonable pace or i leave them for later without feeling immense guilt, i can make healthy food choices easily and without my whole mental space being taken over by food thoughts, i can exercise without pain and nausea… damn. what the hell are they putting in seroquel that shit should be illegal
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new psychiatrist knows what hes talking about though like this med combo is sooooooo awesome??? i have the exact right amount of energy and little to no anxiety??? my body doesnt hurt and when i wake up i dont feel like i’m being waterboarded! like i’m truly just feeling functional and happy for the first time in a looooooooooooong time and i briefly tried to self sabotage it by impulsively moving out of my apartment but i nipped it in the bud pretty quick because i’m too smart rn to do something so destructive. never kill yourself
its wild how many little things were taken away from me by bad meds before like my mind is being blown by the fact that when its night time i feel sleepy and when i wake up i am not sleepy, my body does not hurt when i move and it does not hurt when i do not move, when my friends talk to me i talk back without immediately assuming they hate me and are trying to subtly make me aware that they want me to leave them alone, when i have tasks that need completing i either complete them at a reasonable pace or i leave them for later without feeling immense guilt, i can make healthy food choices easily and without my whole mental space being taken over by food thoughts, i can exercise without pain and nausea… damn. what the hell are they putting in seroquel that shit should be illegal
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white people will say that rap music is too hard to understand and then listen to cocteau twins
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i’m legit so embarrassed but also this is extremely funny oh my godddd. so when i left work on disability because my mental health was Very bad i thought i took all my stuff but i had forgotten this random ass notebook that i literally only brought bc its the perfect size to fan urself with if the ac isnt working. i got it like 8 years ago and i havent used it in at least 6 years and had no idea what was written in it. anyway today was my first day back and i found it in a drawer when i was looking for paperclips and like… it opened to a random page where i had at some point written “I AM GOING TO KILL MYSELF” with a bunch of hearts around it????? i have no memory of writing this bc it was probably back in 2018 but like omfg my boss definitely found it and thinks it was like recent bc she was apparently acting extremely concerned about me to our mutual friends when i was off like, to the point where it seemed like she thought i was a goner 😭😭😭and now everyone is being so niceys to me in the office i’m gonna screammmm this is so unprofessional but i cant argue with results????? simply leave your suicide note in the office if you need everyone to not be meanies to you anymore.
#marijaneposts#suicide tw#???#losing my mind. genuinely this is one of the most embarrassing monents of my life. but its so funny
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i got a new psychiatrist who seems to think that instead of being a “beautiful and insane woman” with “many whimsical talents and a beautiful way of seeing the world” i actually have something called “schizoaffective disorder”
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rb with your most common recurring theme in your nightmares. mine is pregnancy
#i feel like as an adult the common theme of my nightmares/stress dreams is either#a: i am forced into a Stupid Bullshit Scenario where everyone else involved is illogically incompetent or hostile#example: the government is forcing me to repeat the 3rd grade in person at my big age and if i’m caught skipping class i will be arrested#i am being executed for theft of an object that i did not steal and is literally sitting in plain sight#i am attempting to convince a loved one to evacuate during a natural disaster but they keep jumping out of my moving car#or b: everyone is mad at me or hates me in some way#when i was a little kid i constantly had nighhtmares aboht being like mauled to death by animals though#yay
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man i get so smug when i recommend music to my dad and he likes it. i knew his ass would enjoy king gizzard and the lizard wizard. clocked
#marijaneposts#my bestie told me the other day that me and my dad have a garfield and jon arbuckle ass relationship#she wasnt wrong but also thats so funny. yeah
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what are you guys’ most “tumblr is a website” moments
#i used to be in the like. mbti blogging universe (listen. i know.)#anyway it was common parlance in the circles i inhabited to be really combative and assholish for no reason#which already is so 2018 tumblrcore#but my askbox said anon is on but if you use it i will call you a coward#and someone sent me an ask being like well what if someone has anxiety and needs to use anon#and i was like. you never really Need to send someone a tumblr ask now do you. thats definitely not a thing you need ever. its a want babe#and they called me ableist :(#i also had a callout post made about me because i told someone who was embroiled in a massive fight with some other users#and crashing out majorly#‘hey you really should just log off at this point. like you seem like you’re getting genuinely distraught and this is a bad situation’#‘the healthy thing for you to do is disengage and do something else before you do something regrettable’#apparently this was also ableist. for reasons that are fully beyond me#that was such an era fr#apparently someone from back then was still posting about me by name talking about how much they couldnt stand me as recently as 2022#meanwhile i had not been posting in that universe in three entire years at that point#and i had literally no idea who that person even was 💀#anyway i’m on mood stabilizers now
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although in retrospect i should NAWT be listening to deftones rn. i was like okay haha i know this is the male moaning band but like what is going on with me rn i feel like i can taste this song. and then my period tracker pops up like hey queen did you know you are OVULATING <3
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i'm gonna say something incredibly brave and controversial: country music is good sometimes
#marijaneposts#im making a country playlist while also working on a deftones greatest hits playlist#so im doing like one deftones album then one country album#jenny dont and the spurs is sooooooo fun and cute and i love it and lowkey im tempted to go see them
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me and my two best friends just got floor tickets for deftones lets gooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!
#marijaneposts#we are such bad influences on each other lmao None of us have jobs. and yet#i am so excited fr i never go to arena shows and like. the FLOOR??????? i’ll die
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starting to think fragrantica reviewers think literally everything smells like piss
#marijaneposts#lavender and citrus scents immediately make me smell like BO#not even my own BO though its like i’m haunted by a stanky ghost
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how do u find music that is like actually interesting and good to listen to but wont scare the hoes………… i’m always like ok this is totally a normal song right guys. normal song for normal people that sounds nice. and then turns out its hoe scaring music. and like inb4 some person who listens to way scarier music than me comes in and makes fun of me or something but i need a playlist i can put on when my friends are in the car that isn’t so bland it feels like a betrayal of my morals but also is like normal music for normal people
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