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holy shit i forgot i had this blog

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[she was a little scared that he was some stranger bum...but no, just a known bum]

...No thank you.

[PLOPS DOWN NEXT TO]

[offers a drink out of a brown paper bag] Midnight snack?

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[she looks better today]

[doesn’t look empty or angry, but instead appears content]

[she’s eating a hotdog whilst sitting on a bench at a park]

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gotnomeaningjustarhyme replied to your post:[[MOR] maybe she went ice skating and the ice...

but where is she going ice skating in april where she can fall under and die

~*canada*~

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maybe she went ice skating and the ice cracked and she fell under and died

not suicide, ofc, but [insert emoticon shrug here]

i think i’m just deprived of destructive, sad plots, so i’m taking it out on her, since there’s no real consequence. i feel a little cruel but meh.

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In high school, Xóchitl was a champion wrestler, I think.

She would have been so good as a luchadora in México, omggg

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i think i’m going to kill her off.

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[She might have heard it. Even if she hadn’t, she can sense the atmosphere, and she feels like she’s taking advantage of his kindness.]

I’m sorry. [She stands up,] I should go.

[Yeah yeah, judge all you want he’s used to it]

…

[He just runs a hand through his hair briefly, sighing a bit.]

‘f I didn’t know better, ‘d swear you’re tryin’ t’ make it difficult t’ help.

[That’s a mumble though]

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[She’s sure the other has done some things in his life that she’d disapprove of :^| Stop judging u shit.]

...There really aren’t any friends to speak of. [She doesn’t sound as pathetic as that sentence might make her seem.] He’s really...all I have. [It’s not sad or anything to her, it’s just #fact.]

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Right. ‘s gonna seem a bit ‘forward’ or whatever, but ‘ve got room at mine or we can find y’ a motel or somethin’. Guessin’ y’ don’t want any friends knowin’ ‘bout the two o’ you.

[Honestly his tone has now definitely become very #lecturing and #sterndisapproval but he’s not really aware of it]

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[Disapproval stings.]

Oh.

[Well she...Wasn’t in her right mind at the time.]

...I do.

[The way she says this makes it sound like she’s given up :\]

[He frowns, but it’s more disapproval than disbelief.]

Didn’t ask if y’ thought you should- asked if y’ needed it. 

[Good on her but she clearly didn’t do it all that effectively.]

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[The good thing about being a doctor is that you can take care of your own injuries caused by your not-boyfriend.]

[...As well as the injuries you caused on your...not-boyfriend.]

[Nothing as bad as a black eye this time; just some cuts and scrapes.]

[Sips her smoothie]

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“thanks elevators for bringing me up when i was down”

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[v____v it’s complicated]

[IT IS TAKEN.......very well, actually, she looks surprised and she’s actually looking at him, and it looks like she’s about to nod but]

--I shouldn’t. [there goes the eye contact again] Thank you, though.

[that’s not it, she can do that herself....she has done it at one point or another, she’s sure]

[Yeah the black eye and refusal to talk are really persuasive]

[….This is going to be awkward and probably not taken well but]

……………..You need a place t’ stay or somethin’ for the night? 

[do you want him to hold him instead and you can kick the guy in the balls]

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Salma Hayek

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[he should be.... .___.]

[awkwardly just]

[drums her fingers on the edge of the table a little bit]

[no, cries, that’s not...that’s not it.]

[He’s not convinced :\\\\]

…’kay. [He’ll scratch his jaw briefly don’t mind him]

[Of course it is, you point and he’ll punch, super simple]

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[IT IS :c]

Yes.

[That is very sweet and noble of him u___u But it’s not that easy.]

[Of course it is]

[He frowns, eyes steady on her]

…You sure?

[Cuz if it is he’ll kick this guy’s ass for you even though he’s just met you tbh]

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[it’s....not....really....it’s....complicated....yes....that’s the right....word]

No. Thank you. I’m...[she’s not looking at him,] It’s not...that.

[The slight warmth to his expression evaporates in an instant— is it what he thinks this is.]

…D’you need help with it.

[Cuz he’s kinda been there.]