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Im a slut for boys making small gasps, whimpers and poorly concealed moans.

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Sex with a breeding kink hits different. Want him to whisper in my ear how badly he wants to fill my tight little cunt with his cum while he chokes me.

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Permanent Mark V: Fear

Pairing: Gojo x Reader

Genre: Angst

Warnings: mentions of self-harm, mentions of alcohol abuse, self-destructive reader

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a/n: sorry this is a bit late :’)) i lost my draft and had to rewrite this for like 8 hours straight :’))

Tell me, what are you so afraid of?

Suguru gazed at your sleeping figure for a couple of seconds longer, observing your face and how it twitched very slightly, making him wonder if you’re still hurting even as you sleep. He wondered if the pain that his best friend had caused you is the reason for whatever nightmare that you’re having right now. Your eyebrows are slightly pulled together as your lips quiver, a face you usually make when you’re stopping yourself from crying.

He had the look of it memorized from all the times that he and Shoko had to arrive at your house just before you break down. For three weeks you were almost always drunk and sleep-deprived. The amount of weight you lost could equate to the weight you gained from when you were younger until before the break-up. It was a rapid and depressing change to witness. Even more so when you lose the glimmer in your eyes every time you smile.

The sound of your voice used to be between soft and confident but now you just sound vulnerable. Every time you talk, all they could hear is the whimpering of your heart from anguish. The way your soul disintegrates inside your body is palpable and loud from every breath that you take. Your laugh is just as lifeless as your eyes. The look of defeat, melancholy, and frailty are always on you like a shadow. Suguru found it all mad and dreadful; what love and sorrow combined can do to a person. It’s toxic and it’s killing you.

They have no idea what’s going on inside your head and it frightened them.

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Permanent Mark IV: Loose Lips

Pairing: Gojo x Reader

Genre: Angst

Warnings: cheating, mentions of self-harm, self-destructive reader

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You killed me twice, but who’s counting?

“Thank you for driving me home, ‘Toru…Satoru, I mean. Sorry, I was just so used to it.” Rie looked down immediately after the word slipped out of his mouth. It used to be her nickname for him in high school. She wouldn’t admit to him how happy it made her feel to call him by that again. It’s been years. Seeing his face and being in the same car as him, brought her so many memories.

“It’s alright,” Satoru replied looking at her through the rare view mirror. The light pink tint on her cheeks and the way she held back her smile did something to him, like how he felt back then every time that he was with her. She still looks so beautiful, so delicate and soft. He held himself back from telling her how angelic she looked that night. Her dress and the way she did her hair all fit her so perfectly, that it’s impossible for a man not to look her way when she walks by. 

“I like it, actually. You still call me that.” He added before inhaling and letting the scent of her sweet perfume fill his senses. Her giggles brought him calmness as he relaxed in his seat, leaning back before chuckling. It wasn’t long before the two of them are staring at each other as they laugh, probably thinking of the same memories they had since high school.

“You remember.” Her smile made her gentle eyes twinkle. He watched them flutter as she blinked at him, also pressing her back against the seat. Satoru can’t remember how long it’s been since she’s been in the same car as him and driving her home. Back then, he used to beg her to let him do it, just so he could be alone with her.  

He knows that it was wrong to feel like this when he has you but he’s just meeting an old friend. He thinks she’s beautiful but of course, he hasn’t forgotten about you. 

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Permanent Mark III: Fool

Pairing: Gojo x Reader

Genre: Angst

Warnings: suggestive smut, self-harm, self-destructive reader, car accident

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Looked at it like a blessing, Now it’s just a curse.

As Satoru was about to leave, he caught a glimpse of you in the hospital bed when the doctor went in. He didn’t see much in that fleeting moment, but he could make out your form with the machines and apparatuses attached to your body. They made you look smaller; so much smaller than you already are. The stinging pain in his chest lingered, and the breath he took in felt so thick that it had a hard time flowing into his lungs. “I’ll be back to check up on her later.” Suguru murmured, biting his hair tie in between his teeth while he held his dark hair in a fist as they stepped out of the elevator. Satoru restrained himself from asking why when he remembered how the conversation about that topic went the night before. ‘There’s no reason to question it. You and Suguru are close friends, and it’s only natural for him to want to stay with you.’ He thought as he looked around the lobby. 'At all times.’ A voice in his head added, and as if he was talking to a real person, he nodded while biting his lips. The nurse that he asked for information the other day threw him a sharp look from a distance, doubtlessly still irritated by his little outburst. He gave her an apologetic smile, bowing to show respect. Satoru opened his mouth to say that he, too, would be back later, but Shoko was already lecturing them. “Can’t you understand? She’s in a coma right now. She’s asleep. The doctors said that no visitors are allowed until she’s awake.” It was obvious that her patience was already running low. She had to restrain herself from going off on her friend so many times for several hours already. It’s already reaching its limit. “Just go home. I’ll update you if something happens. Come back in two days.” Just as they were both about to protest, a female voice cut them off, making them turn to her as she walks past the automatic glass doors.

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Permanent Mark II: Down

Pairing: Gojo x Reader

Genre: Angst

Warnings: self-harm, self-destructive reader, smoking, physical violence, profanities, accident

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Closed eyes, hoping for a better life.

3 Hours Earlier

Satoru held his girlfriend’s hand as they made their way past the people inside Shoko’s house. Some of them gave him a nod and a smile before it morphs into a slightly confused and questioning look the moment their eyes drifted to their linked hands. Most of Shoko’s friends know that he was with you, and he cannot really blame them because it’s only been three weeks since they last saw you and him together. 

They’re probably judging him by how fast he moved on from his previous relationship, he thought as he pulled Rie closer. To Satoru, it’s okay if they judge him, as long as Rie is safe from it. None of it was her fault; she only loved. You didn’t even blame Rie for what happened, so what right do they have?

“Oh, why are you here?” Suguru spoke as he stared at them. Satoru didn’t fail to catch the stunned look on his best friend’s face before he started looking around. It puzzled him, but he shrugged it off, thinking that maybe he just didn’t expect him to bring his girlfriend to a party that his ex could attend. The thought made Satoru want to just give the gift and greetings to Shoko and leave right away. 

Would he be able to stand it if you were to break down from the sight of him holding someone else?

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Permanent Mark

Pairing: Gojo x Reader

Genre: angst

Warnings: tragedy, alcohol, self-harm, self-destructive reader, smoking, physical violence, implied cheating

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“If you’re leaving, just take my heart with you.”

“Let's…try meeting other people.”

You heard your boyfriend—loud and clear, but still, you questioningly hummed as you folded your clothes on the bed. You were stacking them up neatly when you glanced at him as he sat on a chair in the corner of the room. He’s looking directly at you with a soft yet serious expression. You raised your brows at him nonchalantly, urging him to reiterate his proposal.

The wind blew past the curtains and inside your bedroom, sending chills down your spine and causing goosebumps to appear on your skin. You stood up to close the balcony door, telling yourself that the cold feeling on the tips of your fingers was caused by the breeze and not by the words that escaped Satoru’s lips. 

“Maybe we should see other people. You know, like take a break from each other and see how it goes.” He leaned on his elbows, his eyebrows slightly pulling closer together as he cracked his fingers anxiously. His eyes traced your silhouette as you stood in front of the window; the sun was close to setting, slowly disappearing on the horizon.

And so is your relationship with Satoru.

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i love bread and i dont care what happens to me because of it

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My Favorite Flavor

♡Note: Idfk how to put the stupid "read more" line- Also first time ever writing TwT

♤ Rosaline x (f !reader)

♡Tags#: fluff-ish...? (mostly, there's no smexy time that's going to come- at least not very soom ;) ), besties, high schoolers, dirty thoughts, sucking (js the lollipop :D ), LGBTQ+

♡Synopsis: Rosaline is your bestie ever since elementary until one day, you saw her sucking a lollipop and well- your mind starts going someplace you would never imagine it to be.

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It's the second period before lunch, history-. You have a love-hate relationship with this subject (mostly on the "hate" side). It's either you have fun getting to know about a certain topic then the next one it's very boring to you. The quizzes doesn't make it any better. At all. Especially, when you spend more than 2+ hours studying then have most of the information out of your head when you get your test paper. Which is happening to you right now.

Knocking your head with your fist trying to bring out the information for the 2 essays with only 5 mins left on the clock until the submission of the test. Like that would do anything-. You decided to give up and just write the fragments of the answer into sentences to make it make sense. *Bell rings*

"Okay everyone! Finish or not, submit your paper on the desk." said Mrs. Castile.

Wooo- just in time! You thought, as you got up from your sit and walk to the desk to submit your test. While going back to your desk, you felt an arn around your waist and a head on your shoulder, it's Rosaline.

You and Rosaline have been friends ever since you two were put together for a partnered project during elementary. You two have been for each other through thick and thin, crushes and heartbreak, school work and studying. She always have your back and you always have hers. People have always shipped you two ever since you came out as pansexual and Rosaline came out as bi, not to mention how close you two are. Though you two always shake it off and just laugh saying how you and her are just best friends! Nothing more.

"Hey Y/n!" She gives you a back hug. "Rosa! Hii" You smile as you turn around to face her not breaking the hug.

"Soo how do you think you did on the testt?"

"Horribly alright-" You signed out tired. "I bet you got higher than me as always."

"Aww well maybe-" She giggles jokingly.

"Ha-ha-ha" playfully rolls your eyes as you sit her down on her chair. "Now go eat!" Thankfully her desk is right next to yours on your left side. Not going to lie, you and her have always been assigned sitting arrangements next to each other ever since you two became closer during last year of elementary. (It's almost like the school is doing this in purpose-)

"Fine finee, tho I'm not rlly that hungryyy" She whined.

"Shut your trap, go eat or else I'll make you" You threaten, but not rlly meaning it.

"Hoo hoo~ I kinda like that~" she whispered in seductive tone, loud enough so only you can hear.

You flick her forehead, feeling your face blush a little. "Jeez Rosa- ever since you started being a dirty-minded flirt the last year of middle school, You always gonna say someting dirty at least once or two times a day-" Just so you know you two are in the middle of your freshmen years right now.

She smirks "I'm just being mee~!", says in a proud tone.

You pretend you didn't hear anything as you sit down on your chair then being out your lunch to eat. Still flustered.

As you eat your lunch, you see Rosa sucking a lollipop. Astonished, what the- since when Rosa started eating sweets?! You didn't expect her to eat sweets since you don't EVER see her eating them. Actually to tell you the truth, she particularly dislikes them.

You stared her closely, let alone- how could she be good at sucking so well- You look at how her lips made an O shape and her tongue licking and swirling a part of the candy making it wet. You squeeze your thighs together, That kinda turns me on ngl... You stopped right there.

Wha...?

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Bitches are able to read hardcore bdsm porn fanfiction with a straight face but start to grin and squeak like an idiot as soon there is the smallest fluff.

That’s me, I’m bitches.