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VIVINOS DONT KILL MY SHAYLA/LUKA//!!!!!

AHhHhhHhHHhHh

[maodear]

this new vivinos sketch got me thinking.

what if till was way more infatuated with ivan than we thought? what if the whole time, till was actually focused on the both of them, yet due to ivan’s low self worth and unreliable storytelling, we had a complete different perception of him. maybe he was more transparent about his feelings to the both of them.

it would be genuinely insane if when we finally get till’s pov of his life, we get so much more of ivan and much less of mizi than expected. like an even distribution.. main reason i’m thinking this is because of his comic, where he’s seen so much. more chill? around her

he seems a lot more different than what we’d expect based off ivan’s perception of him. this is one of the only instances where his story has been told from someone outside of ivan. it’s very interesting to me.. they’re both pretty prevalent in his comic. they both were in his head. even though it was told by io, i think it’s still worth noting.

i fully believe till acted different and distant around ivan because of his guilt after the meteor scene, as he was likely ashamed of himself. convincing ivan that he wasn’t ever in till’s mind. maybe till felt he didn’t deserve ivan after the fact? i’m sure he was convinced that ivan hated him for it as well. till was probably DWELLING over what happened. it likely weighed him down a lot. in r6, he could’ve been so broken both because of mizi and because he was also going up against one of his loves, someone who tried to help him escape, but he went back on it. in r7, we also saw the meteor scene colors in his ivan flashback. the meteor scene is so heavily associated with ivan specifically, but we’ve seen till so affected by it in multiple instances. mostly in merch. but still.

maybe a lot of his actions were based off of ivan as well, and not just mizi. he’s been shown to be flustered around ivan on multiple occasions..

this is just a “what-if” scenario ramble. i just think it’d be very interesting if it was significantly more different than expected… very very curious for till pov of things. i wonder how much different it would be. we could see how ivan really ruined things for himself, seeing him inhabit till’s mind So Much more than we would’ve ever believed. not saying this is 100% what would happen at all! just ideas.. with how much they’re gatekeeping his pov, i wouldn’t be surprised if his pov completely changed our perception of his relationship with ivan, and till’s character as a whole.

anyways till bisexuality is so real We are so back.

a few more sketches where till is shown to be flustered around ivan. they mean so much to me. ivan you are so clueless

[maodear]

Guys I just noticed something..

Look at the art..

On X Luka isn’t on frame…

Because they escape HAhAhA…ha.H..

//im going crazy

[maodear]

Everyone.. A teaser dropped

Wiege means to cradle. In a motherly way, maybe Luka wants someone to cradle him? I’m sure this will show all the answers to him and Hyun-woo. Luka himself seemed very uncomfortable or a fidgety child. I can’t explain this unease aura around him as a child.

The translation for the words are

“If the eyes are the same, run and play in paradise.”

Since this is a lyric teaser, I’m thinking this song may sound like a lullaby, or simply a soft song. Since it’s going back to Anakt garden, and we may see frames of Luka and Heperu. Figuring out the shit he has done to my poor baby. But we will see what happens

It’s time for Luka Angst yall. They changed the pfp in X. It’s gonna drop soon I bet.

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Im debating if I should get a Mizi Cosplay, since I already have a Luka one. Or maybe Sua? Ahhhh…ahahhsfjf

But then the new merch…the plushies or the alnst blind boxes. AHhHHhHhH

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Okay, I will work on it. Thank you everyone who voted!!

Okay. What do you guys want? A deep analysis on each Alnst character or a deep analysis on each Alnst song?

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So after reading half of my Alien stage artbook, I have learned something. Which barley or even no one talks about.

Alien in Alien stage. MEANS HUMAN.

Humans are the Aliens. In ALIEN STAGE.

Since the normal “Aliens” are humans. It’s the normal life form in that universe, they are not on earth. For them the Aliens are the Humans. It’s confusing yet makes so much sense.

In reality ALIEN STAGE is HUMAN STAGE

Or am I just dum and never realized this???

[maodear]

HAPPY HOLIDAYYSSS

Im late to this, but happy holidays dear!!

[maodear]

Need my Sua to my Mizi istg…💔

Why are they so adorable in this official art.

HELLO IM HERE!

//jk LmaoOa

[maodear]

Okay. What do you guys want? A deep analysis on each Alnst character or a deep analysis on each Alnst song?

[maodear]

MERRY CHRISTMAS

MERRY CHRISTMAS AYA DEAR

[maodear]

Y’all my hands are stained purple for the day. It won’t come off. hElPPp

Everyone.. Santa is real

I got my Hyuna poster…

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I finally got the Alien stage art book, so I will probably be able to write more stuff.

Shout out to my bestie for shipping it to me ♥️

[maodear]

MAO!! HAPPY HOLIDAYS <3

HAPPY HOLIDAYS REAP!!!

[maodear]

I tell myself I’m ready for more angst, then I’m crying over an IvanTill fanfic. How will I handle an Hyuluka official episode. Not to mention im literally Luka. Im abt to explode. Guys Luka will be under my tree. And maybe Ivan too.

//I need my dears also under my tree💔//

Early Christmas Eve or merry Christmas!! Wherever you are I hope you have a very alnst Christmas. Enjoy the snow that Ivan nor Till. Or even Sua would be able to enjoy :)

[maodear]

:D

♥️!! Thank you dear

The same for me

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Even as slow as time is going, it’s also going as fast. Like wdym it’s Lukas birthday again? Time is flying so fast yet so slow. Soon the anniversary will come again. Gosh I am waiting on that Ruler of my heart Ivan ver..