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Back in my restrict->binge cycle so switching to omad

mealspo for myself!

I know it’s a lot but I can’t keep binging and it’s less c4ls anyway

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three hearts (?) with minsung

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Como pode a pantera cor de rosa me definir tanto

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God I’m exhausted, I’m always tired no matter how much sleep I I get!!

-Momo ₊ ⊹

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If you develop an eating disorder when you are already thin to begin with, you go to the hospital.

If you develop an eating disorder when you are not thin to begin with, you are a success story.

So when I evaporated, of course everyone congratulated me on getting healthy.

Girls at school who never spoke to me before stopped me in the hallway to ask how I did it.

I say, “I am sick.”

They say, “No, you’re an inspiration.”

How could I not fall in love with my illness?

With becoming the kind of silhouette people are supposed to fall in love with?

Why would I ever want to stop being hungry when anorexia was the most interesting thing about me?

~When The Fat Girl Gets Skinny, Blythe Baird

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PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

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I used to think that being skinny would solve all my problems…

It really does.

🎀

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Plan A

Plan B

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i don’t particularly like people. i can “turn it on” when it comes to professional settings, but as soon as it is appropriate, i “turn it off.” it’s exhausting being social. i would much rather spend time alone with my dog. it’s not quite avoidance, but sometimes i wonder if i enjoy my solitude a little too much.

the truth is, social contracts have let me down time and time again. i’ve grown accustomed to being alone and for me, i never feel lonely when i’m alone. it’s only when i’m surrounded by others that i truly feel alone. it’s all too superficial.

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aespa 'Armageddon' CD PLAYER

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thank you twitter

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hyunjin | so good 📍241026 sydney

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Felix ❄️🤍 SKZ-TALKER] Ep.62