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Caterpillar creates place to hide so predators can't kill while it eats

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you walk up to someone. you clear your throat. you open your mouth. you try to speak. your eyes go wide as you realise with horror

you are voiced by chris pratt

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"feminine urge" is just girly things 2.0

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tumblr is the safest social media to open in public bc nobody recognises its interface. if u recognise it thats ur problem

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me at parties like

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So...I'm pretty much dealing with an early miscarriage all by myself lol. I cant tell my husband because I dont want him to know I was pregnant at all (long story but don't worry it has nothing to do with abuse, I just didn't tell him because I had just found out, and it was an accident) and I dont really want to tell my mom.

Anyway, it was a chemical pregnancy which as far as miscarriages go isn't too bad. And even though I had my hunches I only knew I was pregnant for sure for 6 hours before I started what I thought was my period. I was only about 3 weeks and 5 days pregnant, which is SUPER early. If I hadn't taken any tests, or seen any positives (they were all very light, but there) i would have never known. I would have just thought it was a very heavy period. Anyway, I'm on day 4 of heavy bleeding now, wondering when it will get lighter. It sucks.

Am I sad? I mean, a little but not devastated. It was super early and financially right now we're strapped. I cant find a nighttime job (5-10 or 5-11) and I dont want to put my almost one and a half year old in daycare while delta is raging here in FL, so I can't go back into my chosen field. And unemployment and extra food stamps ran out two months ago so 🙃

All in all, I'm just sad about things in general, although I'm sure there will be another child eventually, at some point when we have money. I just wish I had more mom friends or just more friends in general. I have about 2 friends altogether and one of them is my husband.

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Feeling sad and missing pre pandemic days...missing old tumblr, but also not missing what my life was like almost 9 years ago...complicated emotions. I'm happy to live on my own with my husband and my son, happy to have my son, and my career. But, I miss the freedom of the world back then, my youth (I'm 32 in a little over a month), I miss having friends. I miss the sunsets. I miss new episodes of Adventure Time, Legend of Korra, I miss writing fan fiction.

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You gay?

We are a website.

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Bunny on the Moon. by Amai-Kawaii

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history

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Cosmo Sex Tip #976

In the middle of passionate love making, look your man deeply in the eyes. In the sexiest voice you can muster, ask, “Can you feel it now, Mr Krabs?”