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taking a break from drawing spamtenna, by drawing spamtenna

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Like to charge reblog to cast

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Doodle McNoodle was the first puppet I ever built! I’ve definitely learned a lot in the year and a half since then lol.

She started out as a side character for @withkindereyes storybook The Stars and Blue, and then I thought… I’ve always wanted to try puppet building, why don’t I just make them real?

So I did!!

Thank you Doodle for being such an inspiration to me! For getting me started with the thing I’m now most passionate about! For being a way to remind myself to stay positive and hopeful! For teaching me to accept imperfections and turn them into something creative and fun! 🎨💕🌈✨🖍️

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safe beneath the earth

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safe beneath the earth

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she’s ok ithink! 💯

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Are you real?

Interesting question. I try to be. Obviously there's a limit to how much of my real self I can comfortably share with strangers online, but I try to be as real as I can be here.

To be honest it's not for the benefit of any audience, as much as it's a kind of self-preservation. Fame of any level is poison to the soul and you have to fight against its effects even when you're only niche-internet famous. People who think you're famous treat you as both more important and less of a person: they treat you like you're incredibly special, but also like you're public property, acting towards you in ways they'd never do to someone they consider "real".

I try not to moan about it too much, as we all do it - it's just part of how our culture conceptualises fame. I do it about people I think of as famous, treating them like they're unreal. But the danger is that if you're not careful you can internalise it and start thinking of yourself as a famous person. And when you start to see yourself as unreal in that way, it kind of drives you mad, and can turn you into a real asshole.

There's no minimum fame level for it to happen, either. I've seen previously lovely people get a hundred fans, decide they're a big deal, and turn into huge dickheads.

The only antidote to the poison I've found is to do your best to stay real, and it's one of the reasons I try to be offline more than I used to, and spend most of my leisure time watching things I don't post about or hanging out with friends whose names none of you will ever know.

So yeah, I think I'm pretty real. I guess I see 'keeping it real' as a sort of spiritual survival strategy, and try to do so as much as possible.

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Spams yer tenna

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* You fell asleep with the TV on... * No... you ... fell asleep on the TV?

Loopable 2hr intimacy-focused Tenna sleep audio 🎧 Headphones recommended :3

// CENTER HEARTBEAT

// RIGHT EAR HEARTBEAT

// LEFT EAR HEARTBEAT

// Static & Heartbeat only alt

NOTE: If drive says 'can't scan this file for viruses' - that's normal and simply because its a big file. just ignore it LOL

GUIDE: 0:00 Regular programming -> 12:27 Music channel -> 35:24 Programming and Infomercials -> 1:44:00 Music channel pt 2 -> Loop

Includes audio from:

Soundsnap.com

Retro Game Room Experience (ASMR) - super3dcow

1987-12-15 - The Wonderful World of Disney - A Disney Christmas Gift (KUSI-TV 51 San Diego) (RAW BROADCAST)

Adventures of Sonic the Hedgehog 106 - Sonic Breakout

Its 1992 in Kmart - Actual Reel Tape Music Playlist . Vaporwave . Mallsoft

A HUMAN'S TOUCH // ELECTRIC DREAMS

Dancin On Air-Dance Party USA 1986 (RAW BROADCAST)

As Seen On TV Infomercials Compilation - Tuokiy Darby

There are more shorter clips and sound effects but like. whatever <3 If anything comes up that ur curious about, feel free to ask and I can probably find it again xD

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I can’t believe Ncuti Gatwa is already gone from Doctor Who. Didn’t get a character arc. Never rescued Rogue from Super Hell. Didn’t even use the jukebox that’s been in the TARDIS for two seasons.

What a hollow conclusion.

I miss him so bad already. Big Finish please give him the most amazing audio dramas ever

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it’s only been two series :(

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'Underrated Doctors Who Deserved Better' club

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Firing body dysmorphia projection beam in a random direction aH fuck oh shit it hit this fucking guy

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