self medicating with weed and copious amounts of cashews rn
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tonight we kill the co worker
compartmentalized. dissociated. smoked. all of my worldly problems are no more
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compartmentalized. dissociated. smoked. all of my worldly problems are no more
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doing this to him
ughhhh part of my brain is writhing in agony and heartache fucking intro ject loser. poly fragmented dumbass
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ughhhh part of my brain is writhing in agony and heartache fucking intro ject loser. poly fragmented dumbass
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to be honest i wish i didnt know i was bipolar ._. i just keep waiting for the other shoe to drop and to go completely off the deep end again. and it makes me so much more stressed . and then that makes it more likely for me to go into an episode. and the idea of that makes me so much more stressed . and then
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the vicodin... betrayed me...
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i know its my fault because i never say anything but sometimes i feel like my friends never consider my disability
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i still have it down so badly. im so fucked
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this sounds weird but its nice to like.. feel things. even if its just anger or fear. especially those things actually
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mauybe i should go back to STEM after all
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the cruel reality is that if one strilonde shows up, all of them show up. and all of them argue about how i should play Animal Crossing
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i wish people didnt act like arachnophobia was some stupid little phobia that you get over when youre an adult thanks guys. this makes me feel waaay better about it
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if you know someones extremely arachnophobic you shouldnt graphically describe how you accidentally killed one to other people in front of them and then ignore when theyre getting uncomfortable wtf 馃槶 okay ill go kill myself i guess
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MENTAL HEALTH FAIL: therapist upped my appointments to weekly
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memory issues + moral ocd combine in a disasterous trainwreck event leaving suspect ripping his skin off. more at 10
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