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kakavege is locked antlers

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invitación

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sadist

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miss you

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the god in my dreams (blushing)

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bug

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I haven’t made anything bc I have no Idea what I would make but this is in the same vein as like everything else (fusion, personhood, etc). I would probably depict it as a color

words just so i remember later

I dreamt of fucking you. And then I dreamt of fucking the entire universe. Violating it, learning all of its secrets, something that shouldn't be allowed for a tiny mortal like me. I understood it, became it, whether it wanted me to or not. And I won, sunk into its infiniteness, returned home. As if I succeeded in having the world melt into my shoulders after so many years of pretending we (we) don’t exist together. Like we’re not connected, like I can fight it and it can fight me. I felt it overlap me, wash over me like a decomposing body in the ocean. My flesh and skin that separate me from the water have withered away. I’m atoms, blown in every direction, floating. Everywhere at once. I see and drink things a million miles apart.

Thinking is too much for a body. And sometimes it makes me want to die. Sometimes it makes me want to tear other people to shreds because I am other people. I’m not confined to my body. I’m in the body of every living creature on every planet, in every blade of grass and every supernova, I’m there. And it makes my head hurt, when I try to feel everything at once. Because my brain isn’t vast enough for my galactic mind.

You are the universe. I am the universe.

And I’m jamming two universes into one.

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bad dream

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as it was intended to be

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such a sinful baby angel

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they’re a good couple etc etc

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you should meditate more

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don’t mind him, he’s just losing (it)