maiiimine

[maiiimine]

I envy everyone who has a reason to wake up tomorrow.

[maiiimine]

Absolutely bored of my existence.

[maiiimine]

i do this w every moot hehe hewo,,,

jumpscare !!! waoooohhhh !!! ლ⁠(⁠^⁠o⁠^⁠ლ⁠)

omg u got me!! :o

here’s to happy moots! 🥂

[maiiimine]

awake against my will rn

[maiiimine]

When your limbs start to feel like they need to be slammed against a very hard surface

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i’m so jealous of passionate ppl.

like, there’s smth u wanna achieve in life? you don’t just feel as if you’re wasting away your time, as if you’re a dull background character meant to make the talented ones shine even brighter?

bc i wish i had that. i wish i had a goal that i wanted to strive towards. i wish that there was smth that genuinely interested me, rather than just seeing it as a good pastime. i wish that i didn’t feel the need to go to extreme lengths just to feel like an adequate person, rather than just being a prop meant to fill in the background.

[maiiimine]

omg yay friday night!! :D (i mumble as i sit high, alone, and rotting in my room)

[maiiimine]

~~hi internet, my name is mae~~

i'm a jirai/new to tumblr hoping to make frendsss (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)

some of my interests inlcude:

listening to music (give me recs!)

playing jirai video games

taking pictures n editing them

likes: jirai fashion, nso, k/jpop, rotting, religious imagery (you'll find a lottt of angels on my page, it helps me heal), anime, hospitals, n more heheh

dislikes: bipolar meds, leaving bed, the feeling after manic episode ends

some more stuff about me:

pronouns: she/they

lvl 20, 17+ blog please

bi (pan?)

audhd, bpII, body dysmorphia, ocd, unspecified ed

TW: my posts will contain dark content and include themes of struggling w/ mental health, body image, and ed, as well as substance use and $h. i am not in a space to recover yet so please block me instead of reporting.

i hope we can make something beautiful together. thank you.