Thought I’d drop this here. I was working on a redraw of one of my favorite panels!! All the food ones are so good... Those panels are just *chefs kiss*
But then I didn’t like the redraw I attempted so this will remain unfinished!
I was able to get a new computer so I can now share art again! Bad news, it put me out of $950 which has left me in an extremely tight spot (Needing to get money back asap to help my mother with rent/food/bills and also for moving out at the end of the year.)
But with my current situation with my disorder, I keep ending up hospitalized or on the verge of hospitalization which, has forced me to drop out of college twice now. Because hospitalizations don’t care if you’re attending school, and I can’t call the school while hospitalized, and they won’t accept my mother’s calls where she tells them I can’t get to a phone, but it *has* to be me calling them, so they put me down as dropped out, and those hospitalizations left me 25k in debt. And no degree to even show for what I have to pay. And I can’t work in a “proper” setting at the moment because I am still not in control of my disorder, and still get manic, or psychotic episodes that I can’t control.
So, if anyone would like to commission me, now would be really helpful for me to try to make back this money that I don’t have any other way to get back. I’ll make a proper commission post with prices later (once I finish new pieces) but any messages or emails can be sent and I would be extremely grateful.
Otherwise if anyone is feeling generous, I put donation links on this blog (and my art blog.) Anything helps, from a dollar to a nickel. Or even just reblogging and sharing. Sorry to ask for help like everyone else, I know everyone has their own problems and burdens but I want to be able to at least be in a place where I don’t feel trapped in a hole where my debt increases and makes my mood swings worse, and makes me unable to work, and it’s just a stupid circle that I desperately want to break out of.
Not happy with this for a lot of reasons, but my pen pressure decided to quit on me and I didn’t really feel like restarting my comp. so here u go anyways~!
Why don't you ever finish the requests? I love them but I'd love to see them completed
Mostly because I’m lazy ;w; and I don’t have enough time to complete all the requests in my inbox and have them be completed pieces... and it’d be way too much work for something I do for free you know? It’s fun doing doodles and I’d just have to be super duper into the request to want to finish it. :U
Yes I do! I've received a huge influx of requests so it’ll take me a bit to get through them all :3 (and also sometimes I draw other things so that prevents me from getting to them quicker I am sorry)
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